She rested her chin on the table in a daze and let her mind wander. Maybe what she wanted was not an idea, but a comfort to her soul, letting her know that there were people on her side in this world.
Lying on the bed at night, holding Abu but not feeling sleepy, maybe she had slept too much during this period. When she opened the drawer, there was a small box containing something that she had treasured for a long time, but never dared to do so.
Take it out and take a look.
"Xingxing, my mother's life is not for raising children. She married him just to repay her kindness, but he didn't cherish it, so I had no choice but to leave.
Mom’s biggest wish is that you can live as innocently as a star in the vast universe and not be involved in a complicated life like mine. It’s not that I don’t love you, it’s just that I can’t help it.
I disappeared for six years, and if I don’t leave, I will put you in danger, and that’s what I can’t forgive myself for the most.”[
She vaguely remembers that her mother left such a message, put this star necklace around her neck, and disappeared from her life forever.
When she was five years old, she only remembered one thing: her mother didn't want her anymore.
She kept the necklace, but couldn't help but take it out tonight and put it on again. She felt the slight coldness and thought of what Chu Xia said.
We are most afraid of being hurt because we won't get much love, but can she do it if she changes her perspective?
When I lay down, I was still holding the star in my hand. Mom, can I believe that anyone in this world loves me?
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During this period of recuperation, Han Yixing had a normal schedule. He got up at around six o'clock in the morning, and when he opened the door, he saw him standing outside, wearing white casual clothes. He felt very relaxed.
The beard was shaved and the hair was trimmed, and the whole person regained his former handsomeness and powerful aura.
"Go ride a horse, Polaris misses you."
He still remembered that he had taken her out of bed early and taught her how to ride a horse. Han Yixing stayed in bed and was very angry when he got up. He would always punch and kick him in dissatisfaction, and he would go back to sleep with a groan.
At that time, she really acted coquettishly towards him without any grudge.
It's not so much Polaris who thinks about it, it's more about him thinking about it. He wants her to go back to the past as soon as possible.