Over the years, he worked hard and managed the Yan Kingdom to flourish.
Everyone thought he was obsessed with the throne and pursued it passionately.
Following the court at the age of three and succeeding to the throne at the age of five, ordinary people would not be able to adapt to this rhythm without some motivation.
Ambition? He has none.
Regardless of whether others believe it or not, Yan Ying really does not.[
The reason why it looks so hard and hard is that the ultimate reason is simply unbelievable.
He is afraid of loneliness.
Yes, it is this word that insulates him in the eyes of outsiders, and it is the motivation to work hard at the beginning.
He needs the recognition of the world to confirm his existence.
Only by constantly leaving traces with deep imprints can this thin life become fuller little by little.
Being needed by others is precisely because he needs others to drive away the emptiness in his heart.
Day after day, year after year, his efforts are seen by everyone. Even Yan Chuyao, who has followed him the longest, firmly believes that the throne is of special significance to him. Has he been too successful?
He deceived others, and even deceived himself, thinking that this was his life.
It was not until this time that more than a dozen palace residents were poisoned to death in the eldest princess's palace, and his wife became an unjust dead soul after just half a step of mistake, did he discover a feeling that he had ignored for a long time.
Ever since Ruoruo came to his side, that indescribable feeling of loneliness seemed to have never appeared again.
As long as she was here, the colorful sunshine that could never be found before would shine on his face on time every morning when he got up.
Her existence has become the air that sustains life. Even if you just imagine losing it, the feeling of suffocation seems to come at any time.
Is this the destiny that Yan Chuyao said?
He protected her as she grew up, and she in turn gave him a fulfilling life. It's hard to say who relies on whom more. It's hard to say.