Chapter 140: Shi Ying, I Don't Want to Marry You 17
"Didn't you say that if you got pregnant, you would abort it? You kept saying that you didn't want a child. Where can you get a son now?" Jiajia spoke to Shi Ying so loudly for the first time: "You also said that you have the biggest pregnancy in your life.
My wish is to get rid of a woman named Huangfu Jiajia, where does the wife come from now?"
"Huangfu Jiajia!" Shi Ying's expression changed and he looked at her condescendingly, but somehow he felt that the shorter person was actually him. He scratched his hair: "When did I say that?"
"You still don't recognize what I said before?"
"Are you settling old scores with me now?" He sat down next to her angrily: "How long ago was that incident about Chen Zhizhi and rotten millet, and you actually remember it now? I'm already engaged to you and now we're getting married.
Why can’t you see it? Just pick out the bad things and keep them in your mind?”
"Those are all words from the bottom of my heart, and of course I remember them firmly. You said you would die if you liked me; you said your biggest wish is to get rid of me; you said I can't give you the feeling of love; you said you couldn't stand it, so you just hit me two
Disperse..."[
She remembered many, many words firmly and never forgot a word. It was precisely because those words could not be erased from her mind. When she first heard them, she had the courage to ignore them, but now her heart turns to despair.
When I think about it again, I realize that Gu Ying's self-pity was purely his own fault.
"Are you going to settle accounts with my queen?"
Shi Ying felt as if he had been scratched with blood by the kitten's claws, but now he couldn't do anything with the kitten. When did even the always docile Huangfu Jiajia become sharp-tongued?
"I also remember that a certain woman said that her biggest wish was to marry me and have children for me. Doesn't that count now?"
"Wishes are called wishes, they are pink bubbles that cannot be realized in a lifetime. And I was ignorant at that time, so you can just treat it like a child."
She thought that she would follow a man named Shi Ying all her life, bear children for him and grow old together. Unfortunately, people's wishes in this world become beautiful precisely because they cannot be realized. No matter how much she loves Shi Ying, she cannot marry a man.
Not loving her man is the bottom line she has always adhered to.
Jiajia found a bunch of keys from her bag and put them on the sofa. "I'll give you back this bunch of keys. I won't need them anymore."
"Huangfu Jiajia, do you know what you are talking about and what you are doing? Have you not woken up yet?" She actually returned the key to the apartment to herself, and even said such words, which was simply disgusting.
Jiajia smiled bitterly: "I only know what I should say and what I should do when I wake up." For more than 20 years, she has been living in a dream she weaved called self-deception.
She sighed softly, there had never been a moment like this in her life.
"Shi Ying." She whispered her name as affectionately as usual, as if the previous frustrations and tensions were gone. Her voice was affectionate and tender, but the meaning of her words was so firm and without leaving any room for error: "
I recently learned an idiom, it's hard to recover when you overturn the water, let's end it."
Jiajia stood up and wanted to leave.
Shi Ying staggered, like a drowning man grabbing floating straw, and closed his eyes with a complex expression, as if he had rehearsed the words that he had swallowed thousands of times, and the words kept rolling in his heart.
"Jiajia...it seems that I have never said those three words to you."
Jiajia's footsteps stagnated, and then a word that she could not even dream of floated in her ears: "I, love, you."