Chapter 386 Since I met you, I have been selectively blind
This sudden flame directly burned Ye Ranran. She stared blankly into the man's eyes and slowly closed them...
It hurt when I opened it again.
Xiao Sichen actually bit her at the critical moment. Her big eyes were filled with water and resentment, but she hadn't said any words of accusation yet.
In my ears was the man's mellow and magnetic voice, "Since I met you, I have been selectively blind. Apart from you, I can't see anything else."
You are my light and everything in my world.
I can't imagine how bleak and gloomy my world would be without you...
Ye Ranran, if the better choice is to be your legitimate husband, even if it costs me my life, I will hold on tightly...
So never question my feelings for you, and don’t make any choices for me... You are my supreme only one..."
Bada...
The corners of Ye Ranran's eyes were filled with tears at some point. After hearing this, the hot drop quickly slipped down and touched the man's chest without warning...
Xiao Sichen almost lost control and pulled Ye Ranran into his arms, caressing her back and kissing her forehead.
Say word by word: "Little fool, my heart breaks when I see you crying..."
"I'm sorry..." Ye Ranran's voice became more choked up. The tears that she had been holding back completely broke out and surged forward. Together with those dark fragments from that year, they disrupted her thoughts...
She clutched Xiao Sichen's shirt tightly and sobbed silently.
"Don't say you're sorry." Xiao Sichen gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingers, his tone was extremely gentle, "Listen, Ye Ranran, it's me who should say I'm sorry.
It's me who likes you, it's me who puts you under pressure, it's because of me that they slander you again and again and uncover your scars.
All these mistakes are because of me... If someone is really responsible for these, it must be me...
It's definitely not you...so don't torture yourself.
If you really can't get out of the past and want to kill someone, you can kill me...
I am willing to use my death to exchange for your inner peace..."
After saying that, the man lay there quietly, closing his eyes slightly, as if he was really waiting for Ye Ranran to make a move.
Ye Ranran, who was originally moved by him and almost surrendered, saw Xiao Sichen waiting for death, and suddenly asked with a confused face: "Xiao Sichen... why do I want to kill someone?"
Xiao Sichen's eyelids moved, and he slowly opened his eyes. A pair of deep eyes reflected the girl's shadow, and his voice was low and hoarse, "Don't you want to..."
"Didn't I think about something?" Noticing the abnormality in Xiao Sichen's expression, Ye Ranran immediately thought of something, and a trace of embarrassment flashed across her face, "Ahem...did you listen to what Gu Beiming said?"
Gu Beiming once asked her why she never had candlelight dinners with others. What did she say?
Oh, everyone who had a candlelight dinner with her was basically killed by her.
Thinking of this, Ye Ranran's heart became softer, and the tears in the corners of her eyes were uncontrollable again, falling down.
Seeing this, Xiao Sichen hugged him tightly and kept apologizing, "I'm sorry...it's all my fault, don't cry...don't cry, okay?"
Ye Ranran's face gently pressed against his chest, and as her shoulders trembled, she said in a soft voice: "Xiao Sichen, why are you always there every time I cry like a fool?"
"I'm sorry...I won't make you cry again in the future, I promise." After Xiao Sichen finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed the top of her hair, forehead, eyebrows, and the tip of her nose...
Ye Ranran slowly closed her eyes, curled up her clenched fingers, and slowly loosened them...
At this moment, the sun penetrates 30,000 miles into the deep sea, dispelling the darkness buried deep, leaving behind a piece of warmth.
She raised her hand and held Xiao Sichen's wrist, her watery eyes fell on Xiao Sichen's face for a moment, and pursed her lips.
Then he spoke naturally, "Xiao Sichen, actually I was seriously injured that year, so I don't remember those things clearly... I remember it was my eighteenth birthday.
They invited the Su family and several female classmates for me. After blowing out the candles, Ye Xuefu gave me a glass of wine, and I was no longer sober..."
Hearing this, Xiao Sichen frowned, subconsciously hugged him tightly, and whispered: "Stop talking."
"No, you asked me to say, I want you to know..." Ye Ranran took a deep breath and continued, "I only remember that it was a room with no light.
A pair of hands grabbed me, and no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't escape..."
Probably because the scene at that time was too painful, Ye Ranran's voice trembled along with her body.
"Ran Ran..."
"It's okay, I can do it, just listen to me... The next day I walked out on my own while unconscious.
Later, I passed out outside the hotel, and they said it was Li Yunzhe who sent me to the hospital."
Ye Ranran said with a sad smile, "I was almost reported as a weirdo in the hospital, because they said it was the first time they saw someone injured so badly in that kind of thing...
At that time, I had a fever and was in a coma for a week. When I woke up, I couldn't even move my legs, as if I was disabled...
Every day at noon, an intern doctor would come to the ward again and again to take pictures of me, treating me as a typical record.
There were even family members of patients in the same ward who looked at me with disdain...
Mu Ziheng disappeared without a trace at that time again...Isolated and helpless, his self-esteem was hurt...
I was in such a bad mental state that I even thought about ending all the misery with death...
But when I was about to cut my wrists, the doctor said I was pregnant...
Then the nightmare started, and I was transferred to a mental hospital by Ye Zhiyuan and others..."
Speaking of this, Ye Ranran paused for a few seconds, and then said: "After I left Shengguo with my children, I directly joined the Night Demon Sect.
When I killed Ace, it was not as easy as getting revenge.
But the secret joy of finally being able to bury that unbearable period and never have to think about it again...
I know this is deceiving myself, but Xiao Sichen... I can't let go.
Even now, when I hear them say that, I just want to find the remaining people and kill them all.
I think... I may never be able to get rid of that terrible memory, do you understand?"
After Ye Ranran finished speaking, a cold chill appeared in Xiao Sichen's eyes, "I understand, I will help you find them, and I will kill those people."
Hearing this, Ye Ranran was stunned for a moment and looked at the man in front of her blankly, "But this is my mistake... You shouldn't have to pay the bill..."
Xiao Sichen frowned and stared at Ye Ranran, his tone was slightly sour, "If it wasn't me, could it be Mu Ziheng...or do you plan to continue looking for Arthur?"
"Of course not, I won't tell them!" Ye Ranran's dumbfounded expression disappeared instantly, her deer-like eyes widened, and she shook her head seriously.
When Xiao Sichen heard this, he suddenly felt as if the gates of heaven were wide open and the light of the Buddha was shining everywhere.
She won't tell them, she will only tell him...
Dark clouds cover the moon and the night wind rustles.
At the gate of Feng Beichen's villa, Xiao Mochi had tears streaming down his face. He pushed the gate with both hands and turned sideways and said to everyone: "Don't stop me!
Let me collect my brother's body...I am just a brother, and I want to see him one last time..."
[The author has something to say]
I really cried when I wrote this, I don’t want Ranran to hate Achen!
Achen is very, very good. He loves Ranran with all his heart. Do the little cuties feel the same way?