"I'm so tired." I said, lying on Lili's shoulder. "We're almost there, don't lie on me, I'm tired too." Lili pushed me and said.
"Liu Xi, sister, I can't walk anymore, please carry me." I walked to Liu Xi again and said feebly.
Liu Xizhen smiled and said, "It's okay to carry you. Lin Chen shouldn't object to it, but I'm afraid Shangguan Yun will see me when I carry you. I'm afraid I'll be beaten to death. How about I call him for you and ask him to come and carry you?"
.”
I never expected that in this world, even Liu Xi would start making fun of me.
When we finally found Shangguan Yun, Shangguan Yun happened to be holding a pole and holding a cigarette while chatting with a beautiful woman.
Seeing me coming, he rushed to my side with a smile and hugged me, saying, "We're finally here, aren't you tired?"
"I'm so exhausted. I can't help it. Who can smoke like you and have a hot girl?" I said feebly while leaning on Shangguan Yun's arms. I also glanced at the girl. She didn't look that good either.
of.
"Honey, are you jealous?" Shangguan Yun said with a proud look on his face.
As if he wasn't nervous at all but was happy to see me being jealous, I gave him a roll of my eyes and said, "I'm not jealous, I'm just a little disappointed."
Shangguan Yun didn't speak, he just looked at me and smiled. I looked up at him and said, "I'm so tired. I want to smoke too." I stared blankly at the cigarette in his mouth that was about to burn out and said, no.
I know why, since I smoked with Lili last time, and now when I see Shangguan Yun smoking, I want to smoke. Could it be that I am also Shangyin, which is a bit scary.
"No, you are not allowed to smoke any girl's cigarettes." Shangguan Yun refused to tell me. I was a little unconvinced and said, "Why don't you smoke for me? Some of your previous girlfriends also smoked, but you can't."
I didn't stop it." I felt a little unbalanced.
Shangguan Yun didn't get angry after hearing this, but his face changed a little. He threw away his cigarette butt and approached me and said, "Then I have slept with all my previous girlfriends."
As soon as I heard what Shangguan Yun said, my face immediately turned red. I knew that Shangguan Yun was a very humane person and I really shouldn't talk to him.
I pinched his waist hard and said, "If you like it, you can go to bed with your old girlfriend. I'm going back." After saying that, I wanted to fight to get out of his arms, but Shangguan Yun died.
He hugged me tightly and refused to let go, and said with an ugly face: "Don't say such things again in the future. Those are all my past affairs. Why are you bringing them up? Didn't you promise me not to mention the past?
Is it done?"
Maybe I care too much and shouldn’t care about the past. Everyone has their past. I clearly know that it is his past and has changed now, but sometimes
Just thinking about it makes me feel a little uncomfortable.
I remained expressionless and didn't speak. I sat next to him and ignored him. I just felt aggrieved and hated myself more and more. As long as Shangguan Yun said something to me with a bad face or spoke in a low voice, I would
My heart will feel aggrieved, a little sour in my heart, and it will feel as if there is a feeling of qi being held in my heart.
Shangguan Yun saw that I stopped talking, which meant that I was unhappy. He pulled me to a place with few people and hugged me and said, "What's wrong? Are you angry again?"
What does it mean to be angry again? It seemed like I was angry every day, but I felt really uncomfortable, so I didn't speak to him. I didn't care what he did. Anyway, I felt uncomfortable and didn't want to talk.
"Okay, wife, don't be angry. Let's go out to play today and let's have fun, okay?" Shangguan Yun looked at me with affectionate eyes and said flatteringly. After that, he kissed me on the lips,
The smell of cigarettes was in my mouth, so I pushed him away and said, "Everyone smells of cigarettes, so don't get so close to me." In fact, when I was angry, as long as Shangguan Yun coaxed me and said nice things to me,
There is nothing left in my heart, and I have already forgiven him in my heart.
"Honey, let me kiss you, I haven't kissed you for a week." Shangguan Yun started to say in a rogue manner.
"It's only been a week. Didn't you come into my dormitory last night? You still ate me." I said angrily.
I have never seen anyone like him before. What happened just yesterday has been forgotten now.
"Wife..." Shangguan Yun hugged me into his arms and screamed like he was in love, which made my heart go numb.
"Okay, I'm almost exhausted. I'm so tired and want to sleep." I said weakly leaning in his arms.
"I still want to take you to play at night. Want to sleep? How about we go back now and take you to play tomorrow." Shangguan Yun looked at me lovingly and said.
I looked at the group of them, but I was too embarrassed to spoil everyone's fun, so I stood up and said, "Forget it, let's go play." I took a deep breath and said.
"Where are you going to take me to play tonight?" I said looking at Shangguan Yun's handsome face. In fact, I have always wanted to go to disco bars and bars. I always feel that those places are very fun.
I have never been there before. I heard that those places are very messy and girls will definitely suffer a loss if they go there. After I met Shangguan Yun, Shangguan Yun refused to take me there because he was afraid of leading me into trouble, even though I promised him that I would not.
