Everything keeps recurring, as if I understand for the first time that life is so complicated and human nature is so difficult to fathom. Gangster novels
She is puzzled, she is confused, she is in a daze!
When Gu Ci came back, he saw Yan'er like this, staring blankly at the stove. There was a look of confusion and seriousness on her little face, which was the look she often had when she encountered difficulties. He was not unfamiliar with it, but at this time,
He was a little sad, but more curious.
He walked up to her and patted her shoulder gently, "Xiao Yan'er, do you have any problems?" [
Yan'er shook her head subconsciously. During this period of time, she always thought about her past and present lives. So much so that she couldn't help but remind herself that she was actually very old, old enough. So there was an ancient saying in front of her. In fact,
He is just a child.
But soon she came back to her senses and remembered that this person and she had always had multiple identities as a guide and educator.
"Don't want to say it?" Gu Ci was always patient.
Yan'er thought for a while and finally couldn't help but speak. She had always been a good student who asked questions when she didn't understand.
"Senior Brother Gu Ci, if one day you suddenly come to a place you don't know, and if you feel that the possibility of coming back is very low, then should you work hard to come back, or should you stay there..."
Gu Ci looked at Yan'er blankly, spinning in his mind countless times. He didn't understand why Yan'er asked this question. But in the end, he was convinced that this question was very important to her. So,
He thought carefully and decided to be more cautious.
"Go back or stay... Well, maybe we should think about it in another direction. If we go back, why go back? Are there irreplaceable people and things there? After I go back, will it be the same as before? If not, then
, maybe it’s better to stay!”
Yan'er tilted her head and thought about it. In fact, this question was no longer important. Because she knew that she couldn't go back at all. There was no need to go back. The person she cared about was not there at all.
The master also told her that she didn't need to go back, she just had to keep moving forward and practice hard, and one day she would see him again.
The question she really wants to understand is, "What about staying? What kind of situation would make you unwilling to leave and stay in the present!"
Yes, stay in the present... She didn't know why she had such thoughts. She didn't think about the past or the future, she just stayed in the present. At this moment, she was confused again. She felt that she was a stupid child, afraid of growing up.
Old, afraid to face reality. She just wants to stay in the carefree present... But obviously, she has fully realized that she is not a child. She has grown up and already knows what she will meet when she grows up.
Right everything!
Gu Ci was a little surprised, and he looked at Yan'er in shock. After a long while, he sighed softly, "Xiao Yan'er, you have to know that no one can stay in the present. Everything in this world is changing, and it is changing all the time.
You see, you are also changing, slowly growing up, growing taller, and becoming more and more beautiful..."