Chapter 995: One moment in heaven and one moment in hell 11
Si Ye, why did you destroy my happiness when I thought I was happy again?
Chen Zhi felt as if she had fallen into hell. She could not find hope or light. The haze in her heart was so oppressive that she was suffocating. (www
The moonlight is like water, and the weather is gradually getting cooler. As night falls, the cool breeze relieves the boredom of the day.
Chen Zhi sat on the balcony without turning on the light, gently pressing her belly with her hand, and looking into the distance with her eyes.[
She thought about a lot of things, everything that happened since she met Si Ye. His methods to deal with Jiang Mengxue, his plans to take revenge on her mother and her, and his methods against Chu Yan.
Everything made her feel cold and her whole body trembled with coldness.
The person she should love has a sincere and kind heart, instead of treating human life as trivial, playing tricks and applause. She does not expect him to benefit others, she only hopes that what he does can be worthy of heaven and earth.
But time and time again, everything he did was sinister and dark. She couldn't afford to love him like this, and she was unwilling to see him continue to make mistakes.
Maybe he thinks he has the capital to do this, but as people do it, God is watching, and sooner or later the wrong things he has done will come back to him.
She didn't want to see him trapped in the quagmire, and she didn't want her child to have such a father.
Since you can't stop him, let's end it. She can't afford such a life and such a family, no matter how deep the love is.
Chen Zhi lowered her eyes to cover up the darkness in her eyes. She had to reach this point after all. Even the sky was unwilling to let them be together and blocked them at every turn, so why should she go against the will...
Chen Zhi sat quietly for who knows how long when someone opened the door and walked in.
Having learned from Zhou's mother what happened during the day, Si Ye knew that the things he was about to face would eventually come, and it was impossible for him not to feel uneasy.
Looking at Chen Zhi's silent back, he tried to bend a gentle arc, walked behind her, and hugged her from behind.
"Autumn is coming soon. If you sit like this, be careful of catching a cold."
Chen Zhi didn't move, and his whole body exuded a cold and distant attitude.
Si Ye's eyes darkened and he couldn't help tightening his arms, "Chen Zhi, are you willing to believe me?"
"I used to believe in you, but you made me despair again and again. You asked me how to continue to believe in you."
"What if I tell you that Chu Yan's disappearance has nothing to do with me?"
Chen Zhi raised his eyes and looked into the distance, with a sneer at the corner of his mouth, "Why doesn't it matter? I remember you once said that you wished he died. Don't tell me that you were just saying it for fun, you didn't have that intention.
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Si Ye silently said, "Yes, I do want him to die because I don't like him and hate him. But I won't be stupid enough to kill him and let him become the eternity in your heart and the thing between the two of us.
An unbridgeable chasm.”
Chen Zhi listened to his words but was indifferent.[
"Then tell me, where is Chu Yan?"
"……I have no idea."
"After you rescued Chu Yan from Xiang Peng, he disappeared. No one knew where he was, and it was impossible for him to disappear on his own. Aunt Chu was waiting for him at home, and he would not let Aunt Chu worry about him.
If he hadn't had an accident, I can't figure out why he disappeared. Even the police found him. Do you think his body was completely missing?"