Desperately thinking: the deceitful self-deception
He Yuhao looked at Lin Ziyin and said, "Mom, Niannian and I have been separated for so many years. I thought she was thinking the same thing as me, but I seem to be wrong."
"What do you mean by that?" When Lin Ziyin heard what He Yuhao said now, a flash of uneasiness flashed through her heart.
It seemed that what she was worried about was really going to happen.
"Niannian and I don't know each other well enough. Mom, please give us a little more time." He Yuhao said calmly.
When he said this, it didn't mean that he planned to give up on Nian Nian. He just wanted to give Nian Nian more time. He just wanted to get to know Nian Nian again.
After all, there are already a lot of things that the two of them have missed.
Moreover, he and she have not seen each other for so many years, and he needs to get to know Nian Nian again, and Nian Nian also needs to get to know him, understand him, and integrate into his life.
"Do you need time? What time do you need? If I knew that you and Niannian would become like this, I should not have agreed to your going abroad at that time, and I would not have let you get into trouble as soon as you went abroad. It was not very good.
I am willing to go back." Lin Ziyin knew clearly in her heart that if she regretted it now, she should not have let her son go abroad at that time. Even if his son went abroad, he should not not go back.
The originally planned trip back to the country twice a year did not happen, so the current situation was such that it became a big deal.
"Mom, why are you still talking about these things now? No matter what I do, I do it all for Nian Nian." He Yuhao knew that sometimes, he just loved too deeply and couldn't extricate himself. Sometimes, he just loved too much.
If it is too strong, you will be afraid of losing it.
Therefore, what he wants now is to bring himself to the edge of loss, and then let himself have a good understanding of what he should give her.
"What you mean is that you want to separate from Nian Nian. Well, even if you and Nian Nian were together when you were young, even if you two had an agreement when you were young, but now, you can be considered boyfriend and girlfriend. Over the years,
Don't you think of her as your girlfriend and future wife?" Lin Ziyin had to say now that what her son was thinking in his heart was so misleading.
"Of course I love her, and of course I regard her as my future wife. Otherwise, why would I have been separated from her for so many years." He Yuhao felt that his leaving might be right or wrong.
However, it is too late now to say whether it is right or wrong.
"You, your temper is exactly the same as your father's. Don't you know that once you break off the relationship with Niannian, there will be many suitors around Niannian, and you will lose her in the end." Lin Ziyin really
There is no way for her son to be left to her own devices, and being too stubborn is not a good thing either.
"No, I have confidence in myself." He Yuhao wanted to give Nian Nian more time.
Let her know that things between him and Lin Yushan are not that complicated. They are just seniors and schoolmates. What's more, they are just friends and nothing else.
"What confidence do you have? If you have confidence. After all this time, have you made Nian Nian happy? Have you made her happy?" What a self-righteous man.
"Mom, actually, has Nian Nian been bad for so many years?" He Yuhao dared to ask such a question for the first time. Maybe it was because of his inner analysis, but she didn't dare to ask, nor did she.
Dare to say it.
He was afraid of hearing the answer deep in his heart.
"You're asking now, don't you think it's too late?" Lin Ziyin now wished she could give her son a good slap in the face to wake him up.
"I know I'm not good enough to him, and I also know that I owe her, but I don't want her to be unhappy or unhappy because of me." He Yuhao walked to the window and put away his emotions.
Lin Ziyin looked at her son like this, and there was nothing she could do. What she could do was to let the two of them face their own hearts.
So many years of perseverance cannot be ruined as soon as the two of them meet, right?
This made her feel bad.
Leng Yinian also couldn't sleep well that night, tossing and turning. She always loved sleeping on beauty sleep, maybe it was the first time she had insomnia, or maybe it was the second time.
However, no matter which time it was, it was all related to He Yuhao.
She got up early and took out her mobile phone from her bag, only to find an unread text message in her phone.
It was from Mo Shaoting, asking her to meet somewhere today.
Is he finally willing to discuss work with her?
If she and Mo Shaoting had an agreement, would she still stay here? Does she still want to stay here?
Maybe Leng Yi Nian didn't think about it, not at all.
Because the beauty of some things no longer belongs to her.
When the dream in my heart turns into disappointment, into despair, and in the end nothing is left.
Leng Yinian went downstairs and saw He Yuhao sitting in the living room. It seemed that no one had slept well that night.
She went to sit on the sofa on the other side. At this time, the servant brought a cup of warm milk, "Miss Leng, madam, she has gone out. If you have anything, just come to me. Breakfast is ready."
Yes, there are Chinese and Western ones. You and the young master can have breakfast too."
Lin Ziyin left early in the morning, just to give the two of them space to let go of their old sins, and to have a good talk.
However, He Yuhao and Leng Yinian were both stubborn, and neither of them spoke first.
Niannian was sitting at the dining table, drinking porridge and eating side dishes. She just wanted to make herself feel that she was not in the United States, but still in China.
He Yuhao was just drinking coffee. The atmosphere in the restaurant was extremely awkward.
Leng Yinian put down the spoon and wiped his mouth, "Brother Yuhao, I still have work today. I'll leave first."
She almost ran out of the villa, but she just took her bag and left in a hurry. She didn't even know how to get out.
She seems to be really stubborn sometimes, and now, she can only walk alone on the road to the villa.
Suddenly, a car horn sounded, and Leng Yinian stopped. In fact, for her, the person she wanted to see might be He Yuhao, but she was disappointed.
Mo Shaoting stopped the car and said, "Miss Leng, why are you walking here alone? If you walk like this, we will reach the place we agreed on. I'm afraid you won't be able to get there in a day."
So? What does he mean by this? In other words, he is a kind person, so that is why he drove his car to pick her up?
"Mr. Mo, why are you here?" Leng Yinian was actually very surprised. No one should know that she came here, right?
And how could Mo Shaoting know? What's more, his purpose was to pick her up specifically.
"You seem to be very unhappy when I come here." Yesterday, Mo Shaoting asked Rong Kun to follow Leng Yinian and found out that she was staying in the He family's villa.
That's why he came to pick her up early. However, seeing Leng Yinian's somewhat lost and lonely back made his heart clench tightly.
"You can go wherever you want. Anyway, this road is not driven by my house. It's not strange if you drive by here!" Leng Yinian knew that this was where she was deceiving herself.
However, what she wants now is to deceive herself and others.
"Okay, it's not surprising. Our destination is the same, so I'll take you on a ride. How about it?" Mo Shaoting felt that Leng Yinian, this girl, is obviously very smart, but sometimes she always behaves foolishly.
.
Maybe it's a good thing for a woman to be silly sometimes. At least in his opinion, he prefers Leng Yinian's silly and cute look.
Just like the first night when he and she met again at the airport, he still remembers it clearly.
That night, he didn't touch her because the appearance of Leng Yi Nian touched his heart, so he kindly took her in for one night.
Later, I realized that she was the Leng Yi Nian he had been waiting for for so many years. This might be the fate between them, just like when they first met.