I said: "They are so fake. As long as they are kind to me, I can be a friend."
You are very fake, but if you treat me a little bit badly, I will worry about you all the time...
This is a kind of worry, it seems like I have to keep guessing and it’s very tiring..."
Yin Yijie suddenly laughed, he was as happy and content as a child, his innocent smile was cute, his gray eyes lit up, and he kept laughing.[
I don't know what's wrong with this guy. He's been acting so inexplicably lately, as if he's taken ether...
I almost remembered it as ethanol, but this is much worse; ether, nitrous oxide, commonly known as laughing gas, it seems that inhaling a small amount can make people laugh non-stop?
The magical effects of organic chemistry made me deeply suspect that Yin Yijie was poisoned by ether or something like propanol butanone.
Yin Yijie laughed for a long time, still looking very happy, and then he slowly stopped. His face was bright and his mood was very beautiful. He kissed the corner of my lips and said formally, slowly and seriously:
"Because they are outsiders and you don't have high demands on them; I am a lover, so you want me to love you with all my true feelings, right?
As friends, they are good and take good care of you;
As a lover, I admit that I was not good enough to you before, and even asked you to find some compensation from friendship...
Ke'er, it's not that you don't like me like this, it's that you feel that I have always hurt you in this way before and made you afraid..."
Yin Yijie stopped and I understood.
Yes, in the past, the gentler Yin Yijie was, the more scared I was; because gentleness can easily make people fall, and then he will suddenly turn into a wolf and ruthlessly destroy everything.
For example, he was so kind to me in Yufu five years ago and tolerated everything. But at the end of the year, almost at this time, he and Yin Yihao staged a twin catastrophe... Of course, it was me who was robbed.
Maybe Yin Yijie's discovery was right. I was a little scared, so I subconsciously hated seeing him like this...
This is a very dull feeling, even if we can forgive it; but history will always drop a drop of ink in the gaps of the history books, leaving a black and embarrassing mark; just lying there naked, in the appropriate or inappropriate place
Sometimes it pops out and irritates people's eyes.
We are all people who have been precipitated by history. From the time we were born, we have accepted too much Confucius’ benevolence, justice, etiquette, wisdom and faith in our minds, as well as endless concepts such as Japan and the United States, which have distorted our personalities and grown into reality.