[You light a cigarette and taste coffee leisurely. Your expression is very pleasant. You seem to be thinking about where you want to take me later.
But my heart seemed to be tortured by fire.
You think about me like that, taking into account my opinions and feelings every moment.
But what I gave you was nothing more than a major deception and a lie in the final analysis.
Chenjue, I'm sorry!
If, when you see this postcard, you have decided to leave me and we are far apart, please listen to my sorry words.
Although I know that sorry cannot make up for the hurt and pain I have caused you, I have no other choice.
I'm sorry, Chenjue.
I'm a coward and I want to tell my true identity.
But I'm not sure whether you are willing to accept me loving you as Ye Huanyan instead of Ye Xiaoyu.
I think that as a man who is so strict with others, you will not forgive easily.
So, if when you receive this postcard, we are no longer together, or you have deeply hated me and rejected me from the bottom of your heart, I still want to say this to you after a year's time and space:
At this moment, Ye Huanyan's feelings for Situ Chenjue are real and genuine! No matter what, there is no way to change it!】
After writing, she put the postcard into an envelope and stuffed it into the cabinet on the blue wooden shelf [One Year Later].
Looking back, Situ Chenjue was still sipping coffee leisurely, sometimes talking to the waiter, and sometimes reading a book.
The eyebrows are relaxed and handsome.
Looking at his appearance, Huanyan felt tears filling her eyes.
Is it because I just wrote this postcard, or is it because I thought that a year later, the two of them might have divided their things.
When she looked at him now, she felt as if it was her last look.
[It seems like he will leave her in the next second, as if this moment has become an eternity.
When you love someone, you can be so scared, to the core of your being.】
At this moment, you should use your own eyes as the frame of the picture, your gaze as the brush, and keep his appearance firmly in mind.
Will never forget.
His deep eyes, his thick black eyebrows that go deep into his temples.
He would frown slightly when he was thinking, that kind of expression that made people feel distressed.
The outline of the bridge of the nose, the slightly pursed lips, and the green stubble on the lower jaw.
That thick black, stiff hair that sticks up disobediently when sleeping...
Every inch of it was deeply imprinted in her heart.
She thought for a while and then picked up the postcard [sent five years later].
Five years was really too long ago. She didn't know what would happen in five years.
However, there was an impulse that drove her to continue writing a few words on this postcard.
【Chen Jue, it’s me again.
Ye Huanyan.
I leave you this postcard to commemorate.
If you didn't forgive me when you saw the last postcard, and if you and I are no longer together in five years, I will tell the shop owner to send this postcard.
Four more years have passed since you saw the last letter. I think you should have your life.
In the world without me, have you found your dream in your life?
Chen Jue, you know, I can leave you, I can give you to a woman who is better, more suitable for you, and more worthy of you.