Murphy remembered that when he came to see her yesterday, he kept saying that he was forgiving her and said nonsense like punishing her for giving birth to a child, and he felt annoyed.
He had no idea this was the case.
Seeing her hesitant look, he couldn't help but promise: "This kind of thing will never happen again in the future, and the Xi family father and daughter will never appear in front of us again in this life."
Ke Zi didn't look moved, and Mo Fei said again: "I know this incident made you sad. Let's go home. I won't do this again in the future, okay?" [
"Is that my home? I just want a peaceful life, but when I meet you, it is never peaceful. In the past year, I have experienced things that I have never thought about before. I You must always face the fear of being kicked out if you make a mistake in the Mohist family.
I also have to face my husband's distrust, which requires me to tell him that I was wrong every time I see him.
But in front of him, I didn't even have a chance to explain, so I was convicted, made uneasy by his ex-girlfriend, and accused of being inexplicably jealous.
The most important thing is, I don’t know how many things are waiting for me behind the scenes, how many people who hate me are there in places that I can’t see, and they always want to do this to me...
I used to think that love was something between two people. I could feel happiness, surprise and sweetness. These are indeed what every girl wants, but it is too short. Love and marriage are indeed different. Maybe I still I don’t understand, but Murphy
Loving you is so tiring..."
Ke Zi spoke such a long sentence without looking at him. She didn't raise her eyes to look at him until she finished speaking.
"Can you understand? I am just an ordinary girl. I cannot enjoy the wealth of a rich family. I am really afraid that one day I will be hit by a car while walking on the road, and one day I will be knocked unconscious while reading a book and do something to me. Something."
These things really caused a lot of psychological shadow for her.
Fortunately, there was no child this time. What if her child was really lost like this? She couldn't even think about the pain anymore.
So much so that she was a little afraid to face him now, not to mention his distrust of her before.
And his mother's positioning of her.
She was just a woman married by the Mo family to have children. If she couldn't do it, she had to sign for divorce.
Murphy was silent for a long time. He didn't expect that she would have these thoughts and regard her love for him as fear.
It was he who made her afraid, but it was also he who... made her trapped in this fear.
"It's my fault..." he said in a hoarse voice.
He asked her to say the words "I was wrong" every time she saw him. I guess she was very angry.
And now, he really regrets it very much.
He tried hard to organize his words, "Trust me again... I won't scare you anymore... Xiao Zi, I know you are angry with me. Let's go home and you can punish me however you want, okay?" [
"Murphy, I'm not telling you this just to be petty, nor do you get angry every time we quarrel and then try to coax me a little bit. There is really a big gap between us."
Ke Zi's voice was a little bitter. He always acted domineeringly before something happened, even if he treated her well in every possible way afterwards.
But the previous knot has been buried, how could she forget it all at once?