So I shouted at the top of my lungs: "Get up quickly, the perverted pervert is here..."
As a result, after I shouted this, they all rolled up.
"Xuanxuan, why are you so crazy?" a classmate said dissatisfied.
"I kindly asked you to get up, and you asked me why I was so nervous, but you didn't even look at what time it was, or you could just continue to sleep." After saying that, I wanted to change my clothes, only to realize that I was wearing the clothes I was wearing last night.
Clothes for sleeping.
Only then did I remember that last night, I was clearly leaning on Shangguan Yun's arms. How could I sleep on my own bed? And my coat? My coat was taken off. It should be Shangguan Yun who carried me to bed.
Then take off my clothes.
So, I straightened out my clothes that were wrinkled by my sleep, put on my coat and started to wash up. Shangguan Yun was still waiting below.
After washing up, I said to them: "I won't wait for you, Shangguan Yun is still waiting for me down there. I'll leave first." I ran away as soon as I finished speaking, and didn't say anything to them about my heterosexuality and inhumanity.
Anyway, I'm used to those people.
When we got down to the dormitory building, we saw Shangguan Yun squatting not far away. As soon as he saw me, he stood up and walked to my side and said, "You haven't slept enough. You don't have to make up classes at noon today. Go back to the dormitory and sleep."
, look at you, you have all the dark circles under your eyes, you have become a national treasure." Shangguan Yun looked at me and said.
"Isn't it a good thing to be a national treasure?" I said with a smile, but I was really sleepy and my eyes were only half open until now.
"Why do you want to be a national treasure? Just be my family's treasure." Shangguan Yun also said with a smile.
When we walked to the cafeteria, I felt a little pain in my stomach. I drank too much wine last night, and I went out to eat a bowl of noodles with Shangguan Yun in the afternoon yesterday.
When we were sitting together having breakfast, I told Guanyun, "You can call me to wake me up every day from now on."
"What are you doing? Don't you think it's annoying for me to fight every day?" Shangguan Yun asked, looking up at me.
"That was before, and this is now. You can hit me or not. If not, I'll set the alarm clock myself." I said deliberately pretending to be angry. I didn't tell him. I could hear him as soon as I woke up.
The sound feels very happy.
"What are you doing? It's early in the morning. You little girl has a bad temper. I didn't say I won't beat you. I'm just asking." Shangguan Yun said with an aggrieved look.
"Then it's just a fight. Didn't you already say that it's okay to fight? So much nonsense." I said with disdain.
"Okay, I'm verbose, look at you, your face looks so ugly this morning, listen to me, don't do any extra homework at noon, go back to the dormitory to sleep, otherwise I will be angry." Shangguan Yun said to me with a straight face.
.
"Why, what is there to be angry about? I studied hard, I studied hard, you should be happy for me, why do you always want me not to study hard, by the way, don't
Forget the bet I made with you. Don't be embarrassed when the time comes, I have great expectations for you." I also reminded Shangguan Yun.
"Don't worry, I will definitely not let you down. By the way, why are you so eager? Do you really want to give yourself to me? If that's the case, it's okay. We don't have to wait until after the exam. In the evening,
Just go back to my house in the evening, it's what you and I want anyway." Shangguan Yun looked at me with evil eyes and said.
"You have beautiful thoughts, stop being narcissistic, eat quickly, and study hard after eating. You are like a child. I'm afraid that if I don't care about you, you will forget. Otherwise, you won't be able to get into college."
What should we do in the future? Please think more about our past." I looked at him with contempt and said.
"It's boring... I said, don't worry, I won't let you down. If I can get into the top ten, you can let me help you make up your classes next year. I will make up for you every day, even on weekends."
I'll make it up for you." Shangguan Yun said confidently.
But I found that he was very powerful in talking about gong, and he spoke in a serious manner, but I didn't see him take any action. This week, one day has passed, and I saw that he didn't study very hard, and he even skipped class yesterday.
Sigh...I'm really worried about him.
"Then we have to wait until you pass the exam, and you don't want to just talk about it all day long?" I continued to eat while looking at him with contempt.
"Don't worry, I will make you look at me differently." Shangguan Yun said proudly.
"I look at you differently every day." I still looked at him with disdain.
