Now she can no longer be with Rong Shaoze and fall in love with him.
Getting up and walking to the balcony, Lin Xinlan looked at the distant sky and closed her eyes tiredly.
There were slight footsteps behind her, and she knew it was Rong Shaoze who had come in without turning around.
The man walked behind her, only one step away from her, and stopped moving forward.
He looked at her, his eyes flickering, his thin lips pursed slightly.[
Lin Xinlan opened her eyes, said nothing, and did not look back, as if she didn't even know he was standing behind her.
The two of them just stood in silence, with no one speaking to break the silence.
Between them, there was an atmosphere that made them unfamiliar and confused, but they could only endure it and had no choice but to do anything.
After standing there for half an hour, Rong Shaoze turned around and left the room.
As soon as he left, Lin Xinlan felt that the room became emptier, even more lonely and desolate.
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With a tacit understanding, the two began to have a cold war.
No one spoke to each other, even if they were in the same room, they were all doing their own things.
The intimacy of the past can no longer be returned to them.
The dull depression makes people more and more breathless.
Everyone saw something was wrong with them and thought that one of them would lose their temper and speak first, but they all tolerated it and no one spoke.
Even Xiao Cong knew that the two of them were having trouble.
He climbed into Lin Xinlan's arms and sat down. He put his two thin arms around his mother's neck and asked her with innocent eyes, "Mom, did you quarrel with dad?"
"Why do you say that?" Ruby Lin asked with a slight smile.
The little guy lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then said: "You and dad are both unhappy. You don't speak or laugh. Is it because of that person that you quarreled?"
A flash of astonishment flashed in Lin Xinlan's eyes.
She didn't expect that Xiao Cong could actually see the reason for the cold war between her and Rong Shaoze.
"What else does Xiao Cong know?"
He blinked and said innocently: "I know that person likes dad very much, but dad likes mom and doesn't like her, so she threatened dad with Xiao Cong and asked dad to die with her. Dad was unwilling and even hurt her
, she felt very sad, and then killed herself. But... Xiao Cong hated her."[
Lin Xinlan felt incredible.
He can actually understand this!
"Why do you hate her?" She asked subconsciously, "Is it because she wants to hurt you?"
"Yes, she wants to hurt Xiao Cong, so I hate her." Xiao Cong nodded.
He leaned his head against Lin Xinlan's chest and whispered: "Also, she hates her mother and wants to separate her father from her mother. Xiao Cong hates her even more."
Lin Xinlan held the child in her arms, feeling a little sad.
"Xiao Cong, did what happened that day scare you?" She changed the subject and asked him worriedly.
Only now did she think about caring about her children, and she realized that she was a very unfit mother.
Xiao Cong lowered his head and bit his lip, shaking his head slightly.
Lin Xinlan touched his head and asked in disbelief: "Are you really not scared? I'm sorry, it was your mother who failed to protect you, and it was your mother who caused you trouble..."
He experienced bloody things at such a young age. I really hope that there is no shadow left in his heart.
"Mom." Xiao Cong's eyes suddenly turned red. He raised his head and said aggrievedly to her: "Shall we go home? Go back to grandma. Xiao Cong wants to go home!"