Chapter 700: The More You Laugh, The More Sad You Are
He stopped, put his hands on his shoulders, stared at him and asked, "I'm curious about something."
Tao Hua's heart skipped a beat. Did he see something?
"What are you curious about?" he asked with a calm face.
Rong Shaoze smiled and said: "No one can stand me like this. Even my mother doesn't want to take care of me anymore. But... you come here to guard me every day. Why is that?"
Because he feels guilty and feels uneasy![
If something happens to him, he will blame himself for the rest of his life!
Of course, these reasons cannot be told to him.
Tao Hua raised his eyebrows and smiled slightly: "Don't you realize that I am interested in you?"
Rong Shaoze looked at him silently for two seconds, then suddenly asked: "When did you feel like having sex?"
"Fuck!" Tao Hua jumped up suddenly, with a livid face, pointing at him and yelling: "I only like women. If you dare to slander my sexual orientation again, I will destroy you!"
Rong Shaoze saw him jumping up and down in anger and laughed again.
But his eyes became more and more sad as he smiled.
Even his laughter was full of pain and sadness.
Tao Hua was silent. He looked at Rong Shaoze and hesitated in his heart whether to tell him the truth or not.
But if I tell him, he will probably experience pain again.
Maybe, when Ruby Lin dies, he will also choose to die...
Moreover, he couldn't live up to Lin Xinlan's hard work.
She deliberately made Rong Shaoze misunderstand that she had changed her heart, and deliberately made Rong Shaoze think that she was still alive and would come back to visit him one day, just to ask him to live a good life.
No matter whether he is filled with hatred, love, or a desire to see her again, we must let him live forever.
If he said it, he would not only harm Rong Shaoze, but also waste Lin Xinlan's hard work.
Thinking of this, Tao Hua decided not to say anything.
Anyway, Lin Xinlan is hopeless, and even talking about it will not help.
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A remote town in H city.[
Lin Xinlan looked at herself in the mirror, feeling so numb that she couldn't feel anything.
Her hair is almost half white, there are more and more wrinkles on her face, and her body is thin and weak. She is really old.
She should be sixty or seventy years old now.
It turns out that this is what she looked like when she got older.
After arranging her hair and wearing a white woolen hat, she wrapped herself in thick clothes and planned to go out for a walk.
After being cooped up in the house for more than half a month, it's time to go out and get some fresh air.
She should breathe more fresh air and get more sunshine while she is still alive, otherwise she will never have the chance again.
Besides, if a person lives for one day in this world, he should take life seriously and live every second and every minute well.
The streets of the town are small, but the overall area is large.
This is a typical place with few people and few people.
Lin Xinlan lived near a pasture. She came out of the house and walked slowly along the edge of the pasture.
Along the way, she could hear the braying of cattle and sheep.
The winter sunshine was a bit chilly. She took a deep breath and felt pain in her lungs.
Good, she can still feel pain, and she likes it.
After walking for a while, two people came towards her from the front.
It was a girl in tattered clothes and an old man with gray hair.
The two of them looked a bit like homeless people. Their faces were full of exhaustion and they walked extremely slowly, as if they hadn't eaten in several days.