After I returned to the classroom after dinner, I received a message from Huiqing. She asked me to call Haohua in the evening and said that if Haohua continued to hang out in the bar like this, something would happen sooner or later.
I was originally in a good mood in the morning, but when I saw Huiqing's message, I felt vaguely uncomfortable again.
So, I sent a message to Shangguan Yun and said: You are lying. Didn’t you say that drinking wine will make you feel better? But I feel even worse now than yesterday. What should I do?
When something like this happens, I don't know who I should talk to. I can only think of Shangguan Yun, so I can only tell him.
Although Shangguan Yun told me a lot of comforting words, they seemed to have no effect at all.
Thinking, thinking, I want to go see Haohua during this weekend break and see how he is doing. I don’t know if I will have a chance to see him in the future. I should go and see him. Even if I am a friend, I should go.
Take a look.
So, I sent another message to tell Shangguan Yun. Shangguan Yun agreed to let me go see him, but he had a condition that he must accompany me.
I also agreed. I knew that if I didn't agree, he would definitely refuse or be angry. And he also knew that if he didn't let me go, I wouldn't be angry either. When I was angry, I would run to him myself.
There is no way, and you can't tie me up.
After reaching an agreement, I finally said: Study hard and your goal is to be in the top ten.
"How dare you start taking care of me now? But I am willing to let you take care of me." Shangguan Yun replied to me.
After reading this sentence, the corners of my mouth raised slightly, and my heart felt sweet.
After lunch, I didn't go back to the dormitory. Shangguan Yun saw that I didn't go back to the dormitory, and he didn't go back to the dormitory either. I went back to the classroom, and Shangguan Yun also went back to the classroom.
When I sat down, none of them came, and neither did Zhongan, so I went outside to make a call to Horwath.
Shangguan Yun was also standing on the walking rail just now, standing with some of his classmates. When he saw me coming out, he came over and said, "Where are you going?"
"I'm going to make a call to Haohua." I looked at Shangguan Yun and said apologetically.
"Oh, then you fight." After Shangguan Yun said that, he left, but I clearly watched him leave with a sad expression.
I know that he must not feel very good. If it were me, I would not feel comfortable either. Just like last time, Tingting called Shangguan Yun. When Shangguan Yun called Tingting back, I felt uncomfortable.
It's comfortable, not to mention that now I have nothing to do and I need to call Horwath.
However, I don’t care about it for now, after all, I believe Shangguan Yun will understand.
I called Haohua while leaning on the railing. I was standing on the railing in front of my class, and Shangguan Yun was standing on the railing in front of my class. They were not far apart. I knew that he was pretending not to care.
He was chatting with his classmates, but his eyes would look towards me from time to time.
After I made the call, it took a long time before Haohua picked up the phone, and then came the lazy voice saying: "Hello...Xuanxuan?"
"Well, it's me. You, are you still sleeping?" Listening to his voice, it seemed that he was still in a daze, so I asked cautiously.
"Haha, well, I overslept today. So..." Haohua spoke to me in a very good tone.
"You, what time did you go to bed last night?" I asked a little bit.
"I don't know, haha, what's wrong? What's the matter with calling me today?" Haohua said with a smile.
If he didn't tell me, he should have gone to bed very late, otherwise he wouldn't have woken up until now.
"I heard that you've been drinking in bars every day lately, right?" Since I called him this time, I just wanted to persuade him.
The other side paused for a while and then said: "How do you know? Did Huiqing tell you? Huiqing is real. I told her about it and asked her not to tell you. Don't tell you. She still didn't tell you.
I told you."
"Why are you doing this? Why don't you cherish your body so much? Don't you know how much effort some people spend just to live for an extra moment, but why don't you cherish it at all?
?" I shouted to him with some excitement.
When I shouted like this, Shangguan Yun and others all looked towards me, but now I don't care.
Unexpectedly, after being called like this by me, Haohua also shouted at me: "You don't even want me anymore, so what's the use of cherishing my body? Even the woman I love most in my life is gone.
What's the point in this world? Xuanxuan, don't you know how painful it is for me to live in this world? Every day I think about you, everything about you, how you look angry, how cute you are,
The way you look arrogant, the way you act coquettishly towards me, the way you treat me tenderly, the way you kiss me, etc., as long as it’s you, I can think of them all, you know? I watched those couples holding hands on the street.
