"What I want can only belong to me! Or, I would rather not have it."
"I only want you alone... okay."
Pulling off the last of her clothes, he crawled on top of her.
"I want you, and I want you alone."
"I only want you..."[
Murong Qingshuang gently stroked his face with her hands, frowning slightly, with a hint of disbelief in her seriousness, "What are you talking about? Are you..."
His sly gaze covered her hand, "I only said that I want you...always."
Her lips seemed to be trembling a little, "I don't want to be treated as a plaything."
Yuwen Longxiang burst out laughing, "Who said I would treat you as a plaything?"
She had a stiff face and struggled to speak: "That's how you are. All your actions and all your words mean this. You just want an obedient woman who will be by your side when you want to let go.
…”
"What kind of stunning woman am I looking for? I want to find a woman who likes to go against me and never cooperates with me?" He paused.
She took a deep breath and said, "Because you are tired of obeying and they make you feel bored."
Yuwen Longxiang snorted coldly, "Then let me tell you, I don't like your resistance. The resistance you mentioned is just a sense of conquest that most people want, but no one really wants someone to die with them.
The one who fights to the end.”
Murong Qingshuang looked at him without saying anything.
His fingertips slowly passed over her long hair, "I want you to be obedient and only to me. Don't think that your resistance can arouse my interest, it will only make me more headache. I am your husband
, remember this clearly. All the freedom and indulgence I give you are just to let you see clearly that only I can give you these."
"Everything you want, only I can give you. And what I want...only you can give me. Resistance can be treated as a game, but..."
His hand slowly moved down, slid across his chest, and stopped at his heart.
"It's not allowed here."
Freed from the struggle, she looked at Yuwen Longxiang's serious eyes.
The black pupils are bottomless.
The look in his eyes almost pierced all her defenses.
"What do you want? What do you want to say now?"
He showed his wolf-like smile again, "Let's become husband..."
Leaning down, the room is filled with spring light.[
But after night, the two rarely see each other.
Yuwen Longxiang was always in the palace, and Murong Qingshuang was always with Qin Susu.
Not only can you refine poison, but you can also steal some skills.
There was an opportunity to learn at any time, and she never let go of such an opportunity.
When fifteen days passed, Yuwen Longchen was buried, and his seven-year-old son ascended the throne.
As Murong Qingshuang thought, he was not the emperor, but he held great power.
Everything seemed to be as expected, the only bad news was... Qin Susu failed.
The pill turned into powder in her hand and slowly fell from her fingertips.
Qin Susu frowned and poured the powder.
"It didn't work." She said coldly and turned around.
Murong Qingshuang stood still for a moment, "Is there no hope anymore?"
"I said that there is only a 50% hope. I have reminded you many times. I believe you are mentally prepared. There is not enough time. Maybe you can rush back to see him for the last time."
Murong Qingshuang rubbed her temples and glanced at the blazing sunshine outside the door.
I stayed in the elixir house for so long and never saw the light of day.
Suddenly seeing the sun, my eyes felt painful.
When I really should have despaired, I didn't feel anything special.
What she did during this period of time was all out of a subtle emotion.
On the one hand, she felt that there was something in Murong Villa that she had always wanted but never got, something she cherished. On the other hand, she had no real feelings for her.
She had been trying her best, hoping to make some amends for Murong Qingshuang. But as Qin Susu said, she had already prepared for the worst.
After all, he was not really her biological father. She felt regretful and sad, but it was hard to be truly heartbroken over this.
Some feelings take many years to settle. She was always just an outsider, watching other people's stories.
A figure approaches in the dazzling beam of light outside.[
Qin Susu raised her head, glanced at it, shook her head slowly, and saw that the person had gone out.
Yuwen Longxiang stood beside her, took a focused look, and hugged her into his arms.
"You have tried your best. I will capture Lone Star as soon as possible and let Murong Villa handle it."
They are always like this, they only think about revenge when something happens.
Revenge can only understand the heart of the person involved, but it cannot restore anything.
Murong Qingshuang hugged him back, raised her head and said, "I want to go back."
"Wait for one more day, I will take care of some things and go with you."
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Outside Xiyuan, several fast horses stopped at the door. The people on the horses got off and quickly entered the door.
Murong Qingshuang walked out and looked at Uncle Li who was in a hurry.
"Miss……"
"Uncle Li." She said in a tired voice, "I didn't do it. There is no antidote."
"Miss, someone has delivered the antidote." Uncle Li said hurriedly, "We are just missing two medicine leads. If Miss can find them, it will be the only chance to save the owner of the village."
Murong Qingshuang stood up suddenly, "The antidote has been delivered? It should...not be Lone Star, right?"
"No. I don't know who the visitor is. He is agile and has excellent qinggong. He put down the antidote and disappeared after explaining it. After discussion, the people in the village felt that this person was not hostile. If it was the last chance, he could
try."
She held the corner of the table with her hand, and the pointed part fit into her palm.
"Did he... leave anything else to say?"
"No, I just said that finding Yaoyin can save people. Yaoyin is Bingpo and Chihun. He also said that Miss knows where Yaoyin is. Miss knows this person?"
Murong Qingshuang didn't speak for a long time. Knowing that this person was Guchengbi, he must have found a method from Duanhun.
"I..." After a moment of pause, she raised her head slightly, "I will find Bing Soul and Red Soul right away."
Red Soul can be found from Luo Yi, she is in the capital.
And Bingpo is at Lian'er's place. Lian'er should be in Luoying Valley at this time, which is not far from the capital.
"Miss, do you know where it is?"
"Give me a day. I will take Red Soul and Bingso back to Murong Villa with you tomorrow. I will definitely find them."
