"But, Shangguan Yun, I'm just afraid. Shangguan Yun, tell your father, okay? Tell him, tell him not to tell my father, okay, ask him to keep it a secret for us, okay?"
He pulled Shangguan Yun and said to him with a pitiful look.
"But, I really want to get engaged to you. In the past, your mother didn't know, and I had no hope, but now your mother already knows, why, you just don't want to? It's just your father,
Isn't it?" As a result, Shangguan Yun looked at me and said with a serious look on his face.
"Shangguan Yun, we always thought that you would understand, and you must understand it in your heart. Moreover, you had already called your father in the bathroom for me, why do you say this again now?
I know, you are willing to do everything for me, right? Just wait a few years, let's talk about it, we are still young, really young, why are we anxious? Do you have no confidence in our relationship? Or right
I don’t have confidence, or do I have no confidence in yourself?" I really can’t think of why Shangguan Yun is so anxious.
It’s not that I don’t want to be with him.
Moreover, what is the relationship between being engaged or not?
"I don't have confidence in our relationship, nor do I have confidence in myself or you. I just want you to be my Shangguan Yun's woman. I want everyone to know that when we are engaged, you are my wife.
"Shangguan Yun looked at me with a longing look on his face and asked.
"But, don't anyone know now? Why do you have to get engaged?" I asked inexplicably.
"It's different, it's completely different. I still hope to marry you. Do you say the same? Although there is a red book certificate, the meaning is completely different, right?" Shangguan Yun looked anxiously.
Asked me.
"Xuanxuan, you should understand what I think, right? I think you should understand. How long I desire a home, although it is not realistic, but if you get engaged to me, I will have my own
Isn't it home? You also know what my childhood was like? I don't want to stay in this home without anyone anymore. Do you know how lonely that is? It's really lonely and lonely." Shangguan Yun
He held my hand and looked at me.
Looking at his sad face and his sad eyes, I felt so distressed, really distressed.
My heart was in pain.
"Shangguan Yun, let's stop talking about this question, okay? Moreover, in more than a year, we will be able to go to college. Haven't I promised you that when we were in college, we could rent a house outside?
Can't you wait for a year and a half?" I didn't ask Shangguan Yun to give me a name, so I was willing to live with him. My efforts to him were already good.
Moreover, I had no other requests, just asked him to wait for me for more than a year until we went to college.
"Why, you don't want to think about me." As a result, Shangguan Yun actually got angry at me.
I really didn't expect it.
Shangguan Yun rarely loses his temper at me.
We have agreed that we will not quarrel in the future.