The servant brought the bird's nest porridge upstairs, "Sir, the bird's nest porridge has been stewed." She brought it over, and Fu Zijun took it with his own hands and sent the servant away.
Fu Zijun helped her up and let her sit comfortably on the bed with her head on the cushions. "Yingying, you haven't eaten for two or three days. Drink some porridge first. What else do you want to eat? I'll ask Mrs. Zhang
Made for you."
Qin Yaying looked at the porridge in front of her, but she had no appetite. However, when Fu Zijun fed her, she still opened her mouth and ate one bite at a time until the bottom of the bowl of porridge was reached.
"Yingying, you must eat well now. You also need to take good care of your body. The child in your belly also needs nutrition." Fu Zijun took a tissue and wiped the corners of her mouth.
"Child," Qin Yaying murmured, "Child, I still have children."
"Yes! You still have children, you must take good care of them." Fu Zijun looked at her, maybe now only children can give her the support to survive.
"Baby, what should I do? It's my fault that you haven't even seen your father. It's my fault." Qin Yaying murmured. If she hadn't listened to him, if she had told him about the child earlier, everything would have been wrong.
Wouldn't it be different?
But, what's the use of regretting now? Everything has already happened and it's her fault.
It was her hesitation and her distrust. If it weren't for her, he wouldn't have been threatened, and he wouldn't have been hit by a bullet like this.
Everything seems to be happening in front of her eyes. Qin Yaying's hand tightly covers the left side of her heart. It hurts. It hurts so much.
Without him, would she still have a heart? However, her heart ached terribly.
"Yingying, Yingying, what's wrong with you?" Fu Zijun saw her pale face and immediately hugged her into his arms.
Qin Yaying pushed him away, "Don't, don't touch me!" The next second, she got out of bed, ran into the bathroom, and vomited out all the porridge she had just eaten.
Fu Zijun was by her side, looking at her like this, but there was nothing he could do.
Seeing Qin Yaying like this, he would still feel a sense of regret in his heart from time to time, but what about regret? There is no turning back now.
Qin Yaying dragged her weak body back to the bed and lay down with the help of Fu Zijun.
Has the child started to protest too? Is she protesting that she is so incompetent as a mother?
But what to do? She left the baby without a father.
Fu Zijun looked at the absent-minded look and didn't say a word. He stayed by her side. The only thing he could do now was to stay with her like this, right?
Mrs. Zhang made chicken soup and Qin Yaying also drank it, but no matter what she ate or drank, she vomited everything.
"Sir, you don't need to be nervous. This pregnant woman has just become pregnant. This is a normal phenomenon. I will stew more supplements and she will be fine in a few months." Seeing Fu Zijun's nervous look, Mrs. Zhang said
Let him relax.
Three days later, Leng Muchen's funeral was held, and the newspaper still reported it, also in a large space. It was not Leng Muchen's intention, but media reporters rushed to the funeral after hearing some news. Of course, Leng Muchen
Now that he has made such a plan, he knows how to deal with it.
Qin Yaying looked at the newspaper. Anna, Ling Yijie, and Wen Heng were all back. She looked at the newspaper without saying a word and just shed tears.
Fu Zijun didn't stop him either. Maybe when all the depression in her heart was released, she would be able to think openly.
"Fu Zijun, now that Mu Chen is dead, can you let me go? Why don't you let me go? You wanted to get me just to get revenge on him. Now that he is gone, I don't want to let you go either.
I have no use value anymore, you should let me go!" Qin Yaying spoke to him for the first time in so many days.
As for Fu Zijun, he already understood that he would never be able to keep his heart, but he wanted to keep her as a person.
"Yingying, I love you. I didn't use you to take revenge on Leng Muchen. Maybe I had a purpose in approaching you at the beginning, but I didn't expect that I would fall in love with you." Fu Zijun thought back to that time.
Everything is his fault.
If he hadn't been tempted, it wouldn't have turned into this now.
"Three years ago, you saved me because Jin Tianhu wanted to kill me without telling you and gave me an injection. That's why I was in such pain for two years. I also thought that I would never love again, but...
When I meet him, I still have him in my heart." If Qin Yaying had not met Leng Muchen again, maybe she would have lived her life, and maybe he would still be the frightening Leng Shao.
Her love hurt him. Now, leaving a little blood in her belly is what she should do. If she also dies, then he will have nothing.
"Is he so good? Even if he dies, he will still exist in your heart, right?" Fu Zijun felt his heart aching.
"Yingying, if I say that I can take care of you and make you and your children live a safe life, will you be willing to stay with me?" What Fu Zijun wanted to ask for was just a willingness.
Qin Yaying shook her head, "If I can, I will leave immediately. As long as you let me go, I will leave." She said to him.
"No, I won't let you go, especially when you are like this. There is no way you can live well by yourself." Fu Zijun still disagreed with her,
Her hand was injured and she needed to find a doctor for treatment. She was pregnant and had no money. Therefore, she could only be well by staying by his side.
Qin Yaying looked at him and stopped talking, "If you insist on doing this, then I won't insist on it either." She stayed, she wanted to give birth to the child in her belly properly.
Fu Zijun heard her, and he seemed to be relieved, "With me here, I will make you happy."
Now, all her time is his, and he can spend the rest of his life loving her, getting her heart, and her children.
Qin Yaying still rarely spoke since that day. She also found that her left hand was not strong enough. After she saw the doctor and Fu Zijun leaving, she followed them.
"Doctor, how long will it take for Yingying's hand to recover?" Fu Zijun has been worried, Yingying will always know, after all, the gauze on her hand will always be removed.
"Mr. Fu, the injury on Miss Qin's left hand will not heal for a while, but my personal suggestion is to take her to the hospital for physical therapy. After all, the hospital is well-equipped." The doctor said to him.
"As a last resort, I don't want Yingying to know." Fu Zijun still wanted to hide it from her. After all, her current mood was unstable, and he would worry that she would suffer from depression.
She almost never spoke, and even when she did speak, she was talking to herself to the child in her belly.
She could eat everything Mrs. Zhang cooked for her, but the result was still vomiting. Fu Zijun could only stay by her side silently, giving her support and comfort.
After Qin Yaying heard the conversation between the doctor and Fu Zijun, she didn't show it. She still pretended that she didn't know anything. However, she didn't care about the injury on her hand. If it was disabled, it would be disabled. It was no big deal.
.
She has almost given up on herself, the only thing she cares about is her children.