Xiaoxin was lying on the table. Whenever she thought of Ye Ranran, her heart was full of unwillingness.
"Obviously I am cleaner than you, obviously I can only like to be alone, why does he only see you? Over the past thousands of years, I have experienced separation again and again. How painful is immortality... But
As for you, you have love and even a child of your own."
In fact, what Xiaoxin is most jealous of Ye Ranran is that she can have her own child.
Because she took those drugs, she had long since become a monster. She could not have children and would not have menstrual periods like normal women.
Once upon a time, she envied other women who could have children, and hoped that one day she would have a little baby.
But in the end, every effort she made resulted in nothing.
"Ye Ranran, I'm not happy, so you can't be happy either!" Xiaoxin slammed his fist on the table.
She used too much force and her hand was hit so hard that it started to bleed.
The man who had been hiding in the dark like a shadow finally couldn't help but come out when he saw the bleeding on the back of her hand.
Half of the man's face was covered with a mask, and he knelt on one knee and looked at Xiaoxin piously, "Master, let me help you treat your wounds, okay?"
"Shadow, didn't I say that you can't show up casually?" Xiaoxin looked at the man with cold eyes.
This is the man she has trained for thirty years and has been protecting her in secret.
She doesn't like him showing up casually, because it will let people see her trump card.
Shadow realized that she was unhappy, and quickly apologized and said: "Master, I was wrong... I was just too worried about you. You haven't been this angry for a long time."
She had been angry before, but mostly she would not let herself get hurt.
But now, because she really faced Xiao Sichen and his relationship with Ye Ranran, she couldn't bear it anymore, so she made herself so crazy.
Shadow knows Xiaoxin very well, so he feels sorry for her and even can't help but want to protect her all the time.
It was just that in an accident many years ago, he accidentally damaged his face. He knew that he was not worthy of being liked by Xiaoxin.
Therefore, all he could do was to guard her quietly, even if he was scolded to pieces by her, even if she always hated him in the end.
As long as she allows him to be by her side, he will be happy.
"Haha... Shadow, I have lived for many years... I am an old monster. No matter what kind of thoughts you have, I can understand it. You know what I mean, right?" Xiaoxin suddenly stared at Shadow,
The eyes are sinister.
How could this child look at her? She wasn't blind, so how could she not understand.
It's just...she didn't want to respond to him.
A person who is only worthy of being her shadow cannot get her affection.
In particular, she is tempted, and the only thing she has ever been tempted by is An Gui.
She believed that there would be no one in the world who was more worthy of her admiration and love than Angui.
"I understand... I am despicable and hateful... but I hope that the master will keep me by his side. Because I am the only one who will be willing to die for you, the master. So... I can protect the master forever."
Others are just afraid of her, but he is the only one who truly loves her.
No one else can match this, and this is his advantage.
"Shadow, you are very smart." After saying this, Xiaoxin let out a long breath, and then said: "Go get me a tissue, I need to stop the bleeding."
Seeing that Xiaoxin didn't drive him away, Shadow let out a sigh of relief, stood up excitedly, went to get the medical kit from the side, and helped her treat the wound almost carefully.
Xiaoxin's blood is pink, which is a side effect of those drugs.
So she always said that she was not a normal human being, but a monster.
But she has no regrets. No one can experience strange things in such a fantasy way like her.
In this life, there are ups and downs, and that is victory.
"Master, what are you thinking about?" Seeing Xiaoxin suddenly frowning, Shadow asked worriedly: "Do you need to solve some troubles?"
"Shadow, go find Ye Ranran for me! I know she has come to Tianfang Thirteen Cities, and I don't want her to meet her children so soon... I want the last thing she sees is those little ones leaving her.
"
Ye Ranran cannot have what she has never owned.
Shadow nodded.
He knew how much Xiaoxin hated Ye Ranran, so for Xiaoxin, he would deal with Ye Ranran at all costs.
"Shadow...if we met earlier, maybe I could give you what you want, but now...you can only be my slave forever, understand?" Xiaoxin looked at Shadow seriously.
Shadow nodded, "I understand, Master... I am the greatest luck in my life to be able to stay by your side. I dare not ask for anything more."
"Very good, I'm relieved if you have such an idea." Xiaoxin raised the corners of his lips slightly and waved his hand to let him leave first.
And she herself looked at the wound, lay on the imperial concubine's couch and slowly entered dreamland.
She hadn't had a dream for a long time, but this time, she saw Ye Ranran.
Once, when they were in Jin Loulan, she hoped that Ye Ranran would make changes for her sake.
And An Gui looks handsome in fresh clothes and angry horse...
In her dream, she walked towards them. An Gui waved to her, but soon passed through her again and hugged Ye Ranran tightly.
An Gui said: "Ranran, you know how much I love you. I hate that monster named Xiaoxin. I hope she disappears from this world. I only want you to be here, I only want you, and I only love you."
"I'm not a monster! I just love you so much... An Gui, I just need to be loved so much... Wuwuwu... Can you give me a little more time?
An Gui...you...look at me carefully, I am better than Ye Ranran!" Xiaoxin in the dream kept crying to An Gui.
She was as weak as a pitiful little girl, and she just hoped that An Gui could look at her one more time.
However, An Gui's eyes were always on Ye Ranran.
"I don't want you to be together, I want to destroy her! I want to destroy the Ye Ranran you like... An Gui, just wait, your Ye Ranran will die, and she will die miserably!
"
Xiaoxin's fist hit Ye Ranran's direction.
Ye Ranran in the dream did not dodge, but when she hit her, Ye Ranran's shadow dispersed.
It turns out that she was just a shadow in the dream.
Xiaoxin realized this, his eyes were red with anger, he shook his head gently, and swallowed: "Ye Ranran, why... why in the dream, you don't allow me to really hurt you!"
"Xiaoxin, you are so selfish! You don't understand love, let alone the era in which you exist." Ye Ranran's voice sounded.
Xiaoxin held his head, squatted on the grassland, and shook his head vigorously.