1261. Chapter 1261 Secret love hidden in the bottom of my heart [4]
"Wu Xie, have you... ever had a crush on me for a moment? Even when you were very, very young." Finally, the secret love that had been buried for many years was expressed at this moment,
Bingqing felt happy in her heart, but also tangled.
She wondered whether she could let go of all her feelings for Jun Wuxie from this moment on.
Jun Wuxie looked at her with extremely serious eyes. He gently shook his head, "No."
Bingqing suddenly felt as if all the strength in his body had been drained away.
Jun Wuxie said seriously, "Bingqing, actually I didn't know your thoughts about me before. I only found out about this five years ago. At that time, I thought that you and I were just childhood sweethearts.
, you have your choice, I have what I love.
I can't control your thoughts, I can't order you not to like or love.
All I can do is try not to misunderstand you. A long time ago, there was only Qingyue in my heart. No matter how long it took, whether it was thousands of years or a few years, I could never let her go.
I can't help but love her.
Even if it was the memory of losing the person I loved most when you sealed away the cold poison, my heart was moved the first time I saw Qingyue.
In fact, I knew at that time that love has nothing to do with memory. As long as you have a heart, you can fall in love once, and you can fall in love a second time.
What I want is not that memory, not that face, but that kind of emotion and feeling. These are only found in Qingyue, and I am deeply attracted to it.
Crazy for love, obsessed with love, maybe that's it.
Now, if you are honest with each other and say what is in your heart, I can also tell you that the reality is cruel, but it is the most true and true.
If you have never loved, you have never loved. If you have not been moved, you have not been moved.
I don’t want to deceive you about anything or your emotions. In fact, some things are good for everyone if you talk about them.
Originally, if you didn't mention this matter, I would have thought that you had let it go, but I never thought about it, and still haven't.
Bingqing, you are a good girl. I have always treated you as my sister. It has never changed since I was a child. Besides, you saved me once five years ago. Regardless of circumstances, I hope you can be happy.
, but you have to know that your happiness is not mine.
And my happiness is just Qingyue."
Bingqing burst into tears upon hearing this, not because she was sad about being rejected, but because the words deep in her heart were spoken out, and she felt a little relieved. That kind of silent relief cannot be described in words.
At this moment, although she was sad, she felt that her heart was not so heavy.
Jun Wuxie looked at her crying and sighed softly, "Qing'er, this title is just because I regard you as my sister. It's as simple as that, but it's also the most sincere."
He stretched out his hand and wiped away her tears. This action only ended there. "Think carefully and don't hold yourself back. I'm leaving."
As he walked slowly, Bingqing cried harder and harder, and suddenly hugged Jun Wuxie from behind.
Jun Wuxie frowned and was about to break free from her hand, but only heard Bingqing say, "Wuxie, this is the last time, the last time for me to hug you. After today, even if I let it go completely, I will
...I don’t want to continue loving you anymore..."