, my concentration is very good, I just want to go and have fun, and isn’t he in my body? But he just won’t take me there. And he used to go often, but now he rarely goes.
"Don't you always want to go to a disco bar? Today I will take you there to play, but I have agreed that after you go there, you are not allowed to see other girls doing anything. Do you know what you want to do? Especially you
Recently I have been saying that I should smoke, but I will never allow it." Shangguan Yun said with a serious face.
I feel that that kind of place is really mysterious and fun. Firstly, it’s expensive, and secondly, it’s chaotic. Most importantly, it’s chaotic.
I have never been there, although Liu Xi sometimes goes, but he has a girlfriend, so I can’t let him take me there too. How would that be inappropriate?
"Really, great, I want to go, I want to go." After listening to Shangguan Yun's words, I screamed and jumped happily. I could finally go to that kind of place.
Shangguan Yun looked at me with a smile. He was always smiling. That smile looked so warm and warm.
"I see that you are happy. In fact, there is nothing special about that place. When you go there, you will know that it is just like that and not fun." Shangguan Yun said with a smile and caressed my cheek.
"I just think it's fun. I heard that the wine there is very delicious. I must go to drink it. I also heard that there are many handsome guys there. The girls are all beautiful, open-minded and full of personality. I have long wanted to meet them.
I see, but you won’t let me go.” I said with a smile.
Looking at the clothes I am wearing, I am really afraid that people will not let me in when I go to a place like that. Even if I am allowed in, it would not be appropriate.
"What are you looking at?" Shangguan Yun asked doubtfully.
"Tell me, is it appropriate for me to wear this clothes? Will they not let me in?" I looked at him pitifully and said.
"Haha...Honey, you are so cute. Don't worry, I can take you in even if you are a primary school student." Shangguan Yun looked at me exaggeratedly and said with a smile. I really don't doubt him, maybe even
I can bring little girls in the kindergarten. But after I entered, people saw that I was dressed like a primary school student. I always felt a little unnatural.
"But I always feel a little bad about what I'm wearing." I looked at myself again and said.
"Then don't go." Shangguan Yun said disdainfully. I quickly said: "It's not possible, you finally agreed to take me there, but now you can't say it anymore, why don't you mean what you said?
"Shangguanyun is like this sometimes, changing his face very quickly.
"Then what do you want to do? Do you want to wear sexy clothes? Do you have sexy clothes? Besides, there are a lot of perverts there, do you dare to wear them?" Shangguan Yun looked at me evilly.
Said.
"Tch, you can be considered one. Just go ahead. Anyway, you don't mind being embarrassed, and I don't care. It seems that more people there know you, and there are definitely not many people who know me." I said.
"Honey, do you know what I like most about what you wear?" Shangguan Yun said as he walked around with his arms around my waist.
I raised my head and looked at him and said, "What to wear? Skirt, pants?" I asked confused, Shangguan Yun never gave me advice on dressing, as long as I don't dress too sexy. Wear whatever you want.
What, and don’t be too loli.
Shangguan Yunzhao lay in my ear and said: "In front of us, it is best not to wear anything, that is my favorite."
My first reaction after hearing this was to punch him and said contemptuously: "Can't you be more serious? You are always thinking about those pornographic things."
Shangguan Yun touched the chest where I had beaten him and said, "Do you want to murder your husband? You hit me so hard every time and you don't even know how to feel sorry for me."
"Oh, my dear, your skin has become so tender recently? You can't stand it if I hit you lightly like this? Then when you usually go out to fight, don't you want to be in pain? Then go out to fight?" I continued.
Said contemptuously.
Shangguan Yun was left speechless by me and took me to sit next to him. Liu Xi had already joined their routine and was happily playing billiards. Lin Chen was following him.
I didn’t expect that my brother looks so handsome when he smokes. And I saw a few girls here smoking too. They looked so unique. It made me want to smoke. Look.
I followed Shangguan Yun, and I started to fall slowly. My mentality was not very good, and I couldn't do well to get out of the mud without getting stained.
"Shangguanyun, I want to smoke too. Look at that girl, she has so much personality when she holds a cigarette." I said to Shangguanyun like a baby.
Shangguan Yun raised his eyebrows and said, "I don't remember what I just told you now. Do you still want to go to DI?"
The passion in my heart was knocked back by Shangguan Yun's words.
I lowered my head and said, "I want to..." and dragged out the sound very, very long.
"Then be good, I don't want you to be a bad person, you know? I don't let you smoke for your own good." Shangguan Yun said to me gently. "Then why do you still smoke? If you think smoking is bad
, why do you still smoke?" I raised my head and looked at him with clear eyes.
Shangguan Yun was stunned by what I said, and after a long time he said with a smile: "If you let me quit smoking, if you don't let me smoke, I will obey you obediently." Shangguan Yun's eyes revealed
Infinite ambiguity.
