However, I was also scared in my heart, very scared, very scared.
I'm afraid that this scene is another conspiracy of Shangguan Yun's mother, because Shangguan Yun's mother is really too insidious.
Conflicted in my heart...
Oh, it's so contradictory.
I really miss Shangguan Yun.
Ever since my mother found out about the affair between me and Shangguan Yun, my heart seems to have always been clear-cut.
The same goes for Shangguan Yun, although I know in my heart that it is impossible for me to be separated from Shangguan Yun again.
I will definitely never leave him for the rest of my life, but I no longer have the same desire to be with him every day as I did before.
Maybe, I know in my heart that I have to look good and not let my mother down/.
Since I miss him, I just talk on the phone and never think of staying together and hugging each other tightly.
But now, I really long for Shangguan Yun to be by my side and hold me tightly in his arms.
If it were normal times, Shangguan Yun would definitely arrive if he made a phone call, but that was impossible now.
Because now I don't even have the right or opportunity to talk to him.
However, I really miss Shangguan Yun.
I did a lot of ideological struggle in my heart.
In the end, I swallowed shamelessly and pleadingly said to Shangguan Yun: "Auntie, can you lend me your cell phone and let me call Shangguan Yun? I... I really miss him."
Maybe it's because of this situation that I miss him very much.
Maybe it's because of the inner conflict that I miss him so much.
Maybe it's because of the fear in my heart that I think so much that I hope he can stay with me.
But Shangguan Yun's mother just turned her head and glanced at me coldly, then turned away without even looking at me, and continued driving her car.
I know it's very humble and shameless for me to do this, but I really want Shangguan Yun, even if I can talk to him.
So, I shamelessly said to Shangguan Yun's mother and said cautiously: "Auntie, I... I really miss Shangguan Yun. Can you please let me call Shangguan Yun? I promise not to tell him.
I will definitely keep our affairs a secret, okay? I can really guarantee that, and if I tell you, you can take me back. Besides, I don’t know where this is. Auntie
, do you think I’m begging you? I really, really miss him.” Yes, I really miss him, so much that I almost cried.
So, I got choked up even when I spoke.
As a result, Shangguan Yun's mother didn't even turn her head this time, she just looked ahead and drove the car.
I know that Shangguan Yun's mother will definitely refuse, and to be honest, I don't actually have much hope.
However, if you speak up, you will have a chance; if you don't, there will be no chance at all.