He probably saw me passing by from afar. Before I entered the school gate, he ran out in small steps and thoughtfully picked up the things in my hands. Although I am not the only one who falls in love at school.
Falling in love is very common. Although Shangguan Yun was sensible enough not to hold my hand or put his arms around my waist, I still felt a little embarrassed when so many people looked at me.
If it had been anyone else, I would have walked with him calmly, but Shangguan Yun, it seems that he is very famous in school. When I was with Li Feng in the past, every time he came to pick me up from school, I would
I always walked with him calmly, and sometimes held hands with him, but I was a little afraid to be with Guan Yun. I was probably afraid of other people's eyes.
Shangguan Yun and I were walking in school. Shangguan Yun was still walking slowly, but I didn't dare to get too close to him and walked forward quickly.
"Why are you walking so fast?" Shangguan Yun asked confused.
I really wanted to eat him alive. I was afraid that no one would know that I was walking with him. I tried my best to avoid getting so close to him. I really hoped that others wouldn't know that I was walking with Shangguan Yun.
But he was still shouting so loudly. I really wanted to hit him to death.
Shangguan Yun didn't seem to be able to call me Yin, so he walked up quickly, took my hand and said, "Walk slowly. I don't dare to waste time. Seeing you walking, your face is red and you are sweating." Shangguan Yun said.
As Yun was talking, he took out a napkin from his pocket to wipe my sweat. God knows it wasn't Shangguan Yun who caused my blushing face. I quickly took the napkin from Shangguan Yun's hand and looked around carefully.
Almost all the classmates on campus watched us whispering to each other. I glared at Shangguan Yun and gritted my teeth and said, "Are you afraid that others won't know that we are together?"
After listening to my words, Shangguan Yun raised the corner of his mouth with a beautiful smile and said provocatively: "Haha, since you are dating me, you are still afraid of being seen together. Then our relationship must be secretive, right?
?If you agree to be my girlfriend, you must be with me openly. I just want everyone to know that you are my girlfriend." I really hate myself for not being taller, and having longer hands that can cover me quickly.
Shangguan Yun’s rotten mouth.
"You are deliberately going against me, aren't you?" I got a little angry, really angry. Fortunately, no teacher passed by here, otherwise, even the teacher would know about it.
After I finished speaking, I snatched the bag from Shangguan Yun's hand and ran away quickly. Unexpectedly, Shangguan Yun refused to let me go and chased after me. He grabbed my clothes and said, "Is it so embarrassing to be with me?" Shangguan Yun was chasing me.
Yun said to me with a hurt look.
My tone also softened a bit, and I gently took off Shangguan Yun's hand. I didn't want anyone to see me tugging at him.
"No, that's not what I meant." I lowered my head and looked at my feet.
Shangguan Yun didn't speak, but I could feel his cold words. Maybe he was really angry. He was such a popular figure. Other girls always wanted to show off their boys when they were with him.
My friend is Shangguan Yun, but I am afraid that people will know, maybe it will hurt his self-esteem.
"Are you angry?" I asked flatteringly as I raised my head and looked at Shangguan Yun's sad eyes.
"Oh, forget it, there is no need to be so stingy with you. You can go back to the dormitory by yourself. I will wait for you at the door. Hurry up." Shangguan Yun said and left.
Watching his leaving figure, I felt a little disappointed. Now he cares about even this little thing. That's because he cares about me. But after a month or a year, he will still do it for such a small thing.
Do you care about the little things?
Maybe I thought too far, maybe I still can't let go of that concept.
Forget it, forget it, don’t think about it anymore, now that I have decided to be with him, don’t think about it too much. No matter what happens in the future, no matter what happens in the future, I just need to cherish the present, just cherish everything now.
, Cherish every moment you have with him now, whether it is happy or sad.
After returning to the dormitory, there were not many people in the dormitory, only Lulu was alone.
While I was packing my things, I was chatting with Lulu. Lulu mentioned Shangguan Yun and asked me if I was dating him. I couldn't tell her openly, but
Finally, I gritted my teeth and nodded to her and said that I was dating him. I didn't know why I couldn't let go. I just didn't want others to know about my relationship with Shangguan Yun.
Maybe I feel insecure as a person, maybe Shangguan Yun is too good and I am afraid of being said that I am not good enough for him.
