Song Jiamei held his hand and asked gently again: "Did something unpleasant happen to you? Tell me about it. It must be hard to be alone."
Si Xi looked at her and still didn't speak.
Song Jiamei didn't force him. She knelt down beside him, put her head on his knees obediently, and comforted him silently.
Si Xi raised his hand and slowly touched her head, once and for all. After a while, he asked her: "When your father bought you, did you ever hate him?" [
He had wanted to ask this question for many years. He wanted to know what she was thinking about having such a father.
Song Jiamei shook her head: "I don't hate him. He gave me life and helped me find a job with food, clothing and housing. How could I hate him? I understand what he did at the beginning. If I follow him, I will only suffer."
,Actually, I know that he doesn’t want to sell me either.”
Si Xi asked again: "Is there anyone you have ever hated?"
"No. Why do you hate people? It's so tiring to hate someone."
"If that person has hatred against you, don't you hate him?"
"It depends on the hatred. If it is really that person's fault, I will hate him and don't want to see him again. If it is not his fault, I will not hate him. Otherwise, I will be wronged."
Si Xi's eyes flashed slightly, seeming a little moved.
"I said, what if, what if your father fell in love with a woman before he got married, but then married your mother. But he didn't love your mother, and he didn't take good care of her after marrying her, which made her sad.
Lifelong, and finally committed suicide. If you encountered such a situation, would you hate the woman your father loved?"
Song Jiamei squeezed Si Xi's hand, and she suddenly understood something.
"I don't hate her. This has nothing to do with her. It's my father's business that he loves her. Why should he put all the fault on her?
I believe that she doesn’t want this to be the result, and she doesn’t want my father to love her. If she wishes, she will definitely come back to my mother to snatch my father. My father loves her, and as long as she comes back to snatch my father, she will definitely be able to
success.
But she didn't do that, right? This shows that she doesn't want to break up other people's families.
In fact, no one is at fault in this matter. It can only be blamed on feelings and not forcing it.
If my mother didn't love my father, she wouldn't have chosen to commit suicide. If one wants to be beaten and the other wants to suffer, that's their own business and has nothing to do with me."
Si Xi suddenly woke up.
Yes, if Chen Xiangyu really wanted to hurt his mother, she would not have disappeared for more than 20 years. Her father loved her, and she could come back at any time to snatch her father away from her mother, but she did not do so.
It can only mean that she doesn't want her father to love her, and she doesn't want to hurt anyone...
Besides, Si Ye is her son, and she has never thought about coming back while her son is here, which further proves that she has never thought about destroying their family.
Such a simple truth, why did it take him so long to figure it out