If she doesn't waste any more time, she just won't be able to enter Luoying Valley.
When she found Qin Susu, she originally thought she would have to spend more time talking, but she nodded lightly after hearing this.
"I haven't been back for many, many years. I heard about Mu Ling from His Highness. Now that His Highness's great cause has been decided, I will naturally not be far away from going back. Sooner or later, it doesn't make any difference."
That night, she took Luo Yi back. After getting the red soul, Qin Susu had already returned with the ice soul.
After resting all night, we set off back to Murong Villa the next morning.
Yuwen Longxiang also went with her as he said.
"Qingshuang!" After hearing this, Murong Yufan came out with a sullen face and looked at Yuwen Longxiang, "I didn't expect that the prince is here too."
Murong Qingshuang handed the things in her hands to Murong Yufan, "Don't waste time."
Murong Yufan glanced at Yuwen Longxiang indifferently and said no more.
"My eldest brother dislikes you very much."
Yuwen Longxiang didn't care at all, "Because I didn't help Murong Villa when he was looking for you. He must have a big opinion against me and think that I don't want to find his sister at all."
"What about reality?"
He chuckled and hugged her gently, "I know where you will be, and I can find you at any time. I just want to wait for you to come to me on your own."
Murong Qingshuang snorted coldly, "I went to Yunshan not to look for you, but for the antidote!"
"It doesn't matter, I don't care about the reasons and processes, I only care about the results."
After a moment, he narrowed his eyes slightly and said, "But I will give your brother a gift."
"What gift?"
"The people sent to find Lone Star should be found soon. Presumably your elder brother has always wanted to find Lone Star. How he wants to deal with it is Murong Villa's business."
Murong Qingshuang said in confusion: "Lone Star is not so easy to find, right?"
He continued walking carelessly, "If I said there is no one in the world that I can't find, would you believe it?"
"Yu Wen Long Xiang plus Dugu Jiu Ming?" Murong Qingshuang sighed softly, "Now you have achieved everything you want."
"Wrong." There was a sly smile on his lips, "When the situation in the court is stable, the first thing to do is to divide the Qingyuan Kingdom with Qu Mo. That fashion can be said and done. Human ambitions are always endless."
"Is this why you made Lian Jingruo stay in Qingyuan Country?"
"She volunteered."
"It seems that there are many people who have volunteered for you."
Yuwen Longxiang grabbed her hand and said, "It's quite a lot. If it's just for herself, others... are all meaningless things."
"Where's the princess?"
He smiled solemnly and said, "Give her a way to live. I plan to send her to the tribes in northern Xinjiang to make peace. After clearing the Yuan Kingdom, it is time to continue the northern expedition."
"Aren't you worried about her little tricks?"
"No need, Bin Ji will follow her. She won't be of any use, only Bin Ji will be useful."
Two days ago, he sent Bin Ji to the palace to stay with Princess Chenyue.
The only time she wanted to fight for herself was to say softly, "Even if Bin Ji is just following His Highness as a concubine, she will have no complaints."
Yuwen Longxiang just looked into the distance, "You don't have to wrong yourself so much."
"Bing Ji doesn't feel wronged. This is Bin Ji's only wish."
"But..." he said slowly, "Qingshuang will not be happy."
By the end of some words, she already understood her own path.
Murong Qingshuang looked up at him, "Wherever you want, just send a woman there?"
"We can't leave her here."
About two hours later, someone came to tell him that he had woken up. The doctor said that the poison had been removed.
Yuwen Longxiang looked at her, "Do you know who sent the antidote?"
She nodded, "Guchengbi."
"Tsk tsk..." He frowned slightly and looked at her, "Will he show up again?"
Murong Qingshuang looked away, it was already sunset.
A faint glow enveloped the whole world.
"I don't know." She said in a relaxed tone, "Maybe those people who are willing to you will no longer appear, and he will not appear either."
Yuwen Longxiang hugged her, lowered his head and kissed her fiercely, saying vaguely, "If he shows up again, I'll kill him."
"Your concubine..." She turned around slowly and glanced up with cold eyes, "Can I kill her too?"
He relaxed and smiled brightly, "It's up to you. The only one I want is you."
After going around and around, I was still trapped by this wolf.
But she is not a little white rabbit, she is a she-wolf, also with sharp teeth.
Reluctantly betting on the future may not be a regrettable decision.
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Author's note:
In the end, I didn’t bother to divide it into chapters. Anyway, I posted it all at once.
The recent events have been a headache. I didn’t have to end it in such a hasty manner, but I didn’t have the patience to write it down bit by bit.
Sometimes I feel that being an author should be the simplest process, just writing with your heart is enough. I don’t like to deal with troublesome things, so I temporarily regard writing as my main job, but there are still so many things besides writing.
Things are exhausting.
After a while, if my mood can recover a little, I can use extras to fill in some missing content in the novel, but the main plot has ended here, and the extras are just a supplement.
I am not a writer who frequently communicates with readers, and most of the time I don’t use Q very much.
I have always thought that the most important thing for me to do is to write articles. This is the only thing that can make everyone happy.
After the riots started, the support from many readers was very gratifying and touching, even though we didn't know each other, and some readers had never even spoken to each other.
I originally planned to publish a new article at the end of this month, but I am no longer in the mood. I will not publish another article this year.
I can write for a living, or I can choose not to. If the recent chaos makes writing so irritating, there is no need to force myself to continue.
Let’s treat it as a rest period. We’ll think about writing a new article next year.
Thank you everyone for your support during the update of this article and your understanding during the discontinuation period.
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