When walking happily on the street,
I can think of them all, you know? When I saw those couples holding hands and walking happily on the street, I felt so painful and uncomfortable in my heart. Do you know? I don’t think you will.
You know, even if you know, you won't understand my current mood. Let me ask, when you and your boyfriend are together, have you ever thought about me? Every night when I miss you, have you ever thought about me?
You haven’t thought about me even one night? Xuanxuan, do you know I’m in so much pain?” Haohua shouted to me excitedly.
"Haohua, didn't we agree well at the beginning? We can't be lovers, but we can still be friends. In my heart, I regard you as a friend, a very good friend, equivalent to Hui Qing.
Good friend, really, didn’t you say that? You will still be my friend, and we can still care for each other like friends. Why do you have to sink like this? I think you can go if you have the conditions.
Find a better girl to love you than me." I said with concern, at this time, I should not talk to him like that again.
"Xuanxuan, I can't do it, I really can't do it. I also thought about treating you as a friend and then slowly forgetting you, but I can't do it, I really can't do it. At the beginning,
I just want to care about you as your friend. You can talk to me when you have something on your mind. But I can’t do it. I really can’t. As soon as I close my eyes, I think about you being fucked by your boyfriend.
When I held him in my arms, my heart felt like it was being cut by a knife. It really hurt so much that it made me suffocate. It hurt so much that I couldn't breathe. Do you know?" Haohua can be vaguely heard.
He spoke to me in a choked voice.
His words made my heart hurt a lot. Really, I can actually understand the pain in his heart.
I know that he feels the same now as I did when I just broke up with Haohua.
At that time, I was like this too. Whenever I thought about Haohua no longer being my boyfriend, whenever I thought about how I could no longer lie in his arms and act like a spoiled child, my heart that originally belonged to me would be occupied by another girl.
Instead, my heart felt as painful as a knife, suffocating me, and unable to breathe. How could I not understand it? How could I not experience it?
"I, I understand how you feel, but what's the use of you being like this now? Our things are in the past, and we will never be able to do it again." I said with a bit of pain in my heart.
"Xuanxuan, is it really impossible for us? Is it really impossible for us?" Horwath continued to say to me in a choked voice.
I really shook my head and said, "Let it go in the past. Don't mention it again. Didn't we agree? We can be friends now. I hope we can become very good friends. I don't want to lose you as a friend. You know what?"
?” My heart started to feel sour, and my nose also started to feel sour.
"Is it really impossible? I don't want to be friends with you. I don't want to be friends with you. These are all excuses. They are all excuses." Horwath yelled very loudly, probably the people standing next to me
You should be able to hear it too.
"Haohua, don't be like this, don't be like this. My boyfriend is very good to me and our relationship is very good, so I cherish my current happiness. I hope you can find your own happiness as soon as possible." I
Said in a choked voice.
At this time, Zhongan had already arrived. In order not to let them wait for me, I said before Horwath could speak: "I have something to do now, so I won't tell you about it now. I have decided that this Friday, I will
I will go to Lishui, if there is anything else, we can talk about it then."
"Are you really coming? Are you really coming?" Haohua asked in disbelief.
"Well, I will go if I say I will."
"Actually, you don't need to come, I can go see you." Haohua seemed to have adjusted his mood and said to me, because his tone was not as excited as before.
"Actually, it's all the same. I miss you anyway, so I'll go there this Friday to play for a day or two and come back on Sunday." I said.
"Well, then I'll wait for you."
"Well, okay, I have something to do, so I'll hang up first." After saying that, I hung up. When I hung up and was about to go back to the classroom, Shangguan Yun came over, leaned very close to me and asked softly: "What's wrong?
Eyes red?"
I sniffed, looked at Shangguan Yun, smiled and said, "It's okay. I'll go in first, they are waiting for me. You should also go and read seriously. You promised me to accompany me to Lishui this Friday. Don't
Forget it."
"Well, don't worry, it won't happen. I will definitely go with you. Come in quickly." Shangguan Yun touched my hair affectionately and said to me gently.
"Yeah." After saying that, he went in.
As soon as they entered the classroom, they were already reading seriously, but fortunately they were very conscientious and knew to wait for me.
In the afternoon, I listened to the class very seriously. I was really serious and attentive. I couldn't let myself sink like this anymore. The time for the general examination was getting closer and closer.
