"I fell from the sky and didn't die. It seems that my vitality is very strong." Li Tianyao was a little lucky.
"Maybe there was a branch nearby that caught you, and then you fell to the ground." Naier thought about the terrain where he fainted. There were many big trees there. And she finally knew that the injuries on his body were
How did he get here? He must have been scratched by a branch. His clothes were all scratched.
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Li Tianyao lived here in Naier. After a few days, his injuries were mostly healed, and he could get out of bed and walk around. In the past few days, he also met a cute child, the lovesick child. The lovesick child
He and Li Tianyao seemed to have a good rapport. When he had difficulty moving, the lovesick children would pour water for him when he wanted to drink.
At first he didn't know that this child was Nair's child. He only thought it was a neighbor's child until the child called Nair, "Mommy..." [
At that moment, he felt like he was struck by lightning.
"Nair, you...are married?" But that's not right. Looking closely at the child, he found that the child looked like a person...Bai Xichen.
"Or, is this Bai Xichen's child?"
"I can't hide anything from you."
Nel smiled bitterly.
"How old is this child?"
"More than five years old."
"That's when you left." Li Tianyao suddenly understood everything. Calculating the days of her pregnancy... it should be before she approached him, before she replaced Cui Luoluo, "I finally understand why you are so determined, Nair.
You don’t accept me anymore. So, is this the reason?”
"Yes."
Many years later, Nair finally admitted, "At that time, I thought Tianyao... we met at the wrong time. But it's meaningless to say anything now, isn't it? Now I just want to accompany little Xiangsi and grow up with him.
The world between mother and child is very good, very simple, and very warm. This is enough."
Even if there is no man, it doesn't matter.
"Is it really enough?"
In a world where the child has no father and her life without a husband, wouldn’t she feel that it is fundamentally unsatisfactory?
"Tian Yao, don't talk about this. I only know that I am very satisfied now..."
And little Xiangsi, who had been listening to their chat, also knew her father's name for the first time, "Mommy, is my father's name Bai Xichen? My surname is Bai?"
"No...your surname is Xiang, your name is Xiangsi." Naier corrected him firmly.
"I always thought I didn't have a father. Mommy, is daddy still alive?"
"..."
This question has always been something that Nair tried her best to avoid. When he was young, she could lie to him and tell him when his father would be back from a business trip, but as he grew up, he no longer believed this lie. Especially since he had been there several times recently.
I was clamoring for my dad because I saw that other children had fathers.[
He even asked her, "Dad is dead and in heaven?"
"..."
She didn't want to lie to him, but she couldn't tell the truth. She could only say, "Xiangsi, there are many parents who cannot live together. They each have different lives. Your father also has his own life."
"I really want to see him and ask him why he doesn't want me?"
"..."
Don't want it?
Bai Xichen didn't know his existence at all. If he knew, could this child stay? Nair didn't dare to take risks back then.
She doesn't know how deep Bai Xichen likes and loves her, and whether he can let her give birth to this child. If he doesn't agree, he doesn't want to be a father, he doesn't want to marry her, he doesn't really want to be with her for a lifetime, just for a while.
Infatuated... Then, she couldn't afford to take the risk.