"A man I can't bear to forget." When Ling Momo mentioned this man, the smile on her face was warm, beautiful, but bitter.
Lin Xiaorou said nothing and stared at Ling Momo quietly.
She always felt that Ling Momo was a girl with a story.
Ling Momo paused, then leaned lazily on the chair, raised her hand, and slowly drew on the table. Lin Xiaorou didn't pay attention to what her fingers were drawing.
Only Ling Momo knew in her heart that what she drew was two people who influenced her life.
Enson.
Deep love.
She drew the names of these two people over and over again, and by the end of the drawing, those memories that she had been unwilling to touch came out bit by bit.
With a hint of trance in her voice, she said softly: "I loved two men at the same time..."
Her story is long and beautiful.
When she told Lin Xiaorou, she hid a lot of things.
Enson used the first man, and Li Qingshen used the second man.
Lin Xiaorou listened attentively, and it was not until Ling Momo finished speaking that Lin Xiaorou spoke up and said: "From your story, I can tell that you like the second man very much, why don't you be with him? He
So good to you."
Ling Momo smiled, with clear sadness in her eyes, "Because I'm not worthy of him."
There are some things that it is not convenient to talk to Lin Xiaorou, such as the unspoken rules between her and Enson, and the fact that she slept with Li Qingshen, so it is inevitable that Lin Xiaorou has such questions.
Ling Momo paused and then said: "He deserves a better girl."
Lin Xiaorou said: "What about the first one? He asked you to meet, have you met?"
"No." Ling Momo shook her head and added: "I knew clearly at that time that I had a different relationship. I'm sorry for the first man, and I'm sorry for the second man. They are both good and bad people.
It's me."
"Then do you regret it?"
"No regrets." Ling Momo answered directly without thinking. She has never regretted what she did, just like she never regretted loving them in the past. Maybe she doesn't have such deep love for Enson now.
, some are just unforgettable debts.
Even now that she is surrounded by endless thoughts, she has never regretted anything.
I love him and want to make him better!
Even if she was really having a bad life, she knew it was her own fault.
One misstep leads to eternal hatred.
It's been a hundred years since I looked back.
People always have to pay the price for the things they have done arbitrarily.
Until now, the only thing she regrets is one thing, that is, she should not have been dazzled by the hatred Jian Chenxi gave her and embarked on such a despised and embarrassing path!
She shouldn't have sneaked into the palace!
She shouldn't have sold her body for a deal!
"Then how are they doing now?" Lin Xiaorou asked gently after a long time.
"The first man is doing very well, and we occasionally send WeChat messages to chat. We have never contacted the second man, but I think he is also doing very well..."
Ling Momo's voice trembled slightly, yes, he was living a good life, he must have a girlfriend. When she called, a girl answered the phone, and you could tell from her voice that she was a nice person!