In the fantasy world, Xiao Yan has experienced a completely different life. Xiao Yan understands what is meant by wasted time. He has never felt old. From childhood to youth to middle age to old age, a mountain, a tree or even a flower will also...
Because of different ages, what we see is also different.
Xiao Yan truly felt the separation between life and death. Although separation was painful, Xiao Yan also understood that this is the charm of life.
Returning to the original illusion, there was still a tombstone in front of Xiao Yan. It was still a tombstone that he could not accept. But at this time, Xiao Yan took his steps and walked towards the tombstone.
Coming to the first tombstone, engraved with his father's name, Xiao Zhan, looking at the tombstone, Xiao Yan slowly knelt down, raised his finger, and touched the name on the tombstone.
"Dad... I'm sorry..." Xiao Yan murmured. This apology was actually for himself, but it was also what Xiao Yan really wanted to say to his father.
Family love is nothing more than companionship... Xiao Yan's lifelong pursuit of strength seems to have forgotten too much and failed too much. Xiao Yan can imagine his father being proud when talking about him, but in the dead of night, his father will definitely think of his childhood.
Xiao Yan, because only then did he seem to be needed.
What is sad is not the growth of the children, what is sad is that the grown-up children spread their wings and fly high, and the road to the future keeps moving forward. They thought they would be protected when they grow up, but when they look back, their figures have grown old, and in the end only memories are left.
And full of regrets.
Xiao Yan raised his eyes and saw the most important names in his life, the names engraved in his soul.
"Your Majesty... What do you mean, you want me to learn to relax?" Xiao Yan lowered his head, his hair was hanging down, his eyes were empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking about.
Gu Zhongsheng's figure stood slowly beside Xiao Yan. He looked forward and showed a faint smile.
"Are you relieved now?" Gu Zhongsheng asked.
"Do you think I feel relieved in my current state?" Xiao Yan smiled bitterly and fell to his knees, tears welling up in his eyes.
"Not quite." Gu Zhongsheng smiled.
"Forgive me for not being able to understand the profound meaning of Zichen's Void Spirit Art, I'm sorry!" Xiao Yan stood up, wiped away tears, waved his hands violently, and swept out the powerful soul power, as if he was about to leave this illusion directly, Xiao Yan didn't want to
remember.
Even if Xiao Yan experienced a hundred-year return to dust in the fantasy world, this is the seven emotions and six desires of human beings. Even so, Xiao Yan still has no way to let go. Time will not let the wound heal. Time will only make people get used to the pain from the wound.
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Habits are not healing, so Xiao Yan can't let go of the scars in his heart. Even though he knows that his path may go astray due to changes in his mood, but even so, Xiao Yan's real purpose of becoming stronger is still to protect.
This is Xiao Yan's way... to protect!
Xiao Yan waved his sleeves and robes, the tombstones dispersed, and the world also collapsed. Only Gu Zhongsheng still stood beside Xiao Yan.
"I have seen nine lives. The first one is invincible and can stand alone against all the heroes. The second life is good at calculations and planning troops. The third life is extremely timid, cautious in everything, and seeks success in everything.
Security Law, the fourth life, has a cheerful personality, is honest, and acts calmly... The ninth life, that is, you... can only protect..."
"Everyone has a purpose in life, for wealth, for strength, for women... for all the self-conceptions, I think nothing matters, I only ask for what I want, the world has nothing to do with me."
"I know this is selfish, but I can't even guarantee my little love. How can I go to Fu Ze Tian Xia? I can't do it. I'm not a saint. If I can't accomplish what I want on this road, I think
I will cut off the front edge without hesitation and become the Supreme Being... Becoming the number one in the Three Thousand Worlds is not what I need." Xiao Yan murmured, his voice was slightly trembling, but this was what he was hiding in his heart, this time
He bravely said it.
Gu Zhongsheng was stunned for a moment... then the corners of his mouth slowly raised, and then he laughed heartily...
"Make the decision you think is right." Gu Zhongsheng said slowly. Xiao Yan was slightly startled. The illusion around him completely disappeared. Xiao Yan was still kneeling on the ground. It took him a long time to recover.
Xiao Yan wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and stood up slowly with an indifferent expression. He knew that he had failed and failed to fully understand Zichen's Xuling Jue.
"Did you fail... Your Majesty?" Zhenwu's voice sounded, and Xiao Yan nodded slightly.
"Hey, maybe it was you who gave me an instruction back then. Maybe this martial arts and fighting skills belong to Your Majesty. Success or failure is just what we think. Your Majesty will work step by step. You have your own way.
"Zhenwu continued, Xiao Yan paused, and this time he had a very bold idea in his mind.
Cut...the front edge?!
Give up this identity of Your Majesty?
Xiao Yan thought about it, but then he smiled bitterly. If he gave up his status as the Lord, he would probably be crushed to death like an ant in the League of Gods of Fighting in a matter of minutes.
"Already on the chessboard, I'm afraid I'm just a chess piece now." Xiao Yan murmured alone.
He frowned, as if everything was out of his control. Was he... still himself?
Xiao Yan was thinking about this problem.
Should he think about it? That was his previous life, and everything he did was for...himself.
For...myself?
Xiao Yan thought about some issues that he shouldn't think about, but he felt more and more like he was losing himself. This feeling became stronger and made Xiao Yan more panicked.
Your Majesty has fallen, and everything he did was just to pave the way for him. But Xiao Yan didn't know much about your Majesty, and why he had to wait for the ninth life, and he... was he really the reincarnation of His Majesty?
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Like a huge whirlpool, Xiao Yan is like a drop in the whirlpool, an inconspicuous drop in the ocean. If he is really the reincarnation of His Majesty, why did he fail in the previous eight lives?
Xiao Yan saw some things that he felt were unreasonable. Along the way, he was indeed overcome with obstacles, but everything seemed to go too smoothly... as if this was a destined ending.
"Who am I...my name is Your Majesty? My name is Gu Zhongsheng?" Xiao Yan's eyes were confused and his mind was in chaos, but when he said these two names, Xiao Yan was a little resistant.
Reincarnation seems to be an extremely elusive thing. Xiao Yan is completely led by the nose. This feeling has gradually made Xiao Yan feel disgusted.
"Your Majesty...what's wrong with you..." Zhenwu looked at Xiao Yan who was talking to himself and asked after a long time.
"It's okay, thank you, senior." Xiao Yan cupped his fists slightly and handed over his hands. Although he spoke one word at a time, he is already reincarnated after all, and such an existence can be regarded as his senior anyway.