Having said this, Mother Chen couldn't help but lower her head and wipe away the tears that fell from the corners of her eyes.
Every time she recalled those past memories, she would feel sad.
"When I knew I fell in love with him, I was very panicked. How could I fall in love with a man who doesn't love me and hates me so much? If I continue to fall in love with him, I will definitely be in doom.
It will hurt you completely."
"In order not to let myself continue to deepen my love for him, but also to be free and get rid of painful torture. I plan to run away and leave him forever.[
Just at that time, your father's first love appeared, Liu Xu.
Maybe your father loved her very much and got back together with her without thinking about anything. Soon after, Liuxu became pregnant, and I was immediately discouraged and wanted to escape from your father even more."
"Liuxu also knows about my relationship with your father. Although she didn't say anything, I can feel that she really wants me to disappear.
Then I took the initiative to find her and asked her to help me escape.
She agreed, and helped me escape from the Si family, and then created the illusion that I committed suicide by jumping into the sea, so that your father thought I was dead.
We did this perfectly, and I stayed away from your father as LiuXu asked and lived a cautious life from then on."
“However, a few days later, I also found out that I was pregnant.
I have never thought about aborting the child. I have no relatives in this world and I need a child to accompany me.
But I have no money, I can’t even support myself, how can I support a child.”
"But I still gritted my teeth and fought through it. Just when I gave birth to the child, Catkin found me."
Mother Chen stopped talking and looked at Si Ye subconsciously.
His face was expressionless, and his eyes were dark and without any light.
Facing her gaze, he just curled his lips and sneered: "Don't you think I am your child?"
His voice was laced with a hint of ridicule and disdain. Mother Chen's heart ached, and she lowered her gloomy eyes and continued to talk.
"Liu Xu told me that she was married to Si Chengye, but her life was not good.
Si Chengye has no feelings for her, has never cared about her or cared about her, and treats her completely as a stranger.
Because of her long-term depression, she also took some sleep-aiding drugs during pregnancy, so when the child was born, she was already...not breathing..."