Deep thoughts: As long as you think of me, I will be there
Love you deeply: As long as you think about it, I will be there
Leng Yinian leaned into Mo Shaoting's arms. That sense of reality was really there, such a familiar aura, such a familiar man.
He came back and was by her side.
"Thank you, thank you for coming back." Accompany me.
Leng Yinian swallowed the last two words. Perhaps, she knew that what she was doing now was not so fair to Mo Shaoting, but some feelings had begun to sprout in her heart, which made her reluctant.
Don't admit it.
Even though she is still scared and uneasy now, she is willing to accept it.
Mo Shaoting smiled softly, maybe he was right to come back this time.
Leng Yinian was willing to open her arms and accept him.
Leng Yinian was willing to let her heart relax for him and leave him that empty place.
Maybe, he should accompany her.
He shouldn't want to take everything for granted just because he doesn't know how long his future will be.
He shouldn't be afraid that she won't be able to stay with her, love her, and give her a lifetime of happiness, so he won't dare to approach her.
He was never supposed to be such a timid person. Only when it came to Leng Yi Nian, he would be full of fear. He was afraid that he would lose her before he could cherish her properly.
In the past, he could put everything so indifferently. In the past, he was not afraid of everything. He would work hard to get what he wanted, and he could simply get what he didn't want.
To refuse.
Since the day Leng Yi Nian appeared, everything has changed.
All things have been out of his control.
"I'm always here. As long as you want to, as long as you want to see me, I will always be there." Mo Shaoting also held her tightly in his arms.
This woman, his beloved woman, is now leaning tightly in his arms, so real and so warm.
But, how long can such happiness last? After Mo Shaoting got it, he became even more afraid of losing it. However, no matter how long it takes now, it is enough for him.
This time, he wanted to tell her who he was, the black and dirty poor boy.
This time, he wanted to tell her that the little boy she had saved back then had grown up now, so he would use all means to make her feel happy and make her face look like this every day.
With a happy smile.
He will definitely find an opportunity to tell her. No matter what Leng Yi Nian thinks, he will definitely do it.
He didn't want to let himself regret it. His life was already too short. If he couldn't get out of the knot in his heart, how could he let Leng Yinian accept everything that belonged to her with peace of mind?
He wanted Leng Yinian not to be burdened, it was hers, she just had to accept it.
"Well, I know you're here. It's really great that you're back." Leng Yinian felt that he was almost incoherent when he spoke.
Because of Mo Shaoting, she was probably already in a state of confusion.
She thought he would never come back. This time, he had been in the United States for so long but had very few phone calls. Except for the cakes and coffee delivered to her every day, it made her feel that Mo Shaoting had existed.
However, even so, she still felt empty.
"Silly girl, let's go, let's sit down and talk." Mo Shaoting received countless eyes and fell on them, "Many people are looking at us."
There was a slight smile on his lips, and when Leng Yinian came to his senses, his face was stained with a blush.
He wanted to keep a low profile when he returned to China this time. He didn't want to make headlines tomorrow.
A strange man and the daughter of the Leng family embraced each other in a small cake shop. It probably brought a lot of trouble to the Leng family.
Leng Yinian nodded, "Oh, okay. Did I lose my temper just now?"
Isn't it a little late for her to ask this question now?
Mo Shaoting smiled and said, "It's okay, I don't mind. You don't care about other people's eyes either, right?"
Leng Yi Nian really doesn't care what others think.
The two of them returned to their seats and sat down. The coffee in front of them was already cold. Leng Yinian watched Mo Shaoting pick up the coffee cup and took a sip, "It's cold, don't drink it, right?"
In fact, Mo Shaoting shouldn't drink coffee anymore, but Leng Yinian ordered it for him, so how could he not drink it?
"It's okay, drink a little. It doesn't matter if the coffee is cold. If I don't drink it, you will be disappointed, right?" Mo Shaoting said.
Leng Yinian shook his head, "No."
As long as she sees Mo Shaoting, everything else is enough. Maybe, sometimes, she may not want to face him face to face like this, so calmly.
But, this time, it seemed to be different. She felt sweet in her heart when she looked at him.
The two sat in the store for a long time. Leng Yinian saw the fatigue on Mo Shaoting's face. She felt a little distressed. Of course, when she saw his suitcase, he already knew that this man came from the airport.
I came here directly.
He should need a good rest now.
"Shall I take you back to the hotel?" Leng Yinian looked at him and said.
Mo Shaoting didn't say anything and got into the car.
"You didn't book a hotel, did you?" Leng Yinian looked at the strange look on Mo Shaoting's face.
In fact, she could also imagine how he would book a hotel in advance if he flew over in such a hurry. Just like the last time he came, he would not book a hotel.
Mo Shaoting leaned back on his seat and hummed softly. "I haven't made a reservation yet. You can just find a hotel."
He didn't choose, but he didn't ask to live back in Leng Yinian's apartment. Maybe he was afraid. He was afraid that when he fell ill in the apartment, Leng Yinian would see him, and he was afraid that he would be seen by Leng Yinian.
When taking medicine in the apartment, Leng Yi Nian would ask.
It's better to be more comfortable in the hotel. This way, he will have less worries in his heart.
"You should rest for a while first, and I will call you when you get there." Leng Yinian said to him, and handed him a thin blanket and covered him.
Mo Shaoting did not refuse. He was indeed tired. Now he just wanted to take a good rest.
Leng Yinian started the car and drove towards the destination.
Half an hour later, the car stopped downstairs where Leng Yinian lived. The man next to him was sleeping so deeply that he didn't even realize that the car had arrived and stopped.
Leng Yi Nian turned off the engine, looked at the man beside her, and suddenly felt that as long as she could let go of the person in her heart, then she and Mo Shaoting would be happy together.
"Mo Shaoting?" She called softly, but Mo Shaoting did not respond.
Her little hand touched his face. He had lost weight these days, and his complexion was not as good as before. She had returned to the United States recently, so she probably didn't have a good rest.
"Wake up and go to your room to sleep." Leng Yinian was afraid that a man like him would be uncomfortable sitting in the car.
Mo Shaoting opened his eyes and looked at the familiar sight in his eyes. He looked at Leng Yinian and said, "Why did you bring me here? I can stay in any hotel."
"Aren't you used to living in hotels? I don't live here anyway, so you should stay here so that it feels a little like home." Leng Yinian said with a smile, and then the two of them went upstairs together.
Mo Shaoting looked at the room in front of him that had not changed much. A smile appeared on his lips, "It does feel like home. It feels very warm."
Leng Yi Nian asked him to sit down on the sofa, "You sit down and have a rest. I will prepare hot water and take a hot bath. You have a good sleep. I will come back tomorrow."
But Mo Shaoting held her back, "Nian Nian, can you accompany me today?"
He rested his head on her shoulder and asked calmly.
"Well, okay, I'll stay." Leng Yinian patted his back, "Go and wash up quickly, don't let yourself get tired. I'll always be here."
Although she hasn't lived in this apartment for a while, there are still things that should be in the refrigerator.
After Mo Shaoting walked into the bathroom, Leng Yi Nian walked into the kitchen and started busy. What she knew was only what she learned when he came last time, and she cooked some porridge.
She knows very little, and there is very little she can do for him.
Leng Yinian's heart suddenly felt sour. She had always received the happiness given to her by others, but she had always given too little.