"What?" Si Chengye raised his eyebrows slightly, subconsciously feeling that this matter was serious. ()
"It's just..." It's hard to say it. I don't know how he will react when he knows the truth, "It's just that Si Ye... is not Liuxu's child..."
After saying that, she hurriedly lowered her eyes, not daring to look at him.
Si Chengye's dark eyes instantly became darker. He was silent for a few seconds and then spoke in a low voice: "Go on."[
Chen Xiangyu didn't look at him, looked at the wall and whispered: "Si Ye is my child, the child I had with you..."
She could feel that the man's hand on her waist suddenly tightened, squeezing her waist tightly, causing her some pain.
"When I left you, I didn't find out that I was pregnant. I found out a few days after I left you. I gave birth to Si Ye by myself, and it was at that time that Liu Xu found me."
Recalling the scene when she was separated from her own flesh and blood, Chen Xiangyu couldn't help but shed tears.
She just cried silently without making a sound, "Liu Xu told me about the two of you. She said you were very bad to her, so she took medicine to help her sleep during pregnancy. Who knew it was harmful?
The child in her belly. Her child died at birth. She was afraid that you would divorce him, so she wanted to take Si Ye away and regard Si Ye as her child..."
Si Chengye asked coolly: "So you gave the child to her, right? You...would rather not have the child than come back to me, right?"
Chen Xiangyu couldn't help crying anymore. She stood up and hugged Si Chengye tightly, shaking her head while crying.
"That's not the case! How could I be willing to give my child to someone else! At that time, I was so afraid of you, so afraid that you would continue to hurt me, that I didn't dare to come back to you.
Besides, I have congenital heart disease, which is even worse after giving birth to a child. I have no money, and I can’t even save my own life. How can I support my child?
I will die at any time. If I die, what will Si Ye do? I can't harm my own child!
I didn't mean to abandon Si Ye, I just didn't want him to be helpless after I died. I just hoped that he wouldn't have to endure hardships with me, and that he could grow up in a good environment.
I thought I wouldn't survive more than two or three years, but who knew I survived again and survived year after year...
Later, I picked up the abandoned little Zhizhi at the door of the orphanage. I thought of Si Ye, who I had abandoned, so I adopted the little Zhizhi and gave her all my love and care for Si Ye...
Chengye, I really didn’t mean to abandon Si Ye. I had absolutely no choice at that time. If I had always been healthy, I would never give him up to Liuxu...
Don't blame me, I really didn't mean it, wuwu..."
Giving up her child to Liuxu was the most regretful thing she had ever done in her life, and it was also the biggest worry in her heart.
She really regretted why she gave up her child to Liuxu.
But she paradoxically did not regret doing so because she had no way of predicting when she would leave this world.
If she hated it, she would only hate that her weak body failed to live up to expectations. Everything was her fault. It was all her fault, her poor health, and her lack of a healthy body.[
As Si Chengye listened to her words, his heart clenched and ached.
How much hardship did Ayu endure back then before she was so heartless to give up her child to someone else?
Hey, concubine, please come again to collect, thank you all for your support~~