The rain was mixed with tears, and Xue'er's eyes were hazy. She couldn't see clearly... maybe she wouldn't be afraid... After losing her brother, Xue'er felt that she no longer had the courage to live in this world.
"Brother...wait for me..."
Xueer gently closed her eyes. At this moment, it seemed as if the rain was no longer so cold, as if the sickle was right in front of her, as if she could jump into the embrace of the sickle with just a slight step of her feet.
Xue'er has never felt so relaxed.
"Ling Xue'er!"[
Behind her, a strange woman's voice suddenly sounded, and Xueer turned around in confusion. In a place like this, at this time, who else would care about her? Who else would know her, find her, and call her out?
"Ling Xue'er, what are you going to do!"
A beautiful but cold woman stepped forward and pulled Xueer back from the edge of the rooftop.
"I really wish I didn't know you."
Xueer's voice was very hollow, so hollow that it was weak.
"My name is ambiguous."
Ambiguous grabbed Xue'er's hand and pulled Xue'er back into the teaching building. Their clothes had already been soaked by the rain.
"ambiguous……"
Xue'er stupidly repeated the ambiguous name. She didn't know why she was pulled back from the edge of life and death so easily. Was she afraid of death? She had nothing to lose...nothing anymore
What can be attached to? Why should we be afraid? Why are we still afraid? Is this the human instinct to fear death?
Xueer suddenly squatted down against the wall and cried bitterly.
"Why do you do something stupid? If your brother knew about it, he would be sad..."
This was not the first time that Huan Mei met Ling Xue'er. She had secretly observed Ling Xue'er for a long time. This Ling Xue'er was strong on the outside but fragile on the inside. Perhaps it was because of her love for Wu Jiwu that Huan Mei actually felt pity for Xue'er.
"If he will be sad...why do you want to leave me here alone! Doesn't he know that when he leaves, will I be sad, sad, and desperate? Why...you tell me why..."
Xue'er buried her head deeply in her arms, not letting Ambiguous see her tears, and not letting Ambiguous see her face twisted in pain.
"He has reasons why he can't come out to see you, but you should know how much your brother loves you... You should believe him. Leaving you is definitely not what he wants, right? Xueer, you have always been like that
Be sensible, I believe that as long as you think about it carefully, you will never blame your brother again..."
Ambiguous has never spoken so tenderly to a girl. It shouldn't be said to girls. In this life, except for her father, she has only been so gentle to Lian and Xue'er.
It wasn't until this moment that Ambiguity discovered that gentleness is something women are born with.
"I see……"
Xue'er's voice became even more choked up.[
"It's because I understand, so I watched my brother leave me, but I can't blame anyone... This kind of pain... Who can understand?"