Quan Han didn't feel bad that his wine was consumed so wastefully by someone who didn't know how to drink. He just said: "Although the concentration of this wine is not high, it has great stamina. Drinking like this will make you easily drunk."
"Can't I get drunk on a day like this?" Sauron said lightly, as if asking Quan Han, or talking to himself.
"Of course. I'll accompany you."
After saying that, Quan Han picked up the wine jar next to him and touched it with the wine jar in Solon's hand, and took a few big gulps like Solon did.
After he had enough wine, Quan Han said, "Do you think you are the only one with such tortuous feelings that cannot be seen in the light?"
Quan Han's words startled Sauron slightly, and he looked up at him in surprise. Could it be that the meaning of what he said just now was...
"Years ago, I once admired a man. He was my junior brother. We learned martial arts from the same master.
Junior brother was born with a weak body and often fell ill. As the senior brother, I always cared about him, visited him, and took care of him, and he also relied on me very much.
At first I thought I was just overly nervous and caring about the weak, but once my junior brother fell ill and almost died, I realized that my feelings for him were not concern but love. The kind of love between a man and a woman.
I feel very shameful about my habit of sleeve cutting, and I have tried to suppress my emotions...
But after you have given your heart and soul, where can you say that you can take it in and let it go?
No matter how much I suppressed myself, restrained myself, and sometimes even glared at him in order to stay away from him, I was still crazy in my heart and couldn't help but love him.
He is a delicate and sensitive person. He felt my emotions and saw that I was living in pain all day long, so he took the initiative to get close to me. He even accepted my habit of cutting off my sleeves and stayed with me all day long."
After listening to Quan Han's words, Sauron looked at him with envy.
Pouring a lot of wine into his mouth again, Quan Han smiled bitterly and said: "That was the happiest period of my life. I wonder what in the world makes people happier than being in love?"
We practice martial arts at sunrise, rest at sunset, eat together, study together, chat together... We are together almost all the time twelve hours a day.
Although we have never had close physical contact, with such spiritual comfort, I don't care even if I spend the rest of my life like this.
Until one day, my junior brother told me that I was going down the mountain to do something for my master. As a result, I accidentally learned from my master that he had not ordered my junior brother to go down the mountain. I was confused, so I followed him.
I saw my junior brother talking and laughing with a girl from his hometown. This girl was close to him and had been married since childhood.
The junior brother treated that girl very well, and that kind of kindness was different from the kindness he treated me. There was admiration in his eyes, just like how I treated him. But the junior brother rejected that girl and her marriage, using all kinds of confusing reasons.
Already.
I was very touched and happy at that time, and I still spent all day with him.
Later, after the woman was rejected from marriage, her family arranged a marriage for him, and soon the news of the marriage spread to her junior brother.
Junior brother drank all day long to drown his sorrows, and became thinner and thinner day by day. Even though he loved that woman very much in his heart, he still never said that he wanted to give up on me.
It can be seen that my junior brother only feels grateful for me, but what he really loves is that woman.
Sauron, if you were me, how would you choose?"
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Ahhhhhh!! Crazy, crazy, crazy! I posted nearly 30 chapters today! If anyone dares to say that I don’t work hard at updating, I will kill him!