After saying goodbye to Lulu, I walked slowly to the school gate alone. When I mustered up the courage to walk next to Shangguan Yun, the guard said playfully with a smile: "Ayun, your girlfriend is here."
I was a little embarrassed after hearing this, but I still didn't flinch. I bit my lower lip and said, "Can you go?"
Shangguan Yun smiled proudly and told the guard that he actually put his arm on my shoulder and strode forward. I tried hard to pull off Shangguan Yun's hand, but he actually said to me with a naughty smile.
: "If you resist again, believe it or not, I will kiss you in public."
I knew that since he said it, he would do it, so I didn't resist anymore. I just kept a calm face and said nothing to show that I was unhappy. I was angry.
Shangguan Yun saw that I stopped talking and followed him mechanically with a sullen face. He let me go and said, "Are you unhappy again?"
"No." I said stubbornly.
"You obviously kept saying no, but you don't want others to know that you are dating me."
"No." I continued to say stubbornly.
Shangguan Yun got a little angry: "Then what's wrong with you?" Shangguan Yun yelled at me loudly. After being yelled by him like this, I felt a little sour and aggrieved. Suddenly I felt like crying, and he
We had only been together for a few days, could problems have arisen so quickly? I pursed my lips tightly and did not speak. When I spoke, I burst into tears.
Seeing that I stopped talking, Shangguan Yun seemed to get even more angry and continued to yell at me: "What do you want?" Maybe he was a little impatient. Fortunately, we were far away from the school, but we continued to come to the school one after another.
When students see us, they will still peek in and take a look. If the students are walking in pairs, they will whisper to each other. If that pair is not Shangguan Yun, I think they will just laugh as if it is a joke.
He left as soon as he knew it, but the situation was different for Shangguan Yun.
"I don't want to eat anymore. I've eaten at home. You can go and eat alone. I'll leave first." After a while, I spoke to Shangguan Yun in a low voice, with a hint of grievance in my tone.
Shangguan Yun didn't speak, he just looked at me with angry eyes. He must be furious now. Among the many girlfriends he has had, none of them have a temper like mine. They must all be very obedient and submissive to him.
That kind of thing. Maybe he and I are not destined to be suitable. I started to wonder if being with him would be a mistake.
"What did you say?" Shangguan Yun asked through gritted teeth after staring at me for a long time.
I didn't dare to look at him because of his fiery eyes, so I turned my head and said calmly: "I've had dinner at home."
Shangguan Yun said nothing, took out a cigarette from his pocket, took out a lighter, lit the cigarette, took a deep puff and said, "I'm just asking you, do you want to go to dinner with me?"
"I'm not going." I answered quickly without hesitation.
I saw Shangguan Yun's gloomy handsome face, his eyes were so tight, and his eyes were full of coldness.
"I'm going back first." I don't want to stand here and talk to him, I don't want to be a joke here, I just want to escape the scene quickly.
"Are you really going to leave?" Shangguan Yun said to me with a confused look on his face.
I nodded to him and turned around to leave. In fact, I also hoped that he would hold my hand and not let me go. If he told me not to leave, I would definitely not leave, but even though I had slowed down
But he never meant to hold me back. The moment he turned around, the tears rolling in his eyes finally fell down.
He never caught up. My heart felt a little painful, and the tears could no longer be controlled. The tears had already streaked every inch of skin on my face.
When I was almost at the school gate, I hurriedly sniffed and wiped away the tears on my face. I couldn't let the whole school see the joke. When I walked into the campus, the guard actually saw me and said loudly: "Why are you back? Isn't it with me?"
Ayun went to eat?" I turned my head and smiled at him and left quickly. The moment I smiled at him, his face froze a little. Maybe I still couldn't hide the cry I had just made.
Traces.
After returning to the dormitory, the people in the dormitory were almost here. They were talking about some interesting things at home as usual. I used to be able to participate with them, but now I am not in that mood. I am so dumb.
I walked into the dormitory and sat on my bed. I silently packed up the textbooks that were going to the classroom. Although there was still some time before evening self-study, I just wanted to find something to do for myself so that I would not be free. I also wanted to borrow
He did this to cover up his embarrassment.
"Hey, Xuanxuan, didn't you go to have dinner with Shangguan Yun? Why are you back so soon?" Lulu looked at me and said.
The paper still couldn't wrap it up, so I simply told them that I had just quarreled with Shangguan Yun on the road, and told them everything about the quarrel to vent my anger.
