After seeing off Tessie and the others away, Julian closed the door and turned around to look at Cang Yue who was sitting in front of the window and looking at outside.
"Why should I hide them?"
Cang Yue paused, but she didn't turn around. She looked ahead with expressionless expression and said, "What am I hiding them?"
"You're sick again."
Cang Yue had no reaction, and her blood-lost lips just moved slightly.
"This is my own business."
Seeing that she was still like this, Julian immediately strode up, looked at the bloodless side face and shouted: "What does it mean to be your business! Cang Yue, you have never experienced the feelings of others!
”
After saying that, Julian felt incredible. Why was she angry? What did this human life and death have to do with her?
The room suddenly became quiet, and the sound of rain outside could be clearly heard.
After a moment of silence, Cang Yue said so lightly: "I know my physical condition very clearly, just like you said, maybe..." She paused, raised her hand and held the ho who had been hanging around her neck.
Lu Zhiyao, his vision gradually blurred, "I can't stand this spring."
Julian was stunned! Even Kali, who was lying on the bed, couldn't help but look up at the girl.
"Just like what I expected of my mother, the doctor said that she could live for a few more years, but things went against her wishes. In less than half a year, her mother's body began to deteriorate, and then... Just like I am now,
It is getting worse and worse, and then we can't stand what we promised to welcome together, spring."
"Do you really have to wait for death like this?"
When Julian asked this, she felt inexplicable. She subconsciously looked down at what Cang Yue was holding tightly in her hand.
"Don't you believe that king anymore? Didn't he say he wanted you to wait for him to bring the best doctor on the continent to treat you. He asked you to wait for him. Don't you want to wait?"
Cang Yue did not answer immediately, but looked at the rain outside the window. After a long time of recovery, she replied softly, "That's just deceiving oneself."
Zhongzai!
"Sometimes I will blame all this, blame the unfairness of my destiny, and blame why I can't be like a normal person. But I also thought about many things. If there is no regret, it must be a lie. I believe
Liuxian, but I don’t believe in fate. So..." Cang Yue closed her eyes gently and calmly said: “I have already realized death.”
At this moment, Julian felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. Looking at the pale face, which was almost transparent to the reflection on the glass, it seemed as if this person would disappear in a blink of an eye, the kind that does not belong to this one
The world is slim.
In her impression, Cang Yue is a cold and unwilling person who likes to express himself, but under her cold appearance, she is not a completely cold-blooded and ruthless girl.
She can be cruel to the enemy, she can be misunderstood by everyone, and will not explain everything she has done. But to friends, even the weak people who do not know, will help them in her way.
Protect them. No matter how difficult it is, she does not want to drag anyone around her. She is willing to accept the serious or dangerous things alone.
But sometimes such a person is also unpredictable. What she is thinking in her heart has never been guessed by anyone.
Just like now, he said that he was obviously unwilling to accept his feelings, but he was happy to be dying.
She was really defeated by her, completely because she never knew what the girl in front of her was doing and what she was thinking.