"Xinlan, I'm sorry. I haven't found Xiao Cong until now. It's my fault. But you can't say that Xiao Cong is dead. He is our son. How can you, a mother, curse him to death?"
Ruby Lin's whole body trembled, and her body suddenly collapsed in his arms.
She leaned against him without any strength in her body.
Rong Shaoze hugged her body tightly, giving her comfort and strength.
Lin Xinlan opened her eyes, and there was pain in them, as well as emptiness and confusion.[
"Rong Shaoze... did you know? When you disappeared, my wife said you were dead. No matter what I said, she didn't believe you were still alive. Now, I finally understand how she felt at that time..."
"What?" Rong Shaoze asked softly.
Lin Xinlan closed her eyes, held her chest tightly with her hands, and said with a trembling voice:
"Because it hurts so much that I want to die, and because I have been worried about my child. I am always afraid that he will suffer, or I guess that he is dying somewhere, but no one can save him.
... That feeling of panic, helplessness, and fear is really bad... So I convinced myself that he was dead. Only then would my heart stop worrying about him, and I would know that he would no longer suffer.
Only then can I give up my hope and not have to continue to suffer..."
Lin Xinlan talked a lot intermittently and without any clue.
But Rong Shaoze understood what she meant.
She just couldn't bear the feeling of fear, so she took the initiative to think that Xiao Cong was dead.
As long as he dies, her heart will be completely sad and she will die, and there will be no need to struggle in pain.
In this world, only a mother's love for her children is so deep and profound.
Rong Shaoze's eyes dimmed, and he also understood that it must be impossible for Ruby Lin to give up this child on her own initiative.
Even if she agrees to the operation, she will regret it and run away on the operating table.
If Xiaotian only had a month or two, maybe she could kill him cruelly.
But he was five months old and would be born soon. She had already been unable to do anything.
What's more, now that Xiao Cong is missing, Xiao Tian's existence means even more to her, and she will not give up on him.
But if she doesn't give up on him, will she let him lose her?
Rong Shaoze tightened his arms, his heart throbbing violently.
Xinlan, what do you want me to do, what do you want me to do with you...
Do you want me to lose you just to keep a child?
Absolutely not![
You are mine, and you have promised to stay with me for the rest of your life and never leave me, so I will not let you leave me, absolutely not!
Lin Xinlan calmed down and whispered: "Rong Shaoze, can we keep him? This time it's my turn to beg you, please let me keep him, okay?"
Rong Shaoze's eyes darkened, and the corners of his mouth curved into a surly arc.
"Xinlan, do you know that if you die, I will do unimaginable things. Maybe... I will kill this child..."
His words were full of ferocity and violence.
He is real and will kill Xiaotian...
Lin Xinlan pushed his body away in shock, and when she met his cold eyes, she felt her whole body trembling with cold.
"What did you say?" she asked in a deep voice.
Rong Shaoze raised his lips and smiled, speaking indifferently: "I said, if something happens to you because of giving birth to him, I will definitely kill him! He is not our child, he is your murderer, so I will not let him go.