But when they heard this, they laughed heartlessly and showed no sympathy at all. They also said that I was childish for causing a quarrel over such a trivial matter.
"Xuanxuan, are you crying?" Lili's eyes were so sharp that she could be seen like this.
I covered my face and said, "No, it's just that he yelled at me loudly just now, and there are so many classmates from the same school on the road. It's okay if you don't know each other. After today, who knows who is who. So.
I felt aggrieved and dropped a few drops from my eyes. Is it serious?"
"The eyes are a little red, and you can see traces of crying. Just wash your face and it'll be fine. But it's normal for men and women to quarrel, but wouldn't a quarrel like yours be too outrageous?" Lili continued.
With.
Maybe to them, our quarrel was very childish, but to me, it was because he didn't respect me, and he yelled at me loudly without asking me clearly. Didn't he say that I was only used for pain and love?
Now it's actually being used for scolding. Can you not feel aggrieved?
Seeing that I stopped talking, Lili came up to our faces with a playful smile and said, "Xuanxuan, when did you and Guanyun get together, and you don't treat guests and give out sweets?"
Lili also started to make a fuss, that's what we are like, if anyone has a boyfriend, they have to buy candy and give them wedding candy. If they don't give it to them, at least they will have to recite it for several days.
"I had a quarrel with him, but instead of comforting me, you asked for sweets. Do you have any conscience?" I said unbalanced in my heart.
They really had no sympathy at all. They said that tomorrow we would be inseparable and reconciled as before. They even worked together to force me to confess, and forced me to tell how I got together with Guanyun. I had no choice but to take me to Lishui, Shangguan Yunzhui.
I went to Lishui and explained everything clearly to them, but there were still some things that I just brushed off and didn’t explain in detail at the beginning. There are some things that you can just know yourself and don’t need to share with others.
Evening self-study was about to begin. I felt my flat belly and said helplessly, "I'm so hungry."
Although they asked me to eat first, I had no appetite. After all, I would not die from starvation, so I blame Shangguan Yun.
It was almost time, so I followed them to school. I originally thought that Shangguan Yun would definitely not go back to school at night, but when I walked to the classroom door, Shangguan Yun was already in the corridor of his classroom. I was sure
He saw me, and I saw him, but as soon as I saw him, I quickly walked into the classroom. My heart was getting angry.
During self-study in the evening, my stomach kept growling and I was really hungry. I really hoped to get off get out of class quickly and go to the school’s small supermarket to buy something to satisfy my hunger. I really wanted to eat the soft cake and the sweet and sour AD calcium milk. ah.
When I was holding my stomach and fantasizing, the phone in my pocket actually vibrated. I took it out and saw that it was from Shangguan Yun: Wife, are you still angry?
I ignored him and simply ignored him. If he asked me, I would just say that I didn't receive the message.
Lili, who was sitting next to me, actually pushed me gently and said: "Your husband sent a message, telling you not to be angry. Forget it. If you are angry, people will take the initiative to comfort you. As far as I know
, this is the first time that Shangguan Yun has taken the initiative to make peace with his girlfriend after a quarrel. Just give him this face. Once you make up, we can ask him for candy."
Although half of the anger in my heart has gone away, I still can't swallow it. I shouted at me in front of so many people and tried to coax me back with a few words. How could it be so easy?
I stopped paying attention to Lili. No matter what he said, I turned around and said, "Don't talk to me yet. My stomach hurts and I'm going to starve." After that, I leaned on the table weakly and stopped paying attention to her.
"Then what do you want to eat now?" Lili still asked reluctantly.
"I don't want to eat anything right now. I just want to eat cake and ad calcium milk. Is the request very simple?" I continued to talk weakly while leaning on the table.
Lili stopped talking, and I finally didn't have to talk nonsense to her anymore.
After class, I pulled Lili and said, "Come down with me to buy some things to satisfy your hunger." Lili smiled and followed me down. When she reached the stairs on the first floor, Shangguan Yun appeared out of nowhere to block her.
After knowing my way, I realized that Lili had actually colluded with Shangguan Yun to deal with me. Lili smiled mischievously and revealed the news. Originally, I wanted to leave, but Shangguan Yun held me back.
He let me go and dragged me to a place with fewer people. Now he was more sensible. I didn't want to be treated as a joke again.
