Her mother found that this child was always much quieter than other children and did not like to laugh much.
Every fortune teller who met Cang Yue said that this child was born with misfortune and that Cang Yue's father was killed by her. However, Cang Yue's mother never believed these rumors. She told Cang Yue that no matter what
No matter how difficult life is in the future, mother and daughter will live well.
pity……
When Cang Yue was fourteen years old, her mother died of illness unable to fulfill her promise.
Not many relatives and friends attended the funeral that day. Those who attended her mother's funeral all blamed the child behind Cang Yue's back for not being sad.
In fact, they didn't know that Cang Yue cried for the first time in her life on the day her mother died. Even though she had been bullied by other peers before, she had never cried aggrievedly or felt weak.
Cang Yue is a child who protects her mother very much. She never allows others to say anything wrong about her mother. If she hears someone scolding her mother or saying something wrong behind her back, her indifferent image will change dramatically, and even
He will be so crazy that he loses his sense of self.
I remember one time, she beat a child who said her mother was a widow half to death and even broke her hands. At that time, her mother kept apologizing to the other person's family in a low voice. It was also the first time Cang Yue saw her mother.
Get angry at yourself.
When her mother asked her why she was beating someone, Cang Yue didn't say a word. She knelt on the ground and let her mother beat and scold her, without explaining anything for herself, because she didn't want her mother to worry about herself.
Later, they moved again, and Cang Yue was thinking that they were rich anyway, and anyway... this world is only so dirty...
Year after year, day after day, Cang Yue began to notice that her mother's back was getting thinner and more haggard. She was so worried about her that she even hid in her room and cried looking at her father's photos several times.
Cang Yue understood why her mother was crying and why she was haggard day by day, but her mother never understood that every time Cang Yue hit someone and got into trouble, it was all because of her.
Cang Yue sometimes thinks about her father who died in a car accident before she was born. She feels that her father is an extremely irresponsible man who left his wife and daughter behind and left them to use him.
A life in exchange for insurance money.
A year before her mother's death, Cang Yue asked her mother if her father deliberately caused death in a car accident in order to let them live a good life.
At that time, her mother was startled but did not get angry. She just looked at Cang Yue quietly without saying a word. Cang Yue didn't understand why her mother was so calm and looked at her with such disheartened eyes.
So sad and sad.
Later, when her mother was seriously ill, she always murmured words that Cang Yue couldn't hear clearly. Before she left, she looked at Cang Yue not with reluctance, but with relief, and seemed to want to
To see the happiness of your lover.
Cang Yue asked herself in her heart at that time, did her mother really love her...
child……
Child, wake up.
…
Cang Yue felt that a pair of rough, calloused hands were touching her cheeks, and the voice calling her was very old, like an old man.
Slowly opening her eyes, she saw an old woman with a familiar face. She was the grandma from next door. She was also the one who took the best care of her. On weekdays, grandma would give her a piece of delicious food. Cang Yue's impression of her
It's also friendly.
"Grandma, how long have I been asleep?"
So, she has come back, or she has woken up from the dream.