School life is always full of tranquility and peace. After the three-on-three basketball game that was only half played, Qin Anyi returned to the most normal life. Every morning, he and Wang Yiran came out of the hotel,
I came to the school leisurely before class, then quietly finished the whole day of classes. After school in the afternoon, I casually killed time with my three roommates, and in the evening I took Wang Yiran back to the hotel.|i^
The cycle begins over and over again.
The course is completely based on Wang Yiran's course. As for what his own course is like, Qin Anyi doesn't care, as long as he can pass the final exam.
This kind of life undoubtedly made Qin Anyi extremely relaxed, and he even somewhat forgot what he had experienced in the past two years. Qin Anyi suddenly thought that those nearly two years of life were just a dream?
All this time, he has actually been living an ordinary life in school?
Once such thoughts arise, it is difficult to suppress them, but reason tells Qin Anyi that his thoughts are undoubtedly too naive.
Including one afternoon a few days after returning to school, Qin Anyi, who had just separated from Wang Yiran and was going to find Wu Chenguang and the others, ran into Zheng Sining in the corner of the school. He knew that his idea was not only naive, but also inappropriate.
Be responsible.
I invited Zheng Sining to dinner and chatted about some things casually. Both of them instinctively avoided all possible ambiguous topics. Zheng Sining was all interested in the little baby, while Qin Anyi talked about some foreign topics.
The style, however, did not describe the dangers he experienced.
The two of them were like old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years. They talked about their respective topics first, but they didn't go into depth. Until after dinner, Zheng Sining had no intention of inviting Qin Anyi to her home, and Qin Anyi naturally didn't either.
Take the initiative to mention.k";
After leaving the hotel, the two of them walked slowly on the road without saying anything.
After a long time, when they reached the downstairs of the rental apartment, Zheng Sining suddenly said: "Actually, I have been thinking a lot about you during this time."
"For example?" Qin Anyi raised his eyebrows.
"For example, the relationship with you, I think about the first time I met you, the first time I invited you to my home, the first time... the first time I took the initiative to have a relationship with you, this series of processes is like
It’s like a dream.”
Zheng Sining smiled slightly. There was not much bitterness in the smile, but a lot of happiness: "When I first thought about this, I always felt a little blushing. No matter how I looked at it, I seemed like the kind of shameless woman, but then I thought
As I thought about it, this feeling faded away, because I found that if I had to do it again, I would still do it. An Yi, you know, you seem to have a special smell on your body. "
"Um? As long as it's not foot odor or body odor, I can accept other smells." Qin Anyi scratched his head, not knowing how to answer. After saying something he thought was witty, he found that Zheng Sining didn't react at all.
"Actually, I know your struggles and conflicts. So I have been thinking about whether I should continue to be your lover. Because even if I want to, I still have to consider your feelings. Men don't mind if they have sex in this life.
How many women, let alone a pretty one like me?
A woman with a beautiful body and a good figure. I offer to be your lover, and you have absolutely no reason to refuse. But I think of the little baby again. The little baby will grow up after all. Maybe one day, when he becomes sensible, what if he knows?
What happened between you and me will make you hate me as a mother?"
Zheng Sining stopped, turned around, looked straight at Qin Anyi, and said with a gentle face: "I find that I can't bear it at all. Even just thinking about the look in my little baby's eyes is as painful as a knife.
So I think, maybe... we should really end this... this somewhat inexplicable relationship."
"I...respect your decision." Qin Anyi suddenly felt regretful in his heart, but it didn't show it at all on his face, and he nodded.
"Well, I know you won't keep me, but I'm still a little uncomfortable hearing such an answer from your mouth. Haha, I've been thinking about similar questions in the past few months since you disappeared. Obviously
I feel that I have thought it through very clearly, but when I actually talk to you face to face, I am still a little shaken. An Yi, thank you, I am very happy during the time I have known you."
After Zheng Sining finished speaking, he stood up on tiptoes and kissed Qin Anyi on the cheek: "No need to send it off, it will be at my house soon. I won't invite you to sit up, otherwise there will definitely be another breakup. Don't worry
, I will not look for any man again after leaving you, I will put all my energy into my little baby."
"You... don't have to do this." Qin Anyi said apologetically.
"Don't feel sorry for me. This has nothing to do with you. It's my own choice. But...if you really miss me occasionally in the future, I may not refuse to be intimate with you again, but at that time, it's up to me.
mood."
Zheng Sining smiled, and after finishing speaking, he turned around gracefully, put his hands behind his back, hummed a song, and left in a very happy mood.
"Don't delete my mobile phone number. If you have any difficulties, contact me. With me standing behind you, no one in this world can make you unhappy." Qin Anyi said loudly.
"I remember it. Don't worry. I will definitely come to you if something happens. I won't be embarrassed. You should consider it as payment for sleeping with me." Zheng Sining raised his hand with his back to Qin Anyi and entered the apartment.
At the front door, at the moment when he turned around and could no longer see Qin Anyi, Zheng Sining squatted on the ground suddenly, with tears streaming down his face.
Qin Anyi stood there, watching Zheng Sining disappear from sight, and sighed leisurely.
He knew that turning around like this would probably mean never seeing him again. Zheng Sining promised well, but there was no way he would take the initiative to call him again, because Zheng Sining was also as proud as Zheng Sining.
Many people appear in your life just to leave. Qin Anyi respects Zheng Sining's choice, so when Zheng Sining makes such a decision, Qin Anyi will no longer try to retain them.
If you have ever had one, you are extremely lucky.
And Qin Anyi also knows that there is no way she can promise Zheng Sining anything. Maybe such a separation is the best result, right?
While thinking about it, he took out his phone and dialed Zhang Zhenlong's number, and then told Zhang Zhenlong about Zheng Sining's situation on the phone, telling Zhang Zhenlong that he should protect Zheng Sining like his family.
Hearing the constant replies on the phone, Qin Anyi felt a little relieved.
Zhang Zhenlong's national plan is going very smoothly. The entire coastal front line has basically been included in the sphere of influence and is expanding inland. Coupled with the stranglehold on the tiger, who should be taken care of in Haizhou?
Absolutely no problem.
"Let's end it like this. Emotional debt... is the most difficult thing to repay."
Qin Anyi shook his head helplessly, turned and left.
And a dark window on the upper floor of the building suddenly turned on the light. Zheng Sining stood on the edge of the window, looking at Qin Anyi's retreating back downstairs, feeling extremely sad.