As soon as I heard him ask this question, the courage I had been building up for a long time deflated like a blown balloon. Use the reader to read tens of millions of novels, no ads at all!
"I...I want to move back and live there for a few days."
Xu Yiran regretted it after saying that. She had indeed thought about it. The house was too big. Although she now knew that the security system of the house was tight, she didn't have to worry about safety issues. She didn't need to be afraid at home, but she felt that the space was so big.
She was alone, and the feeling of emptiness made her very uncomfortable.
And the house she rented was closer to the company... But she didn't want to say that when she called.
"I am..." As soon as he finished explaining, Yan Shaoheng already agreed, "Okay."[
"..." The courage is gone again.
Xu Yiran lowered his head in frustration, holding back what he wanted to say again, "Yeah."
People are really strange. In the three months since she married Yan Shaoheng, Yan Shaoheng had always been cold to her, but she didn't feel uncomfortable. Seeing his attitude, she didn't feel that there were many things she didn't have the courage to say.
But now, it's been less than a month since she moved back, and her rational mind is always reminding her that no matter how much Yan Shaoheng treats her now, it's all because his memory is confused and he can't take it seriously. But when Yan Shaoheng really becomes cold towards her again
, but she could no longer adapt.
Xu still hasn't been able to sleep well in the past two days. He thought it would be better if he moved back to his rented house, but he still felt uncomfortable.
The house is rented annually. When she moved here, she spent a lot of time decorating this little nest. Although it was not a big place, everything was carefully selected according to her own preferences. She once loved this little nest.
I liked it so much, but now I feel awkward wherever I look.
After rolling on the bed several times, Xu Yiran's insomnia became even more serious this time. In the previous two days, she could still fall asleep at two or three o'clock, but now it's four o'clock, and she still has no trace of sleep.
Not even sleepy.
She got up and made herself a random breakfast. After eating, she kept counting the time until after five o'clock. She calculated that the first subway train should be approaching her home station before going out.
...It's better to move back to Yan Shaoheng's house.
Xu Yiran felt that something was not good. The last time she had insomnia was in the days before the results of the college entrance examination were released. At that time, she estimated her score very high. After asking about it privately, she found that none of the top ten people in the school year could compare with her score.
.
She was afraid that she had made a mistake in her assessment, or that she had made some major mistakes in answering the questions that she was not aware of, so she couldn't sleep every night.
She was the type who was not easily woken up when she was asleep. In my impression, that seemed to be the only time she had insomnia.
But now... it seems that such uneasiness can no longer be explained by "worry about involving the Zuo family and the Yan family".
I vaguely understood something in my heart, and I tried to avoid it, but I didn't want to face it, but the thought kept spinning in my head and I couldn't get rid of it.
It was okay during the day. I had work to numb myself. Working under Zuo Sichen, the efficiency must be astonishingly high, especially since she didn't sleep at all last night. It was difficult enough to refresh herself with coffee and make sure she didn't make any mistakes. She also
There is no time to think about anything else.
But when I got home at night, the thoughts I had suppressed during the day became clear again.
I was so sleepy all day that I felt dizzy and had to drink seven or eight cups of coffee to survive, but now I was lying on the bed and couldn't fall asleep.
If he couldn't sleep all night again today, Xu still doubted that he would pass out at the company tomorrow.