I went to the hospital closest to the town, which was larger. After a long wait, I still got the same result. I couldn't shed tears. The test sheet floated to the ground, and I leaned slumped against the wall.
: "How is it possible..."
The last thing that should have happened happened.
"Ruolan, the father of the child has the right to know about this matter." Sister Lan said, "Listen to me, I have been through this before. Many couples have ruined their futures under impulse."
"But we have no future." I said, "He is already engaged, I am just the third party now, and there is a reason why we can't be together. This child doesn't know, I really don't know."
Sister Lan hugged me: "Why are women always the ones who get hurt? Men never need to pay the price for their actions."
"Sister Lan..." I said weakly, "I'm so tired."
"Okay, let's talk about it when we get back." Sister Lan put her hand on my belly: "Think carefully about what to do with this child?"
Sister Lan put her hand on my belly, and her body suddenly trembled. Her face was as pale as paper. I asked in surprise: "What's wrong, Sister Lan?"
"No, it's okay." Sister Lan retracted her hand: "Ruolan, you're okay, I'll take you back."
After walking a few steps, I stopped, picked up the test sheet on the ground, and stuffed it into my bag. This was the first testimony of a little life arriving in this world. Seeing my action, Sister Lan sighed: "Woman
Once I know that there is an extra little life in my belly, my heart becomes softer."
When I got home, my grandpa was playing chess with the neighbor's uncle. The yard was very cool, which was completely different from the heat of the magical city. Everything here was full of a relaxed and comfortable feeling. When he saw me coming back, my grandpa said anxiously: "Ruolan,
Hurry up and make us a pot of tea, it’s an anxious moment now.”
I cheered up and made tea. Grandpa glanced at me: "Hey, what's going on? Did you scold me from Sister Lan?"
"Sister Lan can't bear to scold me." I said with a smile, "It's boring today, Grandpa, I'm going back to the house first."
Pushing open the door, I immediately closed the door tightly, pressed my body tightly against the door, and slowly slid my hand to my lower abdomen. At this time, a little life was developing inside. He is just a small embryo now. In the future... I
I closed my eyes tightly and didn't dare to think about the future. Now, I can't even decide whether he will stay or go.
God made the biggest joke.
Uncle Hong has already explained clearly how Fenghuang's mother died.
"After Qian'er became pregnant, the fetus grew at an unusually fast rate and devoured Qian'er's energy. Feng Fei was in great pain and decided to kill the child in Qian'er's belly."
"Fengfei and I asked Qian'er to abort the child as soon as possible, but she refused. We are not women and cannot understand Qian'er's feelings. The child is eating away at her life bit by bit, but she doesn't care. Which one is life or the child?
More important?"
I still remember my answer at that time - "I can't answer it, Uncle Hong. I can't understand it without being there."
Even if I am immersed in the situation now, I still cannot answer the same question: Should this child stay or go?
"Ruolan, you need to be more cautious. When it comes to the child, we don't want to see you make the same mistakes again. If you have bad intentions, it will be a fatal blow to the emperor. Can he still survive?"
Without me, Fenghuang will still survive, everything is over, isn't it?
This child is the only connection with the past. I squatted to the ground suddenly, what should I do, what should I do?
Annie, the only thing that can be thought of now is Annie. When he called her phone, Annie shouted, "Say, where are you now? Why can't the mobile phone number find the location?"
Always do the kung fu to the end,
"Why find it." Although some guilty conscience, I still stiffly: "Annie, I just called to ask you, okay, the child in my stomach ... how is it?"
"Ruo Lan, where are you, do you know? Dubin is almost crazy, but you are stable." Annie said: "How can you run away from home, and bring your grandfather? You are crazy!"
"There is always a reason for me, Annie, this is not important, you, give my number to Dubin?"
Annie sighed suddenly and said angrily: "So I hate myself, didn't give it, although I don't know the reason, I always feel that you don’t want to let people know, and even Dubin, I don’t even tell.
Rest assured, I didn't disclose a point. "
"Thank you, Annie."
"Thank you, what do you want you to carry alone?" Annie said, "Let's work together?"
"Of course you can." I said, "Annie ..."
"Feng Huang hasn't inquired." Annie said, "I know what you want to ask."
My heart was a little lost instantly, and I tried to remind myself that he was now the fiance of Yingmo. Why should I care about my place? "Annie, how about children?"
"I just went to do a checkup, and the situation was very good." Annie said: "Ruolan, do you know? He will move now, just like what you said, the little finger pokes the ground, sometimes it is the feet. If
When I talk to him, he will also move, so amazing, Ruolan, you do n’t want to hide it now. When your child is born, you must come, I have thought about it, you are his godmother, you can’t run away
, Ruolan, Ruolan, are you listening? "
"I'm listening, Annie, do you feel very happy?"
"Of course, you don't know that a small life is more and more people hang up. Therefore, people who do n’t understand those who are born and have a miscarriage are too cruel. Little life is too innocent. How can it be so cruel?
"Annie said," Ruolan, do you think is it? "
"Yes, it's really cruel." My hand was placed on the lower abdomen, and said suddenly: "What crimes do they have, I don't know anything, let others decide their destiny."
"Okay, don't say this, where are you?" Annie said: "Tell me, okay."
"It's useless to be coquettish. It is effective for Mr. W, but to me, but not." I said with a smile: "Okay, let me be quiet for a while, I am here, there is a relaxed job
A group of good streets, life is relaxed and comfortable, Annie, rest assured, I will not abuse myself. "
"Even so, tell me not?" Annie said: "Do you know? Because you know your temperament, these days, I have been waiting for you to make the phone, and finally wait."
"Annie, thank you for understanding my mood." I said, "The situation is difficult to say, and there are many hard -to -speak. Today's conversation comes here first, take good care of the children in my stomach."