I felt more and more that my body was getting hot, and I slowly began to long for Shangguan Yun's kiss.
I hugged his strong waist tightly. Shangguan Yun took my hand and put it on his chest and said, "Don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay."
As soon as my hand touched his hot chest, my face immediately felt slightly hot.
Shangguan Yun's kiss fell on my lips again. When I was breathless from the kiss, Shangguan Yun looked at me with affectionate eyes and said: "Xuanxuan, I love you..."
That affectionate voice made me feel a little lost and confused, and I fell deeply into his passion.
When I was unprepared, Shangguan Yun turned over and pressed lightly on my body. I was startled, and I pushed his body and said tremblingly: "You...what are you going to do?"
"Xuanxuan, dear, I really love you, can you give it to me? I can't help it, I'm burning with desire and feel uncomfortable." Looking at him, there seemed to be a ball of fire burning in his eyes.
His body was so hot that my heart began to waver, I began to feel confused, and I began to feel even more scared.
I twisted my body gently and said: "Didn't you say you wouldn't force me? Didn't you say you wouldn't do anything to me? You just said you would only kiss me and hug me. You speak
It’s nothing.” My voice sounded a little crying.
Tears were already rolling in his eyes. After Shangguan Yun finished listening, he buried his head in my stomach and sighed, "Forget it. Just let me lie down for a while."
I could hear the disappointment in his tone. Although I couldn't bear it, I was not ready yet. I was not mentally prepared at all. I never thought that I would hand myself over, and this was when I was in high school.
Being pressed by him, I felt a little uncomfortable. I twisted my body slightly, and Shangguan Yun raised his head again, looked at me with confused eyes, and said to me in a low voice: "Don't, don't move."
"Oh." I was so scared that I stopped moving and lay there obediently, not daring to move. It could be said that I didn't even dare to take a breath.
"Xuanxuan, do you love me?" After a long time, Shangguan Yun said slowly.
I looked at Shangguan Yun, reached out and gently stroked Shangguan Yun's hair and said, "Of course I love you, can't you feel it?"
"Since you love me too, why are you unwilling to give yourself to me?" I don't know why Shangguan Yun has always wanted me. Didn't he say that I will be his sooner or later, so why are you so anxious.
"I'm not mentally prepared to transform myself from a girl into a woman." I said lightly. His words made me a little sad and heartbroken. I don't understand if he really loves me that much.
, why not wait until the time when I am willing to give myself to him.
"Don't tell me that you weren't mentally prepared or anything. Of course you accepted me and chose to be with me, but were you mentally prepared?" Shangguan Yun said with some excitement in his voice.
I turned my head and said nothing, letting the tears fall down, gently across my cheeks, and slowly seeped into the corners of my mouth, very salty.
Shangguan Yun gently lay down next to me and kissed my eyes tenderly.