Xiaohong went to fry the next medicine for her to drink, while the maids stood there quietly and motionless.
The Manna Hall was deserted.
However, Qiucao was still unable to recover from the fact that the child had been lost. She sat there blankly, staring closely at her belly, almost forgetting to breathe.
Yesterday, there was still a little life in her belly, but now it is gone.[
If she had not gone to the imperial mausoleum, then this child might not have disappeared.
It was her fault that the child would be aborted. She should not insist on seeing Muzi at this time. Even if she wanted to see him again, she should wait until the child was born instead of...
Something itched and stung her eyes, and her vision slowly became blurry. Qiucao closed her eyes, and hot tears slipped out of her eyes, flowed down her cheeks, and dripped on the back of her hands, burning her.
heart.
"The child is gone..." She lowered her head and murmured almost in sleep. Tears kept falling from her eyes and fell on the back of her hands. "Pap, tap, tap" seemed like a dull knife, one after another.
The ground cut into her heart, and the pain in her chest made her almost unable to breathe.
"It's me...I killed the child..." Qiucao lowered his head and kept muttering, not noticing Mu Zhaozhu who was standing beside the bed at some point, let alone Mu Zhaoxu.
When Xu heard the words "the child is gone", her body suddenly shook.
"It was me who killed this child..." She continued mumbling to herself, shedding tears as she spoke.
Mu Zhaozhen's expression dimmed, and the fist hanging by his side clenched and loosened. Finally, he took a deep breath, sat down and hugged her into his arms, hugging her tightly, as if she had been tempered by fire.
The voice rang in Qiucao's ears: "I don't blame you, this child has no fate with us... It doesn't matter... We have a long life, and there will be many children in the future."
When he knew why the child was aborted, would he still say this?
Qiucao slowly raised her head, with tears still in her eyes, "I went to the imperial mausoleum today..."
Mu Zhaozhen's whole body froze, and every muscle in his body instantly became as stiff as stone. His pupils widened. He looked at her for a long time before uttering a sentence: "What...are you doing in the imperial mausoleum?"