After class, I went out to eat with Guanyun, and then sat on the lawn with him.
I recall the first time I met Shangguan Yun. I recall that Shangguan Yun kissed me in front of so many people. Now when I think about it, my heart will beat fast. I don’t know why.
.
"What are you thinking about?" Just as I was deep in thought, I was pulled back by Shangguan Yun.
"Haha, no, just when I came here, I remembered that night, you kissed me in front of so many people, but why did you kiss me? Was it premeditated?" I smiled at Shangguan.
Yun said.
"Actually, I have taken a fancy to you for a long time. But when I saw you at that time, I always felt that you were very special. I never took any action against you. And maybe you didn't notice that sometimes I passed by your classroom door.
Whenever I see you, I will look at you secretly. Most of the time when I see you, you seem to be thinking about something. Therefore, you feel very mysterious to me. I want to enter your inner world and understand you. That day
I happened to meet you at the playground, and I couldn't help but kiss you. I said I would chase you. However, luckily I kissed you that night, otherwise, I don't think we would be together now." Shangguan.
Yun Ye thought about it and said.
"However, you really shocked me when you kissed me, and my mind went blank. I thought to myself, this is going to be such a big deal, and I was quite scared at that time." I said stupidly.
"However, you really shocked me when you kissed me, and my mind went blank. I thought to myself, this is going to be such a big deal, and I was quite scared at that time." I said stupidly.
"Haha, it's actually nothing. By the way, who did you call today? Are you so excited?" I knew Shangguan Yun would definitely ask.
"I called Horwath, and he told me that he couldn't forget me, but I told him that I cherish my relationship with you. I asked him to forget me, and I also told him that I will do it this Friday.
Going to Lishui." I told Shangguan Yun frankly.
I thought Shangguan Yun would be very happy after hearing this, but unexpectedly he looked at me with frowning eyebrows and said, "You, do you really want to go? But I'm a little worried? Can we not go?"
"What are you worried about? Are you worried that I will leave you? Don't worry, I won't leave you. I have already identified with you." I said with a smile.
"If you are willing to give yourself to me, I won't worry anymore. I know that if a person like you gives me your first time, you will follow me wholeheartedly." Shangguan Yun is very serious.
looked at me and said.
I know that these are the reasons why Shangguan Yun wants to get me so eagerly.
But I still have concerns in my heart. In fact, I have already made plans. I will wait until I graduate from high school before giving myself to him, but he is so impatient. I hope I can stick to my principles, but if Shangguan Yun does it again
If this continues, I'm afraid one day I won't be able to stand it any longer.
"Yun, actually, I have thought about it. I have already thought about it. I plan to wait until after we graduate from high school. I hope you can wait for me, okay? Wait for me, okay?" I said cautiously.
"Okay. I'll wait, I'll wait..." Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
"Don't worry, I won't leave you. Even if you drive me away, I won't leave." I said as I snuggled into Shangguan Yun's arms.
Shangguan Yun is the man I recognize, and I can no longer live without him.
When class was about to begin, I called my mother and told her that I was not going back this week and that I was going to Lishui. Of course, my mother would ask some questions, why I wanted to go to Lishui, etc., so I just said
I missed Huiqing, so I wanted to see her, and finally my mother agreed.
In the next few days, my heart was always calm and peaceful. I went to bed on time every day and woke up to Shangguan Yun's voice.
I have become accustomed to having Shangguan Yun wake me up every day.
On Friday, I asked for leave from my third period class in the afternoon. I was afraid that I would not be able to catch the bus. Of course, Shangguan Yun also asked for leave with me.
After the second period, I packed up my things and left. Shangguan Yun was already waiting for me at the school gate.
"Let's go, we should be able to catch the bus now." Shangguan Yun saw me and took the things in my hand and said.
"Well, it should be okay." I said with a smile.
"I've already said, I'll just drive there. It's all you, telling me not to be too ostentatious." Shangguan Yun seemed to dislike riding in a car.
"Of course, we are students now. It's not good to be too ostentatious. It will make people jealous."
"Okay, my wife will do whatever she says." Shangguan Yun said with a smile.
"Actually, we can treat this time as a fun trip. In fact, it's because I miss Huiqing and the others that I thought of going to see them." I said to Shangguan Yun with a smile as I walked.
