Qin Yaying looked at him, "I didn't blame you, how could I blame you? Zijun, do you know? For so long, I feel that I have always owed you, and now it's good."
Fu Zijun smiled bitterly. She said this was good, so she had already planned to forget about him and start over with Leng Muchen.
He drank one cup after another, "Yingying, will you feel happy if you are with Leng Muchen?"
If she says she is happy, should he let go completely? If she says she and Leng Muchen are fine together, should he bless her with a smile?
Qin Yaying chuckled a few times, "Happiness? Zijun, do you know? I once thought I would be a very happy person, but two years ago, happiness disappeared. No matter how I looked for it, I couldn't find it. 1
There is no feeling of happiness at all."
He was still smiling just now, but after saying a few words, he choked up again.
Fu Zijun put down the wine glass and hugged her into his arms, "Yingying, as long as you are willing, happiness is very simple. Why can't you face it? Why can't you let go of your heart?"
It has been two years. It turns out that she has never been happy. If she hadn't drank too much, she would have never said such things to him, right?
"Yingying, are you planning to start over with Leng Muchen and find happiness again?" Do you also plan to get back what was lost from Leng Muchen?
However, Leng Muchen would not give her happiness, and he would never give it to her. Why is she so stubborn?
Qin Yaying drank another glass of wine, "Is it possible for me and him?" He is unscrupulous and will use all means to get everything he wants.
So, what does Leng Muchen want to get from her? Is it her people? Or is it her heart? And then he will hurt her severely?
Fu Zijun saw that she was drunk, and he helped her out of the bar, "Yingying, you drank too much."
"I didn't drink too much, Zijun, I really didn't drink too much." Qin Yaying repeated a sentence in a low voice, is she drunk? If she is drunk, then why is she still so heartbroken? If she is drunk, then
Why is she still thinking about that man?
She is a fool, a big fool. She knows it is hurt and hurts, but she still loves her.
Fu Zijun supported her and stood by the roadside, "Yingying, why are you so stubborn? If you could promise me to leave here, maybe things wouldn't be like this."
He was willing to take her away, but she was unwilling to leave. She would rather suffer all the bullying from Leng Muchen here. How could he feel better?
The woman he wanted to hold in his hands and care for, the woman he wanted to love for the rest of his life, was with another man, but there was nothing he could do.
"Zijun, some things are destined." Qin Yaying put her hands on Fu Zijun's shoulders. Her legs were weak due to the stamina of the wine, but she was still awake.
Fu Zijun looked at her, "Okay, you need to rest now, I'll take you back!" He opened the car door and let her sit in the car.
Qin Yaying suddenly took his hand and said, "Zijun, I don't want to go back tonight, don't send me back." For just one night, she wanted to leave the place where he had too much of his presence.
Fu Zijun looked at her, "You're tired too, aren't you? Okay, then I won't go back today." He drove her back to the hotel.
Along the way, Qin Yaying fell into a deep sleep while leaning on the car seat. After Fu Zijun parked the car, he did not wake her up and picked her up gently.
Jin Yan was waiting in Fu Zijun's room. She was already three months pregnant, but Fu Zijun was still lukewarm towards her. Even if she was unhappy, at least Fu Zijun didn't go to see that person.
Woman, but he goes out drinking every night and is with her. Is it that uncomfortable for him?
Then she was still pregnant with his child, so he didn't care about her at all?
Just as she was about to leave, she saw Fu Zijun walking towards the room with a woman in his arms. She saw clearly that it was Qin Yaying and that woman again.
"Zijun, what do you want? You haven't seen this woman for a long time, and now you bring her to the hotel? Do you want to make me angry to death? Do you want to make me so angry that I miscarry?
Happy?" Jin Yan yelled at Fu Zijun.
Fu Zijun didn't even look at her, turned around and walked into the room, placing the sleeping Qin Yaying on the bed. Jin Yan also followed in, and was about to make a fuss at Fu Zijun, but was pulled away by Fu Zijun.
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"Yan'er, go back and rest quickly. If you have anything to say, we can talk to you tomorrow, okay?" Fu Zijun knew that Qin Yaying was tired, so he didn't want anything else. He just wanted Yingying to have a good sleep tonight.
Jin Yan was unhappily sent back to the room by Fu Zijun and closed the door. She knew it was Qin Yaying, the vixen must have been drunk and deliberately wanted to be with Fu Zijun.
Fu Zijun sat by the bed and looked at her sleeping face. There was a faint dark shadow under her eyes. It had been a long time since she had a good rest. She was not having a good life at all with Leng Muchen, so why should she?
Do you always have to force yourself?
When Qin Yaying woke up, it was already three o'clock in the morning. She turned around and looked at Fu Zijun, who was lying beside the bed. She slowly regained consciousness. She really drank too much last night.
She got up from the bed gently, pulled a thin blanket and covered Fu Zijun's body. No matter how gently she moved, Fu Zijun woke up.
He reached out and took Qin Yaying's hand, "Yingying, you're awake, how are you? Did you sleep well last night?"
Qin Yaying took back her hand, "I'm sorry, Zijun, I caused you trouble last night. I drank too much last night."
Fu Zijun stood up and looked at her, "From now on, don't go out drinking alone so late. If you are in a bad mood, just call me. If Leng Muchen bullies you, you can come to me."
He didn't want her to suffer any injustice, but apart from taking her away, if he was in City A, he couldn't do anything to help her, and he might even harm her.
Qin Yaying nodded, "Okay, I understand. I've been too busy with work recently and don't have anything else to do." She said lightly. She indeed spent a lot of effort on design, but if she is now
All results were controlled by Leng Muchen behind the scenes. So, will she continue like this?
Fu Zijun hugged her into his arms, "Yingying, I know I broke your heart, but can you still treat me as a friend? If anything happens, don't bear it alone."
Qin Yaying's face was pressed against his chest. How long had she lost this sense of security? In the past two years, every time she was in pain, she would lean into his arms like this.
Maybe, in the future, it will never be possible again.
A note to readers:
Updated...I'm going to have a meal first and then code again when I get back...