Cangyue has been quieter than other children since she was a child, and she talked less, and she wouldn't even laugh.
From what I remember, Cang Yue lived with her mother. She has always had no place for her mother and daughter. But in her memory, there was once an empty house that her mother didn't want to live in, and it seemed that she was her real one.
Home.
She had forgotten where that home was, but I remember she had asked her mother why she didn't go home. Her mother just used a gentle smile to indirectly avoid her questions.
After she became aware of it, she realized that it was because it was once a place where mother and father met and fell in love.
My mother was afraid of being hurt by the scene, so she took her, who was still young, to leave the city with vague memories.
Cang Yue's father is a British, so she inherited the excellent bloodlines of the two countries and was a beautiful mixed-race child. The blue eyes are what makes her unique among the crowd.
In fact, whenever she goes to a city, the people around her are willing to play with her. But over time, she doesn't like to talk or have a weird temper, which makes the people around her gradually alienate her and even bully her often.
But these are not painful or itchy for Cang Yue. Even though he was beaten and covered in bruises, he never thought of taking revenge on others.
But what Cang Yue remembered the deepest is that whenever her mother saw her coming back with injuries, she always hugged her, blamed herself in her ear and said sorry.
Cangyue didn't know why her mother blamed herself like this. It was obviously not her fault, but because her mother was born with a cowardly personality and could not use fierce force to protect her children.
Later, there was finally an answer.
It turned out that my mother was diagnosed with hereditary tuberculosis by a doctor very early, but because she had to take care of Cang Yue, she gave up the best treatment period. As Cang Yue grew up day by day, she was finally told that it was already at the end of the day.
, Finally, she fell down.
That year, Cang Yue was only fourteen years old.
She will never forget the last time she saw her mother, she was lying on the snow-white bed in the aggravated ward, wearing a ventilator and looking haggard.
What she remembered the most was the scene when her mother raised her fair and thin arms, gently stroked her head, and talked to her.
"Don't be sad for me, Xiaoyue."
"Mom, are you really willing to leave me?" Cang Yueshui's blue eyes were filled with tears, and for a moment, panic and helpless replaced the calmness that was not shaken by anything on the slightest.
The mother just smiled palely, "Mom is just going to see your dad."
"Mom, I once wondered whether Dad left us because of poverty because of his intentional car accident. Then why do you have to meet Dad, the man who has never fulfilled his obligations?"
After Cang Yue finished saying this willful words, she could not help but be stunned when she saw her mother's eyes, and then she was covered by a burst of sadness and pain, which had never been exposed in front of her.
At that time, Cang Yue knew that her mother was sad because she said bad things about her father, her mother's favorite man.
"Mom, I'm sorry..." Cang Yue apologized immediately at that time.
There was no condemnation in my eyes, but just smiled weakly. Then, after saying a little in the oxygen mask's mouth, Cang Yue's heart-wrenching cry, her heartbeat forever stopped.
At the end, when Cang Yue recalled, she realized that her mother didn’t say anything before she finally left. At that time, her mother said: No matter how you deny your birth, I just want to tell you Xiaoyue that your birth was blessed by everyone.
So, mom and dad love you...
...
She has always been a child loved by her parents, and Cang Yue has always thought so, so her parents' image has established a tall back in her heart. Even if time makes her gradually forget their appearance, the respectful love still
constant.
Thoughts slowly returned to reality. She looked up at Bill who was worried about him in front of her. His appearance reminded her of some people and some things that had been on Earth.
"Cangyue, are you listening to me?" Seeing Cangyue's silent look, Bill suddenly became anxious.
"Thank you, Dr. Bill."
A sudden thank you made Bill stunned.
However, when Cang Yue said nothing, she was about to leave without raising her hand, and before she could lift her hand, the door in front of her was opened from the outside. When she saw the familiar face in front of her, both inside were surprised.