"Honey, don't be angry. I know it's my fault. I shouldn't be cruel to you. You must be very hungry." After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, he handed over a bag of things and put it in front of me and continued: "Don't be angry for now, okay?
Okay? Let's eat something first. I'll feel bad if I'm starving." In fact, when I saw Shangguan Yun just now, I was no longer angry with him in my heart.
Shangguan Yun saw that I had no intention of stretching out my hand to pick it up, so he took my hand and put it into my hand and said, "I won't yell at you anymore, so don't be angry." Shangguan Yun looked satisfied.
Being sincere, I took the thing from his hand and said, "Forget it, there's no need to be angry, it's not worth it to hurt your body." After saying that, I wanted to turn around and leave and go back to the classroom to satisfy my hunger, but Shangguan Yun stopped me again.
I said, "Just don't be angry, just let me kiss you." After saying that, he kissed me quickly on the lips. My heart almost jumped out of my throat. This was school, and he actually...forget it.
Now, recess is almost over, so I’d better talk to him about these things slowly when I have time.
I glanced at him and said, "I'm leaving. Please take that stairway. Don't walk up the same stairway with me." I finished speaking and left regardless of whether he wanted to or not.
Back in the classroom, while eating my cake and calcium milk, I said, "Lili, your arms are turned outward."
After class, Shangguan Yun sent another message, and I was bored and chatting with him. The two classes passed like this. When school was over, Shangguan Yun said that he wanted to see me if he had anything to do, and he went to the playground.
Let him go and wait first, I don't want to go there with him.
Shangguan Yun had no choice but to agree. I deliberately wasted my time in the classroom just to let Shangguan Yun arrive at the playground before me. In fact, almost everyone in the school already knew that I was dating Guan Yun. So-called
There is no airtight wall. If one person knows it, the whole school will know it. If it is spread to ten, ten to hundreds, hundreds to thousands, the whole school will know it overnight.
After I slowly arrived at the playground, Shangguan Yun pulled me and sat on the lawn and said, "Don't be angry now."
I nodded to him, maybe I really shouldn't be angry with that boredom, I really shouldn't get angry, but in exchange I end up starving myself, it's really not worth it.
"Don't be so willful in the future. You get angry all the time. My temper is also bad, otherwise we will definitely have to quarrel every day in the future." Guan Yun looked at me and said.
Yes, Shangguan Yun's temper has always been very bad, and my temper is not very good either. I am thinking about whether he and I can go on.
Shangguan Yun held me in his arms and said softly in my ear: "I heard you cried today?"
"How do you know if it was Lili who said it?"
Shangguan Yun smiled and shook his head and said, "It wasn't her, it was the doorman who told me. He said he saw your eyes were red and there were a few tears on your face. Did you cry as soon as you turned around?"
"It's not all your fault. Why did you yell at me in front of so many people?" I said aggrievedly.
Shangguan Yun hugged me tighter. "At that time, I listened to the doorman and said that you were crying. I felt distressed and happy at the same time. You must have said that I have no conscience again. I am still so happy after you cried, but I am happy.
It's because I finally have a place in your heart. If you shed tears for me, it means you start to care about me." Shangguan Yun said happily.
In fact, he doesn't know that I have started to care about him a long time ago. I don't know when.
"Actually, I started to care about you a long time ago. It's hard to say when. Maybe it was from the moment you chased Lishui, or maybe it was the moment I was beaten by Tingting and you took me home, maybe even more...
Morning, starting from the night you kissed me." I said lightly, raising my head and looking at the night sky.
After hearing what I said, Shangguan Yun said with some joy: "Really? It turns out that I am already in your heart so early."
"Haha, actually I don't know very well when you were in my heart and when I started to care about you, but is this important?" I smiled and turned to him.
Shangguan Yun shook his head and hugged me tighter. I knew that maybe he really cared about me, at least now he cares about me, otherwise he would not have behaved like this. If he said some words, they would be false, but
His eyes, expression, and expression should not be able to deceive anyone.
"Don't you want others to know that you are dating me? In fact, everyone in the school should already know that you have agreed to be my girlfriend. From the moment I said I wanted to pursue you, everyone in the school knows that I am
I will chase you, and I will definitely catch you."
In fact, Shangguan Yun is right.
"Actually, I'm not afraid of others knowing, it's just that I don't want to be criticized, so..."