"Jiagu Haorong said we need to wait a week. He was waiting for something to happen. I didn't continue to ask. He was anxious to accompany his girlfriend. Wan Qirou was in trouble. Her soul was dragged down when she was in the dark.
,,”
She paused for a moment, and her tone was very worried and gentle:
"She looks like she's in real trouble."[
"Oh." Xuanyuan Xuantian said, and for the first time he took out a cigarette. The light blue smoke seemed to condense into a silent entity.
Then, Xuanyuan Xuantian suddenly continued talking, as if he finally found the mood to talk.
"I felt her when I killed that thing. It was very bad. What's bad is not the 10% chance of waking up, but the fact that she is probably the one who will wake up."
"What does that mean?" Ling Xiaotu asked.
"She has the resilience and talent to go through the darkness. Wan Qirou has always seemed too fragile and bright, which is why her family has never dared to entrust her with important responsibilities. That is not the temperament of the Shadow family. But that's because she doesn't have the temperament at all.
It's not because she doesn't want to get close to the darkness, but because she can't understand it. If she really wants to live, I believe she can do anything."
"No, I'm asking you, what do you mean when you say it will be worse when she wakes up?" Ling Xiaotu asked.
"Because the person who wakes up will no longer be her." Xuanyuan Xuantian said: "She will become very powerful, but her soul cannot be saved. It's like I will no longer be alive after being filled with rage.
It’s just like me, although her situation is ‘going to hell’ and mine is ‘going to heaven’.”
He smiled self-deprecatingly:
"The worst thing is not death, but,,,, living, living forever, in a posture that you can never accept. You can only watch yourself become something else, and even lose the ability to deny this experience.
The ability, you,,,, can no longer even hate your own existence,,,,"
Ling Xiaotu looked at him. The man was still subconsciously clenching his fist, opening it, and then clenching it again.
A neurotic subconscious action, or his body is indeed still stuck in coldness and numbness. He will never be able to get rid of the fear of that feeling in his life.