513. I Don't Have the Strength to Give You Another Chance
An Ruo looked at him involuntarily, and she had a hunch that what happened next would be terrifying to him.
My heart tightened slightly, because of him at that time...
After a few seconds of silence, he then said coldly: "The rule is that if I lose, I will die. I don't want to die. I promised my mother that I will live well.
I planned to run away at the first moment, but I was too naive and I was no match for them.
I was caught by them and beaten up severely, and then my elder brother had someone give me poison. It was a poison that would not kill you immediately, but would only cause you to die in constant pain.[
After being given poison, they left me in the suburbs. If Uncle Liang hadn't happened to pass by and rescued me, I wouldn't be alive today."
Although Liang Weiming saved his life, he could not eliminate the remaining poison in his body.
There were always toxins in his body, and from that time on, he lost his fertility.
But now that he has been cured, there is no longer any toxin in his body.
Tang Yuchen paused for a moment and continued to speak in a low voice.
"After I was rescued by Uncle Liang, I also told him what happened to me. He asked me at that time if I would like to join the army and become an agent of the country.
He told me that becoming an agent has many benefits. I can learn the strongest survival skills, and I can also remain anonymous. No one can find me, including my brother.
In order to survive, I agreed to his proposal. So he arranged for me to join the army, and from then on I began the most brutal training career.
Agents are different from other soldiers. They can be said to be the country's secret killing weapons, and they also do the most cold-blooded and cruel work.
After three years of training, I was successfully selected to become an agent. I was not yet eighteen years old at that time.
After becoming an agent, I began to secretly collect evidence against my elder brother. Finally, when I was twenty-three years old, I successfully brought him down and sentenced him to life in prison.
If something happened to him, the Tang family would need a new successor. But I didn’t want to continue living a life of darkness, so I proposed to leave the organization and come back to take over the Tang family’s business..."
He didn't say anything about the sacrifices Lan Keren made for him in order for him to successfully leave the organization, nor the bloody killings he committed when he was an agent.
I didn't say anything because I didn't want to scare her or defend myself.
Tang Yuchen looked at An Ruo, met her eyes, and said in a low voice:
"An Ruo, I am telling you this because my past has shaped my cold-blooded character.
I know you can't accept my cold-bloodedness and cruelty, and I also know that I shouldn't hurt you again and again. I know I was wrong.
Since I met you, I have changed a lot, my heart has gradually become warmer, and your kindness has also touched me...
So can you give me another chance to change my ways, and can you not take away my only light?"[
At that moment, An Ruo's heart seemed to have been hit so hard by something that she was speechless.
She looked away, not looking into his eyes.
After hearing his past and pleading, it was impossible for her not to be moved.
But……
An Ruo stood up and turned her back to him, saying sadly: "Tang Yuchen, it's not that I don't give you a chance, it's that I don't have the strength to give you another chance.
I am a human being, not a savior, and I also have times of despair.
Being with you for so long, I have experienced too much pain. My heart has long been dripping with blood, numb and broken...
