"Although I don't know why I did what I did in the end, I have always loved you. You don't know how difficult it is for me to be caught between my lover and my senior brother."
But no matter how sincere she was, the figure in front of her remained motionless and did not turn to look at her.
Feng Qingxuan finally felt what it meant to be hopeless. He still didn't believe her, did he?
Feng Qingxuan was stunned, but couldn't help but speak.
"Xi Yan, even if we can't be together, do you really want to be with the devil? We don't talk about the past life, let's talk about this life. Now the devil is the enemy of the three sects and the enemy of the entire Yunhuang Continent!"
By saying this, she had already abandoned herself. She was not speaking as Feng Qingxuan, but as a disciple of Bixiao Pavilion. She had given up hope on herself, but she could not abandon that part of her body.
Responsibility, after all, there is her family in Yunhuang Continent.
Xi Yan turned his face sideways and glanced at her, "Do you know why Xie Mei did this?"
Feng Qingxuan felt even worse when she heard Xi Yan's tone. Why did she think Xi Yan would side with the devil?
"Because now the people on the Yunhuang Continent are all descendants of the Yellow Emperor, not our descendants of the Shennong clan! Originally, I was the one who won in the end, and the people on the Yunhuang Continent are all descendants of the Shennong clan! These people are all descendants of the Shennong clan.
It shouldn’t exist! Only by knocking it all down and starting over can we correct the original mistake and restore everything to the beginning!”
"No..." Feng Qingxuan was a little stunned.
How could Xi Yan say such words? Such words with some evil feeling?
He... was he really bewitched by the demon?
Or does he... really think so?
Does he really want to repeat the situation back then?
No! No! This is not Xi Yan!
Feng Qingxuan asked him tremblingly, "Xi Yan, you...do you want to betray Yunhuang Continent and defect to Tianjia Sect?"
He thought silently in his heart, no, no, Xi Yan just said it out of anger.
But who would have thought that Xi Yan turned around, raised his eyebrows, and looked at her coldly, "Why can't I?"
Before Feng Qingxuan recovered from the shock, he heard Xi Yan continue to say: "Now, in the Yunhuang Continent, who can be the opponent of the devil? Yes, the Xuanyuan Yellow Emperor has been reincarnated, and the Feng Queen has also
She has been reincarnated and her memories have been restored, but so what? The demon is not a reincarnation, she has truly survived from the prehistoric era! Who is her opponent?"
It took Feng Qingxuan a long time to recover.
Xi Yan...he is really not the Xi Yan he used to be.
"So, you really decided to be with her..." Feng Qingxuan murmured.
"Yeah, why not!" Xi Yan actually had a smile on his face, as if he was laughing at Feng Qingxuan's overestimation of his abilities, "Everything the demon did was for me, why don't I follow
Is she together?"
This time, no matter how trembling Feng Qingxuan's lips were, she could not utter a single word.
Her Xiyan was completely gone.
"Feng Qingxuan, let's go." Xi Yan formally called her by her first name this time, "It's useless even if you tell the three sects. You won't find anyone in this place next time."
Feng Qingxuan also felt that there was really no point in staying here anymore. If he didn't leave, would he continue to humiliate himself?
However, she was really unwilling to give in!
Moving her steps with difficulty, Feng Qingxuan turned around and faced Xi Yan back to back. Suddenly, she asked again: "Xi Yan, let me ask you one last question, can you answer me truthfully? What do you have?
Never loved me? No matter in the past life or in this life."
When Xi Yan heard this question, his body was shocked and his heart was turned upside down. He didn't answer for a long time.
Just when Feng Qingxuan thought she wouldn't get the answer and was about to leave, she heard a voice behind her.
"I hate you."
Suddenly, Feng Qingxuan's heart felt as if a knife had been stabbed violently. The blood was dripping with pain.
She smiled bitterly, why did she ask such a self-destructive question.
"Perhaps you don't know, I've hated you since the first time I saw you."
The first time? Feng Qingxuan remembered the first time they met on Nanyun Mountain. At that time, she was heartbroken and suffocated, but it turned out that the other person felt hate for her.
"I never understood why I hated you for no reason, but when my memory recovered, the overwhelming feeling in my heart was a deep hatred for you, and I understood it all."
With her back to Xi Yan, Feng Qingxuan's tears fell down again.
Isn't she so funny? She is loved by someone who hates her from beginning to end.
It turns out that she was like a clown in this farce.
"I understand. You want to tell me that you have no love for me from beginning to end, only hatred." Feng Qingxuan raised her head and tried hard to let her tears flow back. "Thank you for telling me the answer truthfully. Follow me.
It must be painful to be with someone you hate and make excuses every day, right?" Feng Qingxuan laughed at herself, "Since you hate me, why do you want to be with me?"
Although the question he just asked was the last one, Feng Qingxuan still couldn't help but ask again, could it be that he wanted to understand why he hated her for no reason?
"because I love you."
"Whether it's the past life or this life, I love you very much."
"Even now, I still love you."
Feng Qingxuan turned around suddenly and looked at the person speaking to her in surprise.
"But..." Feng Qingxuan didn't understand, she was really confused.
"On the one hand, I love you, but on the other hand, I hate you."
"Even if I hate you, my hatred cannot stop me from loving you. Only when I love you will my hatred for you fade away."
Is it the same as her, only when you love him can the pain in your heart be relieved?
"But no matter how much I love you, I can only give up on you in the end." After Xi Yan said these words, he felt that all the strength in his body was gone and he collapsed.
Feng Qingxuan nodded. She understood that what stood between them was not the intervention of a third party or insufficient love, but the blood of the clan and hatred.
This is an insurmountable mountain.
Demon? She is not an obstacle between her and Xi Yan at all, even though he said so before. But the point is still because of the lives of thousands of people.
Feng Qingxuan closed her eyes. He loved her, and that was enough.
She felt satisfied. This was the best result now.
She opened her eyes and stared firmly at Xi Yan. This might be the last time she took a good look at him.
Summoning the fairy sword, Feng Qingxuan left with his sword.
