Yi Feng turned around and walked towards the back garden, "It's okay. I'll go check on her. You go prepare some food. I think she will eat when she gets hungry."
He was also very worried in his heart. In the past few months, Yu Qingmo had lost a lot of weight, and she had never smiled on her face. Maybe she had a painful past hidden in her heart because Yi Feng wanted to accompany her.
Let's face it together and forget this past together. However, Yu Qingmo has been reluctant to get out of that shadow.
The doctor checked as usual, but could only say the same thing every time. Apart from taking medicine, there was no other way. If this continued, would her body be able to bear it?
Yu Qingmo was sitting alone on the grass, with the evening sun shining down on her body. She looked so peaceful like this. If it hadn't been for those things that happened, Yu Qingmo would have been the same one now.
happy woman.
He has made so many efforts for her, and wants her to continue to live a life like a young lady. He can do whatever it takes. However, Yu Qingmo now closes herself off and does not face it.
, just blindly escape, then such a past will never become the past.
Yi Feng walked over with gentle steps. He was afraid that he would scare her. Now Yu Qingmo is still afraid and resistant to men, so he can only stay away from her and look at her. Like this,
He can feel a little more at ease in his heart.
Yu Qingmo heard the soft footsteps, turned her head and looked at Yi Feng, but she just opened her eyes and stared blankly. However, deep down in her heart, she had mixed feelings. After so long, she thought Yi Feng
Yi Fengfeng chose to give up on her. She thought Yi Fengfeng left her. After all, she was no longer the Yu Qingmo she used to be.
Even if she recovers her health, even if she can treat everything in the past as if it never happened, some things just happen if they happen. It doesn't mean that they won't exist if she doesn't think about them or face them.
As long as she closes her eyes now, she can see that night, she was surrounded by so many men, one by one coming and going in her body, causing her to suffer so much pain, she...
She couldn't bear it, and she couldn't forget it.
This kind of pain doesn't know when it will end, so she resists Yi Feng's approach. She just wants Yi Feng to give up on her, so that she can leave here. She wants to go to a place where no one knows her.
, a person lives.
However, Yu Qingmo felt that she did not have the courage. She knew that she was a very selfish woman. She took advantage of Jiang Yifang and Yu Qingmo's father-daughter affection for her, and she took advantage of Qin Yaying's affection for her sisters. Therefore,
She lived freely and comfortably every day here. Apart from the trauma in her heart, she had nothing wrong with her.
But no one knows this truth except Leng Muchen. She also has fear in her heart. She doesn't dare to go beyond it because she knows that Leng Muchen tolerates her because of Qin Yaying. If one day,
If she harmed Qin Yaying, then everyone will know the truth of the matter.
So, she lets herself live like this now, without thinking about anything or doing anything. She just wants to live a safe and sound life for herself. She can't give Yi Feng any affection, and she can't afford it either.
His innocent body, so she could only choose to escape, even for the rest of her life.
Everyone is looking forward to her health, everyone is looking forward to her recovery. They hope that Yu Qingmo will still be the same Yu Qingmo as before and forget this past. As for Yu Qingmo, she just wants to make everyone
Everyone chose to give up on her, so it was natural for her to escape.
It's just that she seemed to have thought wrong about some things, and she also saw them wrong.
"Qingmo, go back to your room and have something to eat first!" Yi Feng looked at her for a long time before he managed to say this because he didn't know what to say to her so that she wouldn't yell at him again.
He screamed and ran away from him.
Yu Qingmo turned her head and continued to look at the other side. She didn't want to face him like this. It was a bit painful. Yi Feng could accept it, but she couldn't.
"Qingmo, please listen to me once, okay?" Yi Feng stood there and didn't come close, "Qingmo, it's been so long, I don't know how much more time you want, but don't worry, I'm here now
Work hard, I want you to live a good life, I will buy a villa, I will take my parents over, and our family will be very good, right?"
All of Yi Feng's efforts now are for Yu Qingmo, but she doesn't appreciate it at all.
"Qingmo, I know you will get better. If you live here all the time, we will cause too much trouble to Leng Shao and Yingying. I will give you a home. Don't think about anything else, okay?
Okay?" Yi Feng doesn't care, he wants to love her and give her a safe life, so he thinks that when his goal is achieved, Yu Qingmo will go back with him.
It doesn't matter if they don't have a child, they can adopt one, so he doesn't care about anything else, he just wants Yu Qingmo to come back to him.
Yu Qingmo watched him approaching step by step, immediately stood up, and stayed away from him, "No, I don't want to come closer, no!"
She leaned against a tree and yelled at Yi Feng.
Don't get close to her anymore. She is no longer worthy of him, so don't let her fall in. She doesn't want it. She is afraid of the pain and loneliness she will face alone in the future. Everything, she is afraid of.
Still scared.
"Qingmo, okay, I won't go over, you just stand here, don't step back any more, let's go back to the room together, okay?" Yi Feng felt like a knife had been stabbed in his heart when he saw Yu Qingmo like this.
Just tear it apart.
The pain spread.
But he still chose not to give up on her.
Yu Qingmo stood there and looked at Yifeng. She was stunned for a long time before she took steps and walked towards the hall of the villa step by step.
Yi Feng followed her from a distance, looking at her back, because he couldn't appear in front of her, couldn't appear in her sight, so he stood behind her and looked at her silently
As long as he saw her back, he would feel relieved.
Yu Qingmo returned to her room in the villa, walked directly to the second floor, went back to her room, closed the door, and locked it. She wanted to be alone and think about it.
She huddled on the sofa, and the tears she held back fell down. How long will she be like this? Will she have to live like this in the future? She is not in pain, but she makes everyone around her feel miserable.
pain.
Tears blurred her eyes. Did she have any other choice?
Perhaps, except for shedding tears silently like this, she has no one to tell her that she even took advantage of Jiang Yifang. She knows very well what kind of feelings she has for Jiang Yifang in her heart. She thinks she has always had feelings for Jiang Yifang.
Very deep hatred, but now, after getting along with each other for these few months, she has changed her decision, and she has seen clearly that Jiang Yifang is a good person, and she is also a suitable person for Hongcheng, so she called her
Mom, I mean it too.
But she could only say this when she was half crazy and not stupid. Otherwise, she would never have the courage to speak, and she might not even have the courage to face her.
Jiang Yifang has treated her as her own daughter in the past few months, but Yu Qingmo can only accept it quietly, because she also wants happiness. Only in her case can she have a reason, a
An excuse to give herself the happiness she deserves.
Yi Feng stood at the door and heard no sound in the room. He was very scared. He was afraid that because of his own initiative just now, Yu Qingmo would be frightened and that she would do something stupid now.
He knocked on the door and said, "Qingmo, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have wanted to get close to you. Can you open the door, or let me know that you are fine now, okay?"
Besides asking like this, what else can he do?
For the sake of Yu Qingmo, he lowered his attitude and let go of everything. However, there was still no sound in the room. The silence was terrifying and made him uneasy.