It’s really hard to forget you. The pain of missing you is entangled in my heart. My expectations day and night will never be answered. Why did you choose to break up with me in the first place?
It’s really hard to hear you say that you love me. The words you once said have been blown away. Standing on both ends of the scale, I feel the same dilemma. The only answer is that it’s so hard to love someone...
This song sings An Ruo's heartfelt voice, yes, it is really difficult to love someone.
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Tang Yuchen returned home and as soon as he walked into the living room, he heard Lan Keren coughing.[
She leaned against the sofa, coughing and out of breath.
The man frowned, stepped forward, put his arm around her shoulders, and said to her without rejection: "Why is your cold so serious? Come on, follow me to the hospital."
Lan Keren leaned against him with attachment, shook her head and said, "I won't go."
"Be good and be obedient. Your cold is getting worse and worse. How can you not go to the hospital?"
"I don't want to go!" She hugged his arm and said firmly with her eyes closed: "I hate hospitals, and I never want to go to the hospital again."
Tang Yuchen's eyes flashed slightly, feeling very guilty.
Because of him, she stayed alone for six years and stayed in the hospital for another year. Maybe she also stayed in the hospital often during those six years.
He could imagine that she must have been sent to the hospital every time when her life was in danger.
Lying in a cold room, facing the test of death, it was a cruel spiritual torture for her.
In her heart, she must be full of fear and disgust towards the hospital. That place is probably the last place she wants to go.
Thinking of this, the man felt more and more guilty.
It was all because of him that she suffered so much.
"Okay, I won't go. I'll let the doctor come to see you, okay." Tang Yuchen hugged her tightly and said softly.
"Yeah." Lan Keren responded with a smile.
The doctor came quickly. He gave Lan Keren an injection and put her on an intravenous drip before leaving.
Tang Yuchen stayed by the bed, looking at the woman's sleeping face, feeling very conflicted in his heart.
Today he suddenly realized that he also liked An Ruo, but he still had Lan Keren in his heart.
How should he choose?
He couldn't bear to let these two women get hurt again.[
Lan Keren opened her eyes drowsily, and saw that he was still by her side. She held his hand, and her heart was filled with warmth.
"Achen, it's great to be back with you again."
Her eyes were blurred and she smiled happily: "I always thought I could not come back, but God allowed me to survive and let me come back to you. Ah Chen, I never want to be separated from you again."
Tang Yuchen's heart ached, and he suddenly asked her: "Even if I have had many women, you still don't dislike me?"
Lan Keren stood up and leaned into his arms, shaking her head without mind: "As long as you need me, I will never leave you."
People like her who have experienced too many lives and deaths have long since seen everything.
She only needs to understand what she wants, that's enough. If she can get temporary happiness, she must firmly grasp it. She has no mind to care about other mundane things.
Her answer also made Tang Yuchen realize that Lan Keren only had him in her heart, and as long as he was still there, her happiness would be there.
If he is gone, then she will definitely...
"Achen, shall we get married?" the woman in his arms said suddenly.
Tang Yuchen's expression froze. Will he marry her?