"I won't care about you. You can do whatever you want. I will give you free space. Whoever looks like you will care about this and that." I turned away and said.
I have never thought about controlling him not to smoke or drink, but when two people are together, no one can predict what will happen in the future. It is too tiring to control someone, and it is also tiring to be controlled. Let him go, let him go.
He is free, as long as he doesn't go too far.
"Why don't you care about me? Am I not worthy of your care?"
"You don't like being controlled so much. Well, don't talk about it. It's getting dark. When can we go to a disco bar?" I couldn't wait any longer and really wanted to go there as soon as possible.
Shangguan Yun looked at me with a faint smile on his lips, gently scratched my nose and said: "Fool, what time is it? How could anyone go there to play so early? If you go there now, it will definitely be okay."
It’s not lively. Most people go there after twelve o’clock, okay?”
"But I just want to go. I want to go early. How about we go there first?" I held Shangguan Yun's hand and said.
"There is no one there now. I'm not going to lie to you. How can I still lie to you little brat? Stay here with peace of mind." Shangguan Yun said with a smile. Maybe my behavior is a bit childish.
"But it's so boring to stay here. You can't do anything. Aren't you bored?"
"Am I not with you?"
"It's boring anyway. Look, I'm still carrying something in my hand. Why don't I go to your house first and put the things at your house." I glanced at the clothes I brought from home and said.
Shangguan Yun also took a look and pulled me up and said, "Okay, let's put my things at my house first, and we can have a good sleep when we get back." After finishing speaking, Shangguan Yun picked up my things with his other hand and walked forward.
He said hello to them and took me away.
After arriving at Shangguan Yun's house, I felt that everything inside was so familiar to me. It seemed that even the air here had become familiar.
As soon as we entered the door, Shangguan Yun threw my things on the sofa, stood in front of me, hugged me into his arms, buried his head deeply in my neck and said, "I haven't held you so tightly for a long time.
"
I didn’t want to ruin the atmosphere, so I didn’t make a sound as I leaned in his arms obediently. In fact, I also liked being held by him like this, smelling his scent, and I was completely dependent on his scent and his warmth and strength.
's embrace.
"Yun, I miss your scent so much. If one day you leave me and I can no longer smell your scent, what will happen to me? I also rely on this warm embrace. If one day you
You left me, this embrace no longer belongs to me. I think I will think of it often." She leaned on Shangguan Yun's chest and listened quietly to his heartbeat, saying affectionately.
After listening to my words, Shangguan Yun let me go and said: "Then don't ever leave me. We will always be together. Sooner or later, the smell on me will be a little bit like yours. Sooner or later, some of our flavors will mix into one."
.My arms will always belong to you, okay?" Looking at Shangguan Yun's affectionate eyes, he was so determined.
I don’t know if the eternity he said can last forever.
I put a happy smile on my face and looked at him with trusting eyes. His lips gently covered my lips. His kiss was so passionate and gentle that I was deeply immersed in him.
in the kiss.
I never thought that I would fall in love with a gangster's kiss. I never thought that that gangster would kiss my lips and that I would also fall in love with a gangster's kiss.
After that, I took a bath at Shangguan Yun's house and watched some TV. Guan Yun and I were both warm and affectionate. It was almost time before I went out. I should have gone back to Shangguan Yun's house and waited.
A large group of us arrived at the door of the disco bar. Our hearts were pounding. We really didn’t know what it was like inside. We had only seen it on TV and heard the description inside from Ali’s mouth.
I've never been in there.
Shangguan Yun saw me looking like a countryman entering the village, looked at me and smiled and said, "You really want to go in, don't you?" I nodded hurriedly at him. Shangguan Yun hugged me tighter and said, "Wait a minute.
When I go in, follow me obediently. There are a lot of people inside, and you will be teased if you get separated." Shangguan Yun said as if he was scaring a child.
"You treat me like a three-year-old kid, come on in, there's so much nonsense." I smiled and leaned on his chest and said.
"Wait a minute, bring us the tickets and we'll go in." You still have to buy tickets, but I almost forgot and continued to ask, "How much does one cost?"
"Twenty yuan, but girls are free." Shangguan Yun glanced at the front and said.
Girls can really make money without having to buy tickets. Girls can recruit more girls to come and play without having to buy tickets. And if there are no girls in a place like this, I don’t think those guys will come. It seems like the boss
He really has some business acumen.
After getting the tickets, we went in. After entering, I felt a little dim inside. The music was so loud that it shook my eardrums, but it felt very exciting. After entering, my smile never left.
"How are you? How do you feel?" Shangguan Yun said in my ear. The hot air went straight into my stomach, and I felt a little itchy and unaccustomed to it.
"It's not bad, it's just a little different from what I imagined." I said with a smile, Shangguan Yun took us to find a seat to sit down, ordered some snacks, some wine, and of course the cocktail I wanted to drink.