As soon as Leng Muchen came back, the servant immediately made a cup of coffee and brought it over. Then he was about to leave, but was stopped by Leng Muchen, "Sister-in-law Wu, give Yingying a glass of milk."
Qin Yaying shook her head, "No, I don't want to drink."
"Go to bed early after drinking. You have to go to work tomorrow." Leng Muchen meant that he was almost late for work today, so he should be a little earlier tomorrow.
Qin Yaying was not sleepy at all now. If she were sleepy, she would have gone to her room and locked the door to sleep.
She didn't know what to say about Fu Zijun's matter. Now that the situation was like this, she thought maybe she was wrong. If she had insisted on not coming back, then maybe things wouldn't have turned out like this.
"What are you thinking about? Thinking about that man?" Leng Muchen asked lightly. Her eyes had no focus. She was distracted again. What was she thinking about?
Qin Yaying turned her eyes and looked at Leng Muchen, "Can I miss him? With you in front of me, do I need to think about other men?"
Leng Muchen looked at her bare face. Even though her fair cheeks were without any modification, they were sometimes beautiful and sometimes charming, which made his heart gradually fall.
"Whether you are telling the truth or a lie, I like to hear it." Leng Muchen curled his lips, picked her up, and strode into the bedroom.
Qin Yaying wrapped her arms around his neck. After all, she couldn't escape what was coming, and she didn't want to escape.
Fu Zijun stood on the sofa, holding a glass of wine in his hand. What should he do to help Yingying? Not only did he want to take her away from Leng Muchen, but he also hoped that she would not be used by anyone again.
, At that time, he was the one who took advantage of her, but now he wants to use everything to make up for it, but Jin Tianhu is getting closer and closer, and a batch of goods has been intercepted by Ling Yijie. He is already angry, and he demands that he deal with her immediately.
Leng Muchen took action.
Fu Zijun knew that he couldn't do it, and he couldn't do it for Yingying, so he didn't have much time to delay it any longer.
Jin Yan knocked on the door, "Zijun, can I come in?"
"Of course." Fu Zijun turned his head, "Didn't you say you don't feel well? Why don't you take a good rest?"
Jin Yan walked to him and took away the wine glass in his hand, "I'm fine."
"Really? If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital. Don't hold on. I see that your appetite has not been very good these days." Fu Zijun looked at her, and her face still seemed not to be well.
Jin Yan pulled him to sit on the sofa together, "Zijun, will you marry me?" She took his hand and placed it on her belly.
Fu Zijun froze, "What do you mean?"
"Zijun, why do you ask this? Don't you understand? We had a child that time." Jin Yan held her hand tightly.
"Zijun, you don't want to admit it, do you? I followed you innocently, and now I'm pregnant. If you don't marry me, will I still have the dignity to be a human being in the future?" Jin Yan had already guessed that he would not want to take responsibility.
, but, she has her own way.
She has known Fu Zijun for so many years, so she is someone who understands him. Otherwise, she would not have done anything to him. It would be too easy to have a child.
As long as she wants it, the child will be there.
"Yan'er, you also know that it was an accident. I didn't want it at all." Fu Zijun is now responsible for Jin Yan, but what about Yingying? What should Yingying do?
Moreover, he has no feelings for Jin Yan at all. A marriage without feelings, a relationship and marriage based on responsibility, will not be happy, and it is not what he wants.
"But, just because you don't want to, you can't let me be responsible for the child alone. If the child asks me in the future, where is the father? Then how should I answer? Do I have to tell him that it is the father who doesn't want you, and doesn't want us as mother and son?"
"Jin Yan looked at him and said, "The child is more than a month old now, and I will not take the child."
Fu Zijun stroked his forehead feebly. He didn't even know how to deal with Yingying's matter, but Jin Yan's matter happened again. Now he no longer has the strength to deal with these matters.
"Yan'er, listen to me." Fu Zijun wanted to persuade her to think carefully and to persuade her not to have this child.
"No! I don't want to listen. I won't take away the child. Even if you don't want me, I will still give birth to the child." Jin Yan made a decision and would not change it easily.
Because if she could change easily, then she wouldn't have to go through so much trouble to get pregnant just because she wanted to be with Fu Zijun. How could she give up just because he didn't want to marry?
Fu Zijun looked at her persistence, but that was not what he wanted, "Yan'er, can we talk about these things later? I still can't have this child."
Jin Yan got up from the sofa and walked out quickly. She was angry. Fu Zijun wanted to hold her, but his hand slipped and Jin Yan fell to the ground, hard.
"It hurts." Jin Yan covered her lower abdomen, her face was pale, and cold sweat kept breaking out on her forehead, "Zijun, take me to the hospital."
Fu Zijun came over and picked her up, "Yan'er, everything will be fine."
Nothing will happen, nothing will happen to the child, nothing will happen to her, all she wants is him.
Qin Yaying fell asleep as she listened to the even breathing sound beside her ears. Just now, he covered her body and took her into his possession, regardless of her resistance.
But she was not sleepy at all. She pulled the white nightgown aside and draped it over her naked body. She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the moonlight outside the window through the thin gauze curtain.
Then, she stretched out her hand to pull open the gauze curtain and opened the window. The slight cool breeze also cleared her mind. When she returned here, she was facing everything alone. She had lost her virginity, and maybe she would also lose her virginity.
Heartbroken.
After a long time, she turned around and looked at the man on the bed. She hated him very much and really wanted to kill him and erase everything in her past, but she couldn't erase it from her heart.
Is he being nice to her now to make up for it, or is he really affectionate for her? Even if she doesn't treat him well, he won't be angry. Except in bed, he still controls the initiative.
She sat by the bed and looked at his handsome features. Only when he was asleep would he look so harmless. Only when he was asleep would she be willing to get a little closer to him, like
Same as then.
In fact, the two of them should not be together and have no intersection. However, they happened to meet each other, and she fell in love with her. It hurt. Now, two years later, he is still there in her heart.
Lingering.
She once thought she would forget, but this time they met, she clearly resisted his approach, but he still existed in her heart. If not, then she might rather die than give in.
?
He is not a good person, but she is passionate about him. If she lets him know her feelings, what will he think? Will he just drive her away like he did back then?
Is the last departure the same as the current one? Is it pain or numbness?
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