I know that Shangguan Yun is a little unhappy about my going to Lishui this time. Although he didn't say it, I know that he feels uncomfortable in his heart.
"Don't worry, I know. We are going to have fun. I won't think too much about it. I brought a photo with me. This time we go to a fun place and take more photos and come back." Shangguan Yun also said to me with a smile.
When I was sitting in the car, I sat next to the window, then leaned on Shangguan Yun's chest and said, "Shangguanyun, it's great to meet you and be with you." While I was talking, I looked at the people outside.
The scenery and the car were driving so fast that I could hardly see clearly. When I saw things, they all passed by in a flash and in such a hurry. I hope my relationship with Shangguan Yun wouldn’t be like this.
We passed by in a hurry, and I hope we can stay in this happy moment forever.
"Honey, me too, I'm really glad that we can be together and love each other so deeply. No matter what, you have to promise me that no matter what happens, you can't leave me, you know?" Shangguan Yun is very affectionate.
looked at me and said.
"Honey, me too, I'm really glad that we can be together and love each other so deeply. No matter what, you have to promise me that no matter what happens, you can't leave me, you know?" Shangguan Yun is very affectionate.
looked at me and said.
His affectionate eyes have always warmed my heart. I fell deeply into his affection and really wanted to tell him that I would never leave him again in my life. But in the end I still didn't say it.
Just leaning on Shangguan Qu's chest, he fell asleep without even realizing it.
It wasn't until Shangguan Yun woke me up that I woke up, rubbed my eyes, looked at Shangguan Yun and said, "Are we here?"
"We're almost there. When I saw you sleeping, you kept frowning, and I woke you up with reluctance. What's wrong? Are you having a nightmare?" Shangguan Yun looked at me and asked with concern.
I just woke up and my mouth felt a little uncomfortable. I moved and said, "No, maybe I didn't sleep well. These days, I have been focusing on my homework. I dreamed about the exam just now, and I also dreamed that I didn't know how to do it.
I know how to do it, so... I want to drink water." I said to Shangguan Yun with a silly smile.
After Shangguan Yun heard what I said, he frowned and looked at me and said, "Is it that exaggerated? I even dreamed about the exam. You, don't be too nervous. It will be fine. It will be fine. Do you listen to me?
Wrong." After saying that, he took out the drink from the bag next to him, opened the lid and handed it to me and said, "Here you go."
I smiled at Shangguan Yun and took the drink, drinking it quickly. I felt very thirsty. I drank half the bottle in one go.
"Slow down, slow down, look at you, it's almost dripping down your chin." Shangguan Yun said with a smile and wiped me clean with a napkin.
Seeing Shangguan Yun being so considerate to me, I felt happier than eating honey, and I just kept giggling at him.
"Why are you laughing? Come on, let me drink some. I'm thirsty too." Shangguan Yun snatched the drink from my heart and said.
"Why are you robbing me? Just now I was thinking about why you suddenly became so considerate. It turned out that you were thinking about my drink. Is there no more in the bag? Drink mine?" I looked at Shangguan Yun and asked.
"Why are you robbing me? Just now I was thinking about why you suddenly became so considerate. It turned out that you were thinking about my drink. Is there no more in the bag? Drink mine?" I looked at Shangguan Yun and asked.
"No, when you were sleeping just now, I was alone and bored, so I drank all the wine. This is the only bottle left." Shangguan said after taking a sip.
"Even if you still have a conscience, you still know how to leave a bottle for me." After I finished speaking, I looked at the corner of Shangguan Yun's mouth with a drop of drink still remaining. The sunlight from the window shone in, and the drop of drink looked particularly crystal clear and very tempting.
.
I couldn't help but bring my lips together and kiss the drop of drink on the corner of Shangguan Yun's mouth. It was very sweet, very sweet. I felt that this drop of drink was particularly sweet.
Shangguan Yun just looked at me stupidly and was stunned for a moment. Then I slowly felt that my face was slightly hot. I turned my head away with some embarrassment and continued to look at the scenery outside.
At this time, Shangguan Yun hugged me into his arms again, lay in my ear and said softly and affectionately: "Xuanxuan, you are so tempting, so charming, and so cute. I love you so much."
What should I do if I can’t help myself?”
"Then there's no need to pull out. If you continue to sink deeper, I will make you sink deeper and deeper. In this case, you will be reluctant to leave me or bully me." The happiness in my heart was always overflowing.
