The Chinese New Year is almost here, and there are more and more flowers and plants at home.
The sky, except for the occasional brightening, is mostly gray. I don't know if it's fog, dust, or dark clouds.
Anyway, the weather is not always good.
I don't have anything either.
Many things are just covered with a veil, just like today.[
I was too lazy to uncover it, and continued to maintain a rare purity under the veil.
Even if you deceive yourself, it is better than worrying about yourself.
Now, I wonder why?
I even feel like a criminal who has been sentenced to death with a two-year reprieve. I indulge in it and muddle along.
Of course, the reality is not so terrible.
Yin Yijie came back a little later, but he came back for three or four days in a row.
I no longer waited for him, but tacitly crawled into bed with him.
Oh, when a person reaches this stage, don't talk to me about chastity or ethics and face. I just want him to hug me and let him kiss me.
Twice he came back late and didn't even want to kiss me deeply. He hugged me and fell asleep.
Yin Yijie is always so busy, which is no surprise.
As long as he comes back, I will feel more at ease.
Since it is vacation, every time he comes back, I will wake up from my dream and look at him, touch his face, or heat him some porridge or something, and I will be satisfied.
Oh, sometimes people's ideals are so humble. You only know when others do something completely different from what you do.
Watching him go out in high spirits in the morning, I feel extremely good
Be happy all day long.
But from then on, I started to be away from home often.
This is nothing.
Adults always have to go out to work.
I used to go to school and he probably went out during the day.[
Hehe, who has nothing to do and stays at home all day long? The one who works comfortably is a housekeeper, not a nanny.
I just focused on myself, finished my winter vacation homework, and started reading books for next semester, and then for senior year.
Occasionally, playing games and stuff with Brian turned out to be very fulfilling.
Occasionally I look at a certain place and think of Yin Yijie's sweet kiss. I secretly take off my clothes and look at my chest. It's almost like a plum blossom, with red marks all around, deep and shallow.