Fanwai University Life: Entering University for the First Time 15
"Ah..." Crazy, crazy, why do I have no confidence at all? Do I have no confidence in Shangguan Yun, or do I have no confidence in myself?
Oh my god, what should I do, what should I do? I can't look at Shangguan Yun next to him. I feel uneasy in my heart.
Am I too stingy and too narrow-minded?
"Sigh... It's useless to think about anything now. Even if I pass, I believe that those who are interested in Shangguan Yun will not be lenient. It is now popular to steal other people's boyfriends, just like that one
Same as Yiyi... She knew that Shangguan Yun had a girlfriend at that time, but she still wanted to throw herself into her arms." I said to myself.
Sitting on the bed, grabbing my hair like crazy.
It's all my fault, it's my fault. If I hadn't been a sleepy, lazy person, I could have gone to school with Shangguan Yun. In this way, those A-level women wouldn't be eyeing Shangguan Yun.
Although I didn't see such a situation, I can feel now that all those A-sized women must be eyeing Shangguan Yun covetously.
well……
I fell weakly on the bed again, not even in the mood to eat anymore.
So, I made a phone call to Ah Fang...
"Afang..." When I heard Afang pick up the phone number, I called Afang weakly.
"What's wrong?" A Fang heard that my voice was particularly weak and knew that I was in a bad mood.
"Shangguanyun went to A University to register today, but I didn't go." I said weakly. When I said this, I still felt deeply guilty.
"Well, what happens next?" A Fang continued to ask.
It seems that this kind of thing is what A Fang expected.
"Then...I was alone at home, and I was worried, worried that Shangguan Yun would be eaten by those perverts..." I said through gritted teeth.
"Hahahahaha..." As a result, A Fang burst out laughing when she heard what I said.
"Hey...you, what are you laughing at? Why are you laughing? Really...I am in trouble now, and you are still laughing at me? Are you adding insult to injury?" I scorned.
"No... no, no... I'm laughing because I think you might be too nervous? You and Guanyun have been together for many years, okay? Moreover, you two are already engaged. Are you still worried about this? Is that possible?
Is that too outrageous?" A Fang said with a disapproving look.
That's right, it's not her thing, she can't understand my mood at all, so it's normal for her to laugh.
"Tch...it's been so many years. Guanyun and I were together when we were in the second year of high school, okay? And...what's the point of getting engaged? You can get divorced after getting married. If a person's heart changes, then, what?
It’s useless.” I said weakly.
I feel so sad, what should I do?
"I said, should you believe Shangguan Yun? If A Yun really changes his mind, no matter how much you worry or stay with him all day long, it will be useless. You should believe him, yes
He has confidence, and he must also have confidence in you, right?" A Fang's words this time were quite humane.
"But, I... I'm just worried about the dream of so many students at A University. When Shangguan Yun rolled around among those talented and beauties, he discovered that I was not what he wanted at all. What should I do?