, so full that it feels like it’s about to overflow.
"I am very reluctant to leave you now, but what about you? Have you fallen deeper and deeper into me and been unable to extricate yourself?" This time Shangguan Yun looked at me with his affectionate eyes and said.
Looking at his affectionate eyes, I seemed to see that his eyes were filled with my name. It seemed that I could see through everything in his heart. It seemed that I saw that his heart was filled with me.
.
I didn't answer. I kissed the corner of his mouth gently again. It just happened for a moment. Now I'm here in the car, so I'm very bold. People here don't know me, and I don't know him either. What do I have?
So scary.
I know, I thought such actions told Shangguan Yun, he should understand. He will definitely understand.
Shangguan Yun just hugged me tightly, as if he wanted to rub me into his heart.
Soon, the car arrived at the station, and I called Huiqing. Unexpectedly, they were already waiting for me at the station. In addition to Huiqing, Wang Xin and Haohua, I did not expect that Haohua would also come to pick us up.
I just asked Huiqing to pick us up.
Because I had already calculated the time, by the time we arrived at the station, she had almost finished class, so the time arrangement was quite good.
As soon as we got off the car, we saw the three of them. Shangguan Yun had been holding my hand while walking. When I saw Hui Qing, I realized how much I missed her, and I immediately threw myself into her arms.
He hugged her and said, "Damn woman, I miss you so much, but you don't even look at me."
I originally thought that Huiqing would also say that she misses me, but I didn't expect that she would whisper in my ear: "Why didn't you tell me that you came with your boyfriend?"
"But I didn't tell you that I came alone." I let go of Huiqing and said with a smile.
At this time, Shangguan Yun came up and looked at Huiqing and said, "What, don't you welcome me?"
"Why wouldn't I be welcomed? You just didn't tell me in advance so that I could be prepared. When a big shot like you comes, I have to book a hotel first. Otherwise, where will you sleep at night?"
Huiqing said playfully.
"Okay, please stop talking about him like that. Besides, his tail is going to be very high again. You don't know, he is narcissistic." I also started to hurt Shangguan Yun and said.
Unexpectedly, Shangguan Yun pinched my waist gently and said, "This is your punishment. Let's see if you dare to speak ill of me in the future."
"Ouch, it hurts, Shangguan Yun, you are so cruel to do something so easy." I screamed like a hunter.
"Okay, okay, I know your skin is tender, so I just pinched it gently, and you screamed like this. I'll rub it for you." After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, he gently rubbed my waist softly.
Rubbing.
Okay, okay, I know your skin is tender, so I just pinched it gently, and you screamed like this. I'll rub it for you." After Shangguan Yun finished speaking, he gently rubbed my waist ambiguously.
Rubbing.
"Okay, okay, you two don't need to be here if you want to show our good feelings." At this time, Hui Qing rolled her eyes at me and said.
At this time, I looked up and Haohua was looking at me with sad eyes. I avoided it with some embarrassment and said, "I'm so hungry. Let's go have a meal first. After the meal, you can take me to have fun."
Play."
"Okay, let's go eat first." Wang Xin said with a smile.
So, we left. Shangguan Yun still held my hand and never let go. Wang Xin and Huiqing also walked hand in hand. Only Haohua followed.
Behind us, we looked particularly lonely and lonely.
"Xuanxuan, I'll take you to the restaurant that just opened in the countryside. The food there is particularly delicious." At this time, Huiqing let go of Wang Xin's hand and ran to me, holding my hand and pulling me towards it.
He walked forward and said.
At this time, Shangguan Yun had to let go of my hand, so I started to walk in front with Hui Qing. I looked back and saw that Shangguan Yun, Wang Xin and Haohua were walking together, saying something
Chatting and laughing.
"Xuanxuan, I thought you came alone. It would be better for you to come here than not. You brought Shangguan Yun here with you. You just want to make Haohua sad." Hui Qing said lightly accusingly.
said to me.
"Originally, I didn't plan to bring him here. When I told him that I was coming to Lishui, he said he would come with me. I knew that if I didn't let him come, he would definitely feel uncomfortable.
What's more, I don't want to see him sad. And I don't think there's anything wrong with me bringing him here. At least I can make Haohua give up," I said.