But now all self-blame is useless. Pei Yifeng keeps pulling Yao Yi's arm next to him. The guilt in his heart makes him want to kill himself.
"Think of it all in the long term. That person will surface soon, I reckon." Yao Yi said something to Pei Yifeng that Lu Anyi didn't understand, shook off Pei Yifeng's hand and turned away.
Lu Anyi followed him and shouted, "Yao Yi..." "I will go to the hospital myself." Yao Yiren had already left, leaving a word behind.
Lu Anyi and Pei Yifeng left the empty villa of the Yao family, sat in the car, and looked at the dark outline of the villa. There were no lights in the room on the second floor, but they could see a figure sitting in front of the bed looking down.
Pei Yifeng sat in the car without starting the car, lighting cigarettes one after another. The car was filled with a thick smell of smoke, which made Lu Anyi cough.[
She knew that Pei Yifeng was upset. At this time, she could only remain silent. They would not leave until the people above came out.
"An Yi, I have made a mistake. If something happens to him, I will never be easy in my life." Pei Yifeng murmured. There were no lights in the car and it was pitch black. Only the fireworks in Pei Yifeng's hands and the general appearance of his whole body could be seen.
contour.
Lu Anyi pursed her lips, not knowing how to comfort Pei Yifeng. She would not feel better than Pei Yifeng, but would only feel sadder than him.
"Can't it be cured?"
"He chose the most extreme way. His love must have made me seem too small and selfish..." Pei Yifeng finished speaking in a deep tone and threw away the cigarette butt in his hand.
Lu Anyi held her head with both hands and rested them on the steering wheel. Lu Anyi pinched the leather on the seat tightly with her hands. Tears rolled in her eyes. She closed her eyes gently and let the tears fall down.
Without making a sound, she stretched out her hand and put her palm on Pei Yifeng's back. She felt that Pei Yifeng's whole body felt so cold, "Yifeng, if you keep doing this, how will you let me live? I love the way you love me."
Pei Yifeng did not look back. He reached out to his back and took Lu Anyi's hand on his back. He held it tightly and felt the warmth of her palm.
She put her hand on the tip of her nose and sniffed vigorously, then looked up at the figure on the second floor, her eyes flashing a sharp light in the dark night, "All of this will eventually end, and one day the truth will be revealed.
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Lu Anyi heard the tone of Pei Yifeng's words and felt that he was going to do something very important and big, and she couldn't help but feel a little scared, just like the last time she told him that she was going on a business trip.
I remember that after he came back that time, Xia Ting knew what had happened to him and that he had gone to negotiate with Pei Renping.
What is he going to do this time? One wave after another, this kind of life tortures people to the point of exhaustion.
She really wanted to end this life, find the truth as soon as possible, and get relief as soon as possible, "Yifeng, you and Yao Yi have known each other a long time ago, right?"
"In high school."
Pei Yifeng's answer did not surprise Lu Anyi at all: "How do you..."
Pei Yifeng seemed to know what Lu Anyi was going to ask, "Fu Junmei told me."
"Fu Junmei...?" Lu Anyi asked in surprise, wondering why Fu Junmei told Pei Yifeng, who was only a high school student, about Yao Yi's trouble.
She wondered in her heart, Pei Yifeng said, "She hopes to be forgiven by Aunt Qiong."