Her uncle became a vegetative state, her cousin was uneducated and had no skills, and now she doesn’t know where the ghost is. Her love for money was shattered and she became a helpless bartender, struggling to make ends meet.
There is also a child who disappeared before being born.
It was already late at night and there was no one around.
Li Huanhuan squatted alone on the street, touching the cold ground with his fingers.
The rough touch makes my fingers ache.[
The streets changed again and again, but they could not replace her sadness.
Her love was so shattered.
She once really loved Gao Ce and would do anything for him.
Endure it and work hard.
However, what he got in exchange was Gao Ce's ruthless abandonment and disdain, and even his children were gone.
Li slowly shed tears, and finally couldn't help but fall down.
She choked softly and said: "Baby, mom, I'm sorry for you.
"Baby, actually mom, I feel really guilty
I felt guilty, really guilty, so guilty that I didn’t dare to walk on this street for three years.
Late at night, in my dreams, night after night, there were bloody scenes, with children staring with innocent faces.
"Mom really can't do anything. When a person can't even die, he owes too much. If he can't pay it off, he must live.
"Do you understand? It's so uncomfortable. If possible, I really wish I could have walked with you. Anyway, without that person, I wouldn't have been able to save you.
"As time goes by, tiredness becomes a habit, repaying debt becomes an instinct, and there is no longer any right to pursue happiness.
"Actually, baby, you will be very happy if you leave your mother. If so, follow me
"Maybe you will be like me, a child who is spurned by others, looked down upon by others, and has to bear the contempt and ridicule for no reason."
Li slowly spoke